One of the many reasons people go crazy

Friday was probably the weirdest/ funnest day I have ever had in my life. I will recount it to the very last detail. Well.. I woke up, went to school of course. Realized I did my chem lab totally wrong so I didnt hand it in. All we learned about was bomb calorimetry.. pretty interesting if I do say so myself. Then from there I went to math, had a test which I most likely got 100% Math is suuuuper fun now. Then I had Bio.. which all we did was look through microscopes and do more slacking off. I couldnt stop laughing all that class, pretty much literally because Bryan was being really funny. Then from there... I went to my spare.. and did my chem lab over. I also started reading a magazine, and tried to hide it from freaking devil library woman because we all know what happened last time... O god.
So from there I met bryan at my locker again. And we met up with dave and alan, and joel and went to the donair place in daves car. And not only that but dave was smart enough to lock his keys in his car WHILE the car was running....
So we had pizza, and I watched them play chess.
THen after lunch was the last class of bio.... me and bryan basically were being compleate idiots AND dissecting a brain at the same time. It was sooo much fun.
Then it was time for me to go home....
When I decide to leave for work I almost jumped out of a moving vehicle and killed myself... So this is what happens.
While we are on our way, we come across a red light. It would be the red light between the wal mart and home depot. So.. I look ahead, because I am in the back seat.. and I see a vaguely familuar car... Matt haskels car. Then guess what I see... A very nice tanned VERY familuar arm fully out the passenger seat window waving toward me. Matt haskel was driving and Stephan just happened to be in the passenger seat. So when I look over as we were both driving past each other, they were laughing together, cause they are both gay. Things like this deserve bologna on cars, or perhaps taking out my handy dandy keys next time I go to the movies. Either way, I will get revenge, and it will be beautiful.
At work... I realized that I now will be working with Marilyn and Nathan, which should be interesting. I met them both at new years.
And that night Nolan and Alan came in... and tried getting me to give them free food.

Back to you, It always come back to you

Yesterday was sooo much fun. It was unfourtunate that I had to go to all my morning class. They were so boring. Double class of Chem, and also math. So we were supposed to leave at 12... and guess what time we actually left.... 2. WHy? Becuse kristen is almost as bad as the C.C. when it comes to being organized. It was making AMaya really mad.
So we left at 2..... got to brooks and got lots of snacks. Then when we got to calgary we went to this really cool store called megazone. THey had all hello kitty and Anime stuff. Not only that but they had NBC stuff too... but it was all so expensive so none of us got any stuff from there. From there we went to the universtiy to get our tickets... sadly the tickets wernt being given out until 8 or so... and it was only 6, so we went out for supper.
Dear god.. it litterally took us an hour and a half to find this thai resturant that kristen wanted to go to. But after we were done, finding it was well worth it.
From there we heading back to the university, got our tickets, got in. While Lindy was playing we got all our merch. I got the coolest t-shirt in the world. I wanted the black hoodie too...
The show was great.
And I think the ride back was almost as good... but thats a different story intirely.

In the Orchard

Friday was soo much fun. Scott didnt show up, and Andy forgot to give me a ride there.. but it was lots of fun. I sat with Bryan of course, and it was a comfy coach bus. On the way there they played a stupid movie. Actually both movies were stupid they played Joe somebody and The beverly hillbillies on the way back. So I listen to my mp3 player for half the way there, talked to bryan a bit. And we eventually both shared my mp3 player for a bit too. When we got there we walked around a bit with Andy.. then eventually went on a tour of the cooking rooms and bakerys and stuff. It was interesting plus I got a free donut which was probably the best donut I have ever had in my life... litterally. Then we ran out of things to do..... so we went to the mall for two hours. It was a rather small mall so we entertained ourselves by riding the escalators up and down and up and down.
Hmv was having a rather nice sale too... so I bought Kill Bill and Amelie. and Bryan bought Mortal kombat and Edward Scissorhands.
Then we went back, sat in the really cool study hall for a bit, then left to go back home. The ride back was the best....

Now for today which was almost better... but on different levels. My mom woke me up early cause we were going to lethbridge for the day. We where going to look at grad dresses for me and it was very successful. I got the nicest dress and its a cool color too. THen after an hour of dress deciding we went to the mall and they had a spencers! So I bought posters, and had an all around wonderful day.
I even conquered my fear of moxies.... since I remember EXACTLY what happened there last time.

I just couldnt keep this to myself...... XD

Who are you? Bryan of course

Are we friends? i hope more
When and how did we meet? well, its hard to say but i was always interested in you when we were in social class.
How have I affected you? you make me feel special
What do you think of me? i think that your very interesting and attractive and a very kind person
What's the fondest memory you have of me? hmmmmm, the first time i held your hand at the movies. (i hope that doesent sound pathetic)
How long do you think we will be friends? i hope a long time!
Do you love me? love is a strong word
Do you have a crush on me? o yes
Would you kiss me? i would
Would you hug me? yes
Physically, what stands out? to me, your greenish eyes and almost everything else, but i love your eyes
Emotionally, what stands out? your sense of humour
Do you wish I was cooler? not at all
On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? perfect
Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. this is a hard one, lol sorry
Am I lovable? for shure
How long have you known me? since the begining of socials, but better for about 1 1/2 months
Describe me in one word. superduper (its kinda one word)
What was your first impression? wow
Do you still think that way about me now? i think more
What do you think my weakness is? i dont know
Do you think I'll get married? one fine day
What makes me happy? fun strange web sites, knowing your dreams, your vernon friends, the Magic Cactus, astrology
What makes me sad? stupid mrs debert, your unorganized parents and there plans for the weekend
What reminds you of me? honestly Tiger army songs, when i paint, but usually i think of you alot anyway
If you could give me anything what would it be? what ever you want from me most
How well do you know me? pretty good, but i hope better some day
When's the last time you saw me? today
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? many a times
Do you think I could kill someone? no

Dont let me be misunderstood

Today was a good day I had a double spare. So on the one right before lunch mom came and picked me up and we went out on the town...
Yeah we basically just went to the library, then for chinese food, then to dots which is a little store with value village type clothes... but not exactly the prices. But I did however find a cool pair of pants for $10 that needed some adjustments. But I did it all.. and now they are excellent. Then we still had time before lunch was over, so we went to the bargain store and I bought some stars and planets to stick on my ceiling, and they are colored which makes them ultra cool.

Guessy who transfered into my Bio class....
SCOTT!! and matt... This is going to be sooo much fun. Cause I know they are going to be sitting right in front of us because those are the only seats available. So its gonna be scott and bryan and matt and then dave.. but I dont know him too well. Tis going to be fun and waayyyyy unproductive. Luckily scott is pretty smart, he might be of some use to me.
AND tomorrow I get to ride 6 hours on the bus with him and Bryan and Andy and Chris. mwhahahahah I cant wait.
Andy wasnt home when I phoned though, so I still dont know if hes going to give me a ride or not....

You never know what could happen

It was the first day of my new semester. It freaking felt like the first day all over again, with slight differences. My first class was math. In fact, I had a double math class today and to my delight so far math wont be my most dreaded subject. Ugh.... chem seems like the devil since we got a review sheet today and I know nothing of what was taught in chem 20.
Mwhahah After all the bitching about Mrs Diebert, Bryan now understands what I had to go through, ahhahah. I am SOOOO glad I dont have her anymore!!! Its a big huge sigh of relief... *Siiiiiiigh* ^_^

Bio.... I can tell you already that NOTHING is going to get done. I sit with Bryan and his friend sits behind us... so we talk... and nothing gets accomplished. Much like today... we already have a project, and basically have to teach ourselves the nervous system.

Tomorrow should be grand... Im going over to Bryans again to watch Young Frankenstein... he said I have to come over and watch it since he bought it for me.

And I walked alone, waiting for you to come along

Is it normal to have equal feelings for three different people?
O god, I dont know why I do, but I still have feelings for Stephan... and whats worse is the fact that I saw him today. I came home and fell apart almost litterally. Its like that scene in Amelie where she sees him leave and then turns into water. If that could happen, thats exactly what would have. I wanted him to stay, because I just got off work at the time, but I went to go change, and I saw him. I guess it is true that you never get over someone.

As for the other two people.. I dont know what I want, I really dont.

Top 5 things I dislike
- Awkwardness
- Bad kissers
- Being bored
- Dissapointment
- Being annoyed/grouchy


Top 5 things I love
- Really good music
- Surprises
- Making out
- Sleeping
- feeling pretty

*sigh* Oh the Irony

Well...... Work over the last couple days was so hurtful... I got new shoes a week or so ago, and they hurt my feet like a banshee bite. But on the up side, I got to go home 2 hours early today, plus I got a 15 cent raise. It was gooooooood.
Scott almost broke my cd today.... and if he would have, I would have broke his face. He doesnt like modest mouse apparently, I knew that........ *tries not to remember our date*

So yeah.... I got tomorrow off, which is good, cause I dont like working, plus I get to do something tomorrow night..... if my parents feel like being nice and driving me.

I went to vist Andy today at the Mohawk, I got a slush.... and so did amanda..... but I actually just went there to talk to him, the slush is now in the freezer.

Army dreamers

Grr you know how I hate liars.... well today was bad. In the afternoon I went to go try on grad dresses again. God.... what a gong show that was. And I dont think it was lack of sleep cause I slept in till 11:30 this morning, but after an hour, I almost wanted to cry cause I was so frustrated.
So yeah.... trying on dresses was not at all successful cause I happen to be a fat cow. Thats the conclusion I have come to. There were all these dresses that were sooo pretty, but do you think they fit me properly? No... why? Because my ass and hips are so freaking huge. It makes me want to cry.
And then guess who had the nerve to call me "small" the stupid ugly saleslady. I almost flipped and went "ARE YOU INSANLY BLIND???"

Im going in a potato sack....... thats it. It covers everything, that people dont have to see.