Ugh ever since i've gotten high sped unlimited internet i've been incredibly bored when i'm on the internet i have absolutely no where to go. So today wasn't that bad but e-fair tomorrow is really gonna be hell. I don't know why but it just will be. But on the positive side i do get to miss a japanese test which means more study time + answers from krystal and i also get to not do the final proposal in socials ehich is a VERY GOOD THING!! Today after school could have been a very tragic moment , but i don't think it was. Anyways we were in the foyer after i had to make a stupid price list ON MY OWN TIME. So yea we were there and we were discussing about how fishbait should soon be riding his new bike (heheh stupid loser got ran over by a van) And then he comes up behind us in his stupid "Gina, Krystal" voice, i just hope he wasn't in the grad lounge listening to us, what a disaster that could have been!

I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. All it means is that i have to go back to japanese, and not the good japanese eaither like it has been the past 2 weeks when we had a TOC (hehe) Mr. yamaoka is back and that means no more fun/slacking off which really sucks becasue japanese is way harder this year, i no longer have my A. Not only that but then theres socials, it's all been pretty good except for that one test where i got 58% but i'm not speaking of that ever again!! Now we have this big project and sean is totally taking it over now that Mr. Robb said we were suppose to decide how many marks we should give the people in our group. So OF COURSE she's now making sure shes doing most of the work. O well just as long as i keep my 76% i'll be happy since thats the highest i've ever had as an overall socials mark. And volleyball, need i say more. I'll be extreamly happy when we get to do badminton since i'm actually good at that. I wish there was no such thing as school. And people like fishbait in schools. By the way i decided i don't like kenny anymore,he distracts me. I need to work on my school work and i have enough problems as there is, guy are the LAST thing i need to worry about!! however i'm gonna make sure i attend the rugby game, for fun of course.

Krystal if you read this at all do you want to go "chuck hunting" tomorrow??

OMG it took basically all day to do those stupid candy bags. Melissa didn't come over becasue of her job shadowing so my whole family was working on it and it took us at least 3 hours to make like 200 bags and sticks. On top of that sometime eaither this weekend or monday i need to bake cookies. Ah the pleasures of doing this stupid e-fair. I'm just about ready for summer....

Thank god for a kylie free weekend. of course she called me yesterday and i gave her so many excuses why i couldn't come. My parents now believe that she is a loser with no friends hahahah.Melissa'a coming over at 3 and we get to make candy bags, hopefully she won't be all like well lets give them 20 candys cause thats all fair and everything. because i want to give them 15 candys and sell it for a dollar cause that way we can make at least a little bit of money. Yea because i have so much to buy with my money that i haven't even amde yet. lol. I need to buy a bra, a new journal, that tarot card book that i've awated since like christmas. so yea. I'll be glad if i even make $15.

Ebbie i can't believe you hahaha, ok well we were at ebbies locker and "kenny" (i changed his name from dexter) and anyways he was a couple lockers over and then once ebbie was done, she said " do you want to stay a while" and i'm just like "no" and then she said "this isn't for my benifit" grrrr i hope he didn't hear or it would be grd 8 all over, although i don't even know if he knew back then when kinga yelled it out in front of everyone..... Besides that it was ok, in p.e we actually didn't play volleyball today and it was fun, we played capture the flag. Yay for defense.Tomorrow melissa gets to come over which i kinda don't want her to, but it'lll be fine, stupid e-fair!!!! Even though i'm actually looking forward to it.

Would somebody PLEASE shoot the stupid ugly wannabe known as kayleen. I hear her freakin wimpering all the way across the classroom and its for NO reason!! Just because you stole matties cane and he wants it back is no reason to throw fits to get attention because they are so freakin LOUD!! i hate her! Besides that the day was fun, hehe volleyball and japanese were anyway, but volleyball really hurts my wrists soo bad, and not only that but from running yesteday my legs are really stiff. I have sooo much socials homework that my parents think that i'm doing right now, basically i have no idea what we are doing anyway so that helps, please marco don't be there tomorrow!. After school i went to kelowna and it's amazing how much money 7 boxes of candy and 4 flats of pop can cost, but mr. wenger didn't say anything about a budget or anything so i think i'm still good.HAHAH i have in the navy stuck in my head. Its bad.

To sum today up it was hell, japanese we did calligraphy which didn't turn out all that great. I'am so far behind in socials. And p.e was absolute hell!!! We had to run 1.5 miles i think and then on top of that do a class of volleyball. It sucked.

I didn't go to schoool today mwahahaha!! Instesad i had to do job shadowing and i went to the store, i was originally only supposed to stay until lunch time then i would actually got to school,but leah cancelled so i had to work, and they're actually gonna pay me. So yea it wasn't that much fun, actually it was quite boring. I would ahve rather gone to school to see fishbait (Mr i got hit by a van last sunday ahh what a LOSER!!!!!!)

ahhh school today and it was not fun. We have to do this really hard project in socials and i have no idea what to do. And in P.E why o why can't we do something simple, i simply CANNOT do volleyball!!

So on Friday we went somewhere and did something and then returned, i can't go into details (its a secret!!)
And then Yesterday i spent the whole day at kylies and of course we watched movies even while she dyed my hair (now its red and i love it) Overall we watched lord of the rings, spiderman and a bit of ice age. Then we went to church and a party at the zyla's, and the whole time at the party kylie was telling every body bragging that she did my hair and of course before we left she found a way to do something to it *whimper* So the party was not fun and she also was telling everybody that i wanted to be MJ form spiderman so thats why i dyed my hair red. I just felt like strangling someone at that moment.

I bought hair dye today and so on saturday i have to go to kylies and shes gonna do my hair, then i'm lucky enough to go to church with her and then to a "welcome back party" don't i feel special...... And at the library there was a really weird man who came up to ask us the time was (like i havn't heard that one before) and then he wouldn't leave, he kept asking stupid stupid questions like what kind of books i'm into, so i finally ditched him by telling him i had to cheak out my books.

yesterday sissy and I went for a walk down to the corner store, we should have broughten our jackets becsue we were almost icecles when we were down there. I suppose drinking a slush didn't help. And today after about an hour of coaxing i convinced my sister to go to the toshokan (library for you non japanese speaking people) and the mall with me, and hahahah shes coming. So i get to take the bus, for like the third time this week.

Yesterday we went to penticton, and it was actually a kinda fun trip even though all my parents care about is dollar stores. I swear if the moon were excesible and it had a dollar store, we'd be the first ones there!! So we went to the mall, and it was a very small mall. So me and sissy shopped while my parnts chatted (like always) And i bought a new shirt. And i realized today that it goes down low enough that you cn see my bra but i still love it. And then we went to wall mart and then to boston pizza for supper and "lets get physical" was playing like 3 times it was really fun, i wanted to die lol. Then on the way home my sister put her c.d in and my mother started dancing and it sounded like my sister said, "Mother stop doing the fucky chicken" So i almost was like crying from laughing so hard, but no body else thought it was funny, so that made it even more funnier. My parents and sister are like zombies "dollar stores are life, dollar stores are god" O and i also saw these really nice shoes but nobody else saw them, they were examining a walkway made of shoes for at least 10 minutes, figuring out what it was made out of and how they put it together and stuff, sometimes i wish i were adopted, or at least put up for adoption. My parents are maniacs.

GRRR for the love of fried pickles i have to work today. hehehe my mother said shes going to pay me $6 an hour which is slightly better than just getting paid 10 for the whole day

o and kylie came over today and dropped off my "birthday present" and it consists of a poster of printed out guys on kylies computer made into a collage. Its a pretty sad thought that she would rather spend all that time than just go out and buy me something decent. And on every sigle picture of eather heath ledger, milo ventimigla or jared padalecki she wrote something on it so they are all ruined.

mwhahaha i finally get to watch the ring tonight, and i made sure that we got it form the corner store so that we can take a walk tomorrow and get slushes and have a jolly good time. Because jills sleeping over, before it was alekes, my sister changes her friends like her underpants i swear!! Just as long as jill doesn't do "jill" things then i'm fine with her. Today we went to salmon arm it was so boring, but i just like going along for the ride because it's fun listening to music and driving. And i got a milkshake from it so it was good. And i got to go to future shop.

Its the morning and i have no idea what i'am going to do today, yesterday i watched a looney tunes movie and then went to wal mart, and i got somemore foundation because my sister uses all of mine to cover up her ugly face so that leaves no more for me. She not going to use any of this stuff though, i'll personally make sure of that. And i bought Campinos. YUM

Well crazy day i suppose but it was fun, no dance in P.E which really really sucked, no more dance :( ever:( compleatly depressing. And not only that but i got paint on me today in CAPP since we were doing our efair poster, o boy how i can't wait!!!!! Yea and we got our socials test back today, lets just say that i didn't do good, at all!!!! But i'm ok with that (get it krystal???) anyways then in japanese we had a kanji test and then we watched Rush hour 2 which i've seen at least 5 times, so i read, or looked at a japanese magazine (i'm not fluent enough to read it obviously) Although if i WENT TO JAPAN I COULD PROBABLY BE FLUENT My parents honestly hate me. I really need to dye my hair agian over spring break. I know i'll go blonde mwhahahaha. Yea right. Today Krystal told Fishbait that she was going to Halifax over spring break to visit her brother AND HE BELIEVED HER ah that stupid bastard. Hahahah we were walking to get our stuff after lunch and we were talking about it and we were saying how much a loser fishbait is although we didn't use names haha and Mr krahn was behind us and said that he heard everything that we said. And i'm just rambling on and on about all the little details of my day becasue i'm probably the most bordest person in the world. After school was fun yet annoying at the fact that we had to run around the school following krystals non crush. And hahah my non crush was around as well kinda, some of the time. Then i came home and took the bus.

The first thing fishbait told us this morning, was to beware of the conga. It was slightly frightening.

I don't even know where to begin to tell you about my day. It was kinda, good, bad, evil, and decent all int he same day!!!!!! Anyways there was socials and we had to do a "waste of time" thing again today, i didn't like my groups at all, the whole time we just sat and listened to jamie sing about a triangle and partical man. Then in dance it was soooo much fun, i got to dance "around" my crush in the virginia reel and if only i was a couple of people ahead when doing the march thing, around the area leah was (get it, get it......) then he could have been my partner for jiveing but no, i had to be a couple of people behind. We had a locker check today, that was fun. and then Ryan brought me a slush but i got it like an hour afterwards so it was all melted. In CAPP we had a complete retard for a TOC and she made us just type up stuff ALL class. And then there was japanese, we watched a video and did sheets. Then after school we looked at paul, walked around the school, then wade was like singing about us on his guitar and yelling it ALL THE WAY DOWN THE HALL. It was him and jamie doing it, jamie actually tolerates me kinda now, before like last year he would never talk to me since like omg it was so wierd since i went out with him for like 5 days. Now he talks to me in every single class. And sings. O how i hate socials!!!

Why WHy why, does she have to phone me and decide to do something, am i her only frickin friend? And not only does she want to make "plans" with me, she brags about driving everywhere WHEN SHE KNOWS I HAVE TO WAIT AN WHOLE OTHER YEAR. Grrr i just want to strangle her basically her only problem is where she can find the same lipgloss i have. And then theres me on the ther line, i have to worry about if my dad is gonna be moving away for 2 years to work somewhere else because we're going broke. And then i hear her raving on how my parents aren't letting me go to japan and yet her mother was all willingly open to letting her go, and now she has a pregnant sheep that her dad bought her on her birthday, and it's gonna have a baby, and i had to listen to all the rest of her fucking bullshit and i'm absolutely sick of it!!!!!!!!!!! i wish she would go to japan that i would have to listen to that ugly winny baby for five months!!!!!!

I had to go to school today and it was NOT a happy time. First off in socials (even typing the word makes me cringe) we did this broadcasting thing and stupid fishbait said this horribly wierd word that made me almost want to through something at him but i held back because he would have got confused and looked all stupid and whatever, not only that but when we did do the broadcasting thing he made everybody wear props and it was funny. He brought along his "dads umbrella" along with his roommates hat. Ah good times!!!!! Then we watched Talking to Americans. It was e-fair today and mine is in less than a month and i'm very much dreading it even though all i'm doing is candy, still its gonna be hard. Then i CAPP i had to watch Talking to Americans again!! Do all the teachers syncronize what they are gonna do just to torture us, i've seen that video like 5 times before and i do not want to watch it 5 more times in 1 day!!!!!!! Mr. Wenger has an attitude problem i swear, he soo stuck up. Since Melissa isn't gonna be here all this week and until the wednesday after spring breack we asked him if we could work on our poster during CAPP and he totally gave her this snobby answer that she can't use his class time to do something thats suppose to be done someother time, and that she has to use her time. And then during our food safe couse thingy, he just stopped talking and told us to read becasue he was tired of talking.

Not to self: Buy a fish specifically a siamese fighting fish and name it Hardy, thats my goal in life. jk

We went out for supper again tonight and it was sooooo funny yet disturbing. There was a woman at the table next to us and in the middle of her meal she took off her shoes and socks and started massaging her feet IN THE RESTAURANT. Not only that but when she was done giving her feet pleasure under the table, she put her foot on the table to put her socks and shoes back on. Then since we were at a chinese restaurant, she was like yelling at the top of her lungs to the poor chinese lady that owns the place telling her that the food was delicious. Me and my mother couldn't stop laughing after that, that woman had serious problems.

My new favorite song (for today anyways): I can't wait by Nu shooz. And yes it is an 80's song. I suggest you all download it. RIGHT NOW!!!

last night i wanted to go to Yokuzuna, i told my dad that he would like it since there was like five inche shrimps but since it wasn't the rest of the family's "cup of tea" we didn't go, we went to joeys for fish instead, it was greasy, it always is. And then we came home, and we din't even rent The Ring which i still want to see, my dad had to watch We were soldiers on the satelite so i was on the computer all night. O and i learned the new Harry Potter book is coming out this summer!!!!!

Ahhh fridays, I actually went school today, and it was ok. Dance was fun, this year is kinda better than 8 and 9 because we actually have dfferent music to dance to than that stupid country music that we've had to listen to before, and we did the chicken dance......... And OMG the music to the bunny hop almost made me want to shoot myself then and there (AH AH Bad Memories, Bad Memories!!) In socials we had a test and it was "horrible" since i was sick the past two days i didn't have my text book with me so i didn't study at all except for like 10 minutes at lunch and it was kinda hard. And then after the test it was sooo funny Mr. Robb asked us what a primary source was and Miss Kayleen stupid wannabe know it all raised her hand and she is so stupid, Mr. Robb asked her and then she's like, "Well i can't really explain it" and then lance said, "Well why the hell did you raise your hand" Ah my socials class is soooo fun!!!! Not only that but kayleen isn't the only loser, Mr .Robb spelt stuff like Shtuff because he thinks he's cool. After school me and krystal like ran to my house because we didn't want to be seen by kylie because i'm not going to her party mwahahahaha krystal didn't have to come but hehehe she wanted to.....

My whole day consisted of download shakira music videos and then watching them and deleting them.

Grrr i ALWAYS pick the very best times to get sick, but it's all my sisters fault. So i didn't go to school far half the day but i only missed CAPP so it's not too bad. Then i went down to the school at lunch to watch the rent a grad thing and lisa and ebbie made a little grade 8r by ryan and andrew so it looked like we didn't buy them and ryan was soooooo mad. I don't think i should have stayed for socials aka. Family life (my favorite) becasue by half way through it all the drugs i had taken in the morning had worn off and i was feeling like shit again it was great.

Tomorrow it's rent a grad day omg we are sooooooo gonna buy Ryan and Andrew and dress them up all pretty and make them buy us slushes ahhhhh it's gonna be fun. I have no life, today after school i watched fishbait and nitch leave but hahahahah they left in seperate vehicles. Maybe they're "relationship" is on the rocks. Ahhh he's such a loser, today he stopped me in the halls just to tell me that i didn't have to pay for my text book that i lost, like he couldn't tell me the next day in socials? He just knew that i was absolutely dying to talk to him, much like saturday (ah ah bad memories) o how i hate him! He and nitch must sit at their house and think of things o say the next day or whenever, much like "that would be crossing the student, teacher boundries"

Our japanese class went to the restaurant today and it was sooo much fun, it was way better than probably learning about mechanical engineering, by a lot. Not that the food was extreamly sickening, it was actually good, but when i got back to the school i felt almost sick to my stomach, maybe cause i'm not used to it. And then we had to run the beep test and do fitness testing it wasn't fun. I can't wait until we start dance in p.e. hahahahaha and aerobics if we even still do that in grade 10. KRYSTAL CAN WE STOP WALKING HOME AFTER SCHOOL!!!!!! i like waiting at the school for a while after it's over, but no lately i've been having to come straight here!!

yea we're going to be going to tokyo if i do go to japan so now i REALLY want to go, it's not fair, why won't my parents let me??? Anyway it was a reguar monday and during socials fishbait was having a hard day and he made sure we all knew. So he was telling us that it took him an hour to photocopy 30 pages and then he's like my mind isn't working properly, then he's like sorry guys, then he looks at ME and says sorry Gina in his stupid little tone of voice. I want to hurt him, and lance asked if we could go see the drama performance (yes krystal and ebbie that would be yours) But that stupid bastard wouldn't let us!!

We went to lorels last night and it was ok, it was Akikos last day in Canada so it was a goodbye party. Every one over there is totally on my side that i should be allowed to go to japan, Peter was really with me and every excuse my parents had, he had a better reason why i should go. I just hope it occurs to them that he's right before it's too late and they won't let me go.Akiko gave me a japanese c.d. and so far it's pretty good, even though i fell asleep half way through it last night.

omg, omg,omg why, why why do things like this always happen to us. So me and krystal are having a nice innocent walk and we go around up by my house and then decide to go down to the school to pick up my p.e. booklet. AND GUESS WHOS THERE. omg now he probably totally thinks that we're stalking him. His stupid car was outside of the school and we're like omg i hope thats not him. But it was.*whimper**whimper* Why did he have to be there, why was he there. Grrr what a loser with no life.