I am not amused......

This love has taken its toll on me

This is gonna be a really lame and long random post, just to get things off my chest. And just post for the sake of posting, which I havn't done in quite a while. I think I should listen to more Maroon 5, they always seem to calm me down.

So yesterday I went to see Series of Unfortunate Events with Bryan. And even though absolutely NOTHING happened I suppose it was still nice. Krystal makes the situation seem better, about how its been a while and he's shy and he still really likes me. And all that. Hopefully the party tonight will be fun, even though I already know there are going to be a lot of people there that I dont really like all that much. And usually in these kinds of situations, where I dont know what to expect, they turn out not so good.

The other day my mother decided to randomly go to the doctors because she wasnt feeling too good. But not in a sick way.. more in a "I know somethings wrong" way. So the doctor told her that she had high blood pressure and stuff like that. So now shes totally going into a whole life style change mode, changing the way we eat, all the junk food levels. And she even wants to join a gym which is a good thing for me, cause then I might be able to join it with her. But she decided to label me as her nutrionist, which is fun cause I get to tell her what not to eat.

Well my fellow companions.............. sadly I am back home. I dont want to be. I still want to be in vernon.
I went down last tuesday and visited with K and ebbie for the night. We stalked ebbie, cory and dan at Zellers. It was a fun night. Then the next day I took the bus to the mall to meet sean there. Then we drove to Kamloops and hung out and he had a party that night. It was fun.
Then it was christmas the next day. I had to go to church for a lunch thing that Peter's family was having. I swear he has 10 million family members..... but only half showed up there. So there was a lot of people. Aleya also got a more presesnts that day then I have gotten in my whole life, I swear, that child is even more spoiled than the CC.
So then on boxing day me and K go out to sportschek and shop, then go to ebbies and then go out again to the mall. We also had a subway and a movie night and robbie was stalking us. At least in the mall and at subway. We are so cool. We bought a 2L thing of pepsi, and brought it into subway with us so we wouldnt have to buy our own drinks.
Then the next day we realized it was my last day, so we went swimming. K wouldnt wake up in the morning and it took her at least 2 hours to come and pick me up :P We had fun "stretching" and giving each other intense loving looks........ hehe
I love you K! *grrr*
AHH..... then the movie night I bought Garden State that night, and we also rented Napoleon Dynamite. Emily is also gonna give me the Napoleon Dynamite poster from coldstream video <3
So we watched, and talked. Then fell asleep at 4:30ish, when I had to be at my cousins house at 6......... it was 6:30 and I got a call to come home to an unhappy aunt.
Long ride home....... Along with loud bickering between my aunt and uncle, trust me thats not fun..

well ladies and gentlemen..... only one more sleep until i am on the road to vernon :)
I can't wait. I had to get everything organized today because..... i am lazy.
Sunday night was pretty fun for just staying at Wendy's for a christmas party. We had a nice (non wendy's) turkey supper. Then hung out, had door prizes and played a game. I loved brians secret santa present. Blow up boobs and a obese womens calendar. He said i could keep the calendar cause i really wanted it, but i forgot to take it.

OOOOH its been a while since my last informational post. So i guess i will explain all about my exciting and yet... horrifying last week of school. Basically monday and tuesday and wednesday flew by. Then I made Brian take my shift on thursday which in the long run was a VERY good idea, even if i did miss out of about $35.... I think it was somewhat worth it.
So me and Bryan went to the mall, shopped around a bit and got my sister her christmas present. Then we went to see Ocean's Twelve. And........ yes...... I enjoyed it very much. Then after the movie, before he left to go catch the bus, he kissed me.
Then on friday we only had a half day. And i made Bryan come with me to the really lame i might add christmas assembly. He wanted to go home, but i made him come with me, i find that funny. Especially since he's all against being whipped.
Then friday night was my last day at work, and it was fun. I got my mixed cd from Jeremy and me and Mel plotted getting geoff a rock and a stick for christmas.... just because we love him that much.
Tomorrow's christmas party is probably gonna be really lame, but o well, i guess i'll see how it goes.

Tomorrows To-DO list:
- Sleep in SUUUUUUUUUPER late!
- Buy Tray a thong
- Find a stick for Geoff
- Buy myself a bag
- Plan outfits to bring to vernon
- Pack all music and dvd's in case
- Wrap remaining presents
- Find something to wear to christmas party following day

So friday night i didnt do anything besides go out for supper to Pizza hut. Where MM Shirt girl works. Even in her work uniform she looks cool, its rather annoying. But it doesnt bother me much anymore, i think at this moment im just waaaay too tired to care. So i had a nice supper with family and grandparents........... It seems every friday night we always have supper with my grandparents.
Saturday i had to open. I had suuuper cheesy fries for breakfast both days i worked. you know your healthy when....
hehe Bribing people is fun. I made Brian work this thursdays shift for me, and told him i would buy him chocolates.
So that means i only have to work 2 days this week and then i am off for 2 whole weeks.
It was midnight madness at the mall that night so it was just CRAZY with people. And i saw sooo many people, most of which i'd rather not see.
I also saw stephans friend matt, the one he's gay with. Yeah.... you know your gay when you both have the same shirt and same shoes....
I mean I dont even do that with my friends..... buy the same shirt and shoes!!!! Which happen to both be pink by the way..... (the shirt and the shoes i mean)
So he(matt) was there, and he gave me an evil look probably cause he "thinks im a bitch" or because i was there with mike.
I can't wait till next Sunday though cause thats when out work christmas party is. Im bringing my sister as my "guest" and its gonna be fun im hoping.

Tonight I got to go over to my Aunt's new house for chinese food. She just moved today, so she bought all the people who helped her move, chinese food. Even though i didnt touch one single box i still got food. But the night itself wasnt fun. Listening to 50 year old and older people talk for 3 hours in a really small house with nothing to do is NOT fun. So i basically fell asleep, but it was kinda hard when people kept shaking me cause they wanted to know "how school was going" It got rather annoying after a while.

I updated my 100 things....... since it was well over its revising due date

Surprisingly this week went by extreamly fast, and next week probably is too... which means....................... VERNON TIME :D:D:D and kamloops of course.... but I have to keep that on the down low cause im not actually allowed to go.... so if anyone asks im staying one of your houses! Thats on the 23rd anyways. Then we need to arrange plans for the time after!!!!! Im leaving it up to you guys to tell me what to do.
If I think about it I only really have 4 days left of school since i get out on noon both Wednesday and Friday :D:D
During lunch I watched CHHS Idol..... lame....

I interogated Scott this morning about the whole Jessica thing, and he doesnt know if anything will actually happen, and was slightly confused at why i was asking him all these questions. What a hypocrite, jesus christ. "I dont like her, shes like what... 14." Loser.

I went to the movies tonight with Bryan and we saw The Incredibles. Its a really funny movie.
I came home at noon today, then we went to Wendy's for lunch, just for the heck of it. Then christmas shopping. O boy I think I spent $40 on myself, which is half of what I spent altogether today. But I think im done all the christmas shopping I need to do. There are only 7 more school days and I CANT wait at all. Then the two weeks will go by and then Ill be back in hell for another 700 years. What oh what can I do.
I cant wait, I cant wait, I cant wait (get it get it) I dont even get it anymore.... ITS BEEN TOO LONG. I NEED TO GET AWAY FROM THESE POND ROCKS!!

things are going quite well with bryan. I went to the play with him tonight, sat between him and andy. Then during intermission, we talked the whole time because everyone else went outside to smoke. Then i came home and he was on msn and he said it sucked that i had to rush off so soon. But that was Andy's fault because he was late for his recording session, and he was my ride home. Andy also gave me a ride home from school.

Im bored so i figured i would write out a bunch of things that make me happy:

Cappuccinos, Amelie, Grey and Pink, Good music, Guitars, Emo boys, Looking up at the stars, Rainy days, The first snow fall, My friends, Beaching, Pina colada's, Writing, Getting things for free, Sleeping in, Indie, Shoes, Vintage stores, Being eccentric, Buying cd's, Dolphins, Electronics, Anime, Japan, Mad TV, Catcher in the rye, Cherry coke, Movies, Making mixed cd's for people..............

Today was the funnest tuesday I have had yet this year. I didnt have to suffer through a double block of english. Instead I saw a presentation by Guen Dier and guess who I sat beside. Brian... Therefor that led to me hanging out with him for the rest of the day basically. I even walked from our socials class to his locker with him because I had a spare and all, so we talked and it was so nice. Tomorrow I'm going to see the Spongebob Squarepants movie with him and he's getting his mohawk tomorrow. I cant wait to see that.

I wonder who the coolest person on the earth is?

Top 5ives!!
(yes thats right, im bored)

Movies
- The Nightmare Before Christmas
- Amelie
- Donnie Darko
- Lost in Translation
- The Rocky Horror Picture Show

Bands
- The Used
- Coheed and Cambria
- Scratching Post
- The New Pornographers
- The Postal Service

Songs
- Rich girls, Poor Girls - Everybody Else
- Let go - Frou Frou
- Living Room - Tegan and Sara
- Faker - Everybody Else
- Favor House Atlantic - Coheed and Cambria

SOOOO
this is all what happened during my long yet sadly boring weekend! Wednesday afternoon me and my mom decided we would be cool and scope out all the cool stores downtown. Sadly there arnt too many, and the ones that were kinda cool smelled really strongly of insence so my mom couldnt stay in them very long. She usually went straight outside right after stepping foot in them, so i had to too cause i didnt want to leave my mom alone in the freezing weather. So i didnt get to look very long in those ones. However there was this one store i went into that had the coolest shoes possible on the planet earth. They were 80$ though, so im not sure whether i want to but them with my next paycheck or not because there are also some other cool "emo punk" shoes that i want really bad too. hmmmm

Then thursday and wednesday night i went over to stephans house and watched movies and watched his friends play halo 2........... that was fun. I hate it when guys get all emo though, especially stephan cause he does it ALL the time. I went to go visit mike when i was there because he was all alone on the other couch. So i go and sit on him cause he was lying down and we were both bored because stephan, josh and trevor were all talking about skateboarding. Then he gets all depressed...... *sigh* that was fun..

Friday night i had to work. Then after work i was supposed to go see Napoleon Dynamite with scott. So i call him and his mom says hes not home........ loser. I ended up staying home all night and talking to my friend from vernon. The next day when i call scott he says that he actually was home, his mom just thought he wasnt so he called three times later when i was on the phone.
It depressed me cause i wanted to see it.

Saturday morning brian called to see if i was still going to the show and i said yes i just didnt know any details about it yet, and sadly neither did he. So i worked during the day and he called wendy's to leave me a message saying it was at 9 at the strathcona center. So i go there at 9 and no one is there, so i tell my dad to just leave. I get home and brian calls me to let me know that the show got moved to some random persons house and he didnt know where it was. So we both just stayed at home.

Sunday i had to get up at 5 in the morning to go to work........... that was a long day.

EAK i just had THE most wonderful day in the world! I'll only tell about the most notable parts though. Steph was away in socials, so of course i didnt want to sit by myself. I went to sit over with Andy, Kristen, Amaya and Brian....... and it was fun, but i got no work done. Kristen started talking about a show this weekend, and Andy really wasnt much help. So then after school Brian comes up to me and asks if im going to this show...... i tell him that i have no idea whats going on basically. So then he resorts to asking for my email... i give it to him, then i ask if he also wants my phone number, and i give that to him.

It's always handy to carry a pen with you! Anyways..... i always do this, i always think the newest person i meet is perfect. But so far brian has soooo many good qualities. When he came up to me in the halls, guess what he had. A nightmare before christmas painting that he was working on...... We already talked about how much we love the nightmare before christmas, but he also paints sooooooooooo well!!! Its love...... now i can't wait until saturday, and i sure hope andy gets his act together and puts on a show!

Then after school i went down town and we went shopping. Or at least looking for places where there were decient things to buy. Most of it was too expensive though, but i saw THE coolest shoes that im going to buy soon enough. I love them.

Well now is the time my friend where you get to hear ALL about my wonderful weekend, hour by hour, and let me tell you it was one heck of a time.
Friday night i unfoutunately had to work. And when you have the beginning of an ear infection let me tell you that is possibly the worst thing i could have done! Wendy's is a very noisy place, with sooo many machines beeping, and most of the time, simultaneously.... PLUS i also have to wear a headset cause im usually makeing the orders for drive-thru. Sp that is yet another loud beeping sound, plus people's loud diesel trucks, and them screaming into the ordertaking box, therefor into my infected ear. Lets just say by the end of the night, if i had a gun i would have killed myself due to the fact that my ears were hurting sooooooo bad.
Due to that, i wasnt allowed going out friday night.

Saturday i mainly did absolutely nothing. In the morning my mother took me to the Doctors and he perscribed me some Penicillan that i must take three times a day for a week..... bleh. That means that now im taking about 6 pills a day...... wonderful. I came home after that, and slept for the rest of the day. Only to be woken up by the sound of my grandparents downstairs. I had forgotten it was my dads birthday that night, so needless to say my grandparents were over for a "celebration"
It was good though, we had chinese food and marble cake. During super i tried acting all cheery and as if i were 100% better, but my parents didnt buy it because they said i "looked pale" So when i asked them if i could do something that night my WHOLE family said there was no way i was going out. My grandma gave me this big huge lecture about how "i shouldnt spread my germs because i wouldnt want my friends to all have to go through what im going through" and then my dad gave a lecture about "it'll only make things worse if you go out, because it wont give my body healing time and i wont be good enough to go to school on monday"
So i was stuck at home AGAIN, and it was torture because there was absolutely nothing to do. So i went to sleep again, and forgot to take my pill.

Then this morning, i had a bath, then came the major nosebleed. I thought i was going to die because it was bleeding so much! And then i did my homework, watched skating for the first time this season (always exciting!) and then nothing.........
All i can say, is that i better be allowed to do something tonight or i will be extreamly upset because stephan is going away all next weekend. so that would mean that i wouldnt see him for 2 weeks!!!

I suppose i should do an update, because i am bored and i supposed there are a couple of things to write about. I have been sick for the last 4 days. Luckily i got to miss two days of school, but sadly that isnt the greatest thing when your in grd 12. We got our report cards back today and im doing..... ok. Not good though, just ok. Overall school was actually kinda fun today, probably only cause it's friday and everyone likes to slack off on fridays. Socials was the best, and Brian talked to me a lot today, which is porbably more of a good thing for him. He was the one that liked me all along, and now Kristen is trying to set us up, but isnt working too hard at it. Im starting to like him though, the more i talk to him, which is bad considering what im dealing with. Its getting mentally exhausting, which is probably the reason i am sick at the moment. Tonight at work i was talking to Ron, and apparently word is around that i broke up with Stephan a while ago, so with that considered, guess who decided to ask me to "hang out" with him tonight. Ron. Luckily i excused myself by saying i needed to go to the doctor because of my ear infection. (i really needed to go though because my ear was killing me) But really i needed an excused because i was hanging out with Stephan tonight. BUT NOOOOOOOOO i should have never complained to my parents in the first place, cause now im stuck at home doing absolutely nothing.

It was fate i tell you, or some outside force that just made me give him my number. I dont think it was mere coincidence that there was a pen on the back table when there never is, plus a taco salad sticker just lying around. And the fact that both me or scott havnt seen Team America yet. And i dont think it was coincidence that we both have wednesday night off......

It feels like no time has passed since then, but thats because i've been literally sleeping since then, yeah about 20 hours of pure sleep. I had a midterm i was supposed to write, but didnt. I cant wait until next week, i only have 2 and a half days of school. And a four day weekend.

omg i think i just may as well be labeled the biggest idiot in the world......!! Here's a piece of advice to everyone, DONT ASSUME THINGS!!! Even if you have 500 facts that all lead to the answer!
So yes. My night went over not so well. Andy has a girlfriend! And shes a whore. And hes..... well...... not my type anyways. SO that leaves me out in the dust again, grrr.

I think today might just have been and still is the worst day i've had in a VERRRRRY long time!! Its just horrible!!! So many things are going wrong, and nothing seems decent. I think that me not having any lunch makes it worse. Im just suuper cranky right now. Not only that but i think tomorrow is just going to be a total waste of time. At least scotts picking me up and dropping me off from the show, that might be the only nice thing. But knowing the way things are going, he'll forget about me or something, or not call.... either way something wrong will happen no doubt about it.
I dropped my math class today and ive had to go back to the councillors 5 times already because the stupid computers were down. Im still at school and im extreamly depressed and bitter. I wish i could drive! That might make my life a whole lot easier.

I find it really weird and almost creepy when you have so much in common with a person that you feel like you've known them your whole life, when its only actually been a month.

Soooooo i'm dropping math today, i know mr. mayers gonna be devistated and all, but its something i just must do...... and i think i may just turn out to be a better person for it. Except for the fact that im " ruining my future" as steph puts it. She dissapointed in me, but i could care less really.
Im really surprised my dad is allowing me to drop it. But he figures its my life and if im having problems, then he can't stop me from doing what i need to in order to do good in everything else. Im going to be pushing my luck on his niceness today too.... Im going to most likely get a digital camera. I begged my mother this morning and she said she would call my dad before we went to the mall this afternoon. It's on clearance so i need to get it as soon as possible, its really cheap.
Last night i got taken out for supper by Stephan and as my mother calls him "The shadow" aka Mike. They're such dumbasses..... omg. After supper and "icecream that tasted like whiskey" We went to ruckers. I got more tickets than mike and he spent more money. He gave me his tickets anyways and i got handcuffs. Im soooo going to wear them friday night!!

*Sigh* i havnt felt this much like a twelve year old girl since i was in love with Gutterboy, its really sad actually. On friday after school i made my sister come hunt the school for him.... hhee. Then today at lunch after i realized ashley and brett ditched me, i went back to my locker and guess who was a couple of lockers down. It was him at one of his friends lockers....... And my heart went all fluttery, because i know he likes me back, which makes it worse, but better. And now im not making much sense at all. I feel like the worse girlfriend in the world, cause i guess what im doing is slightly considered cheating....
Kristen is gonna set us up on friday though when we go to see him :D Hopefully i can ditch steve for the night..... BUUUUUT i was thinking that i should just walk up to him tomorrow or wednesday and give him my number...........
I asked my dad if he were a guy, would he like that, and he said yes. But im to much of a chicken. GRRR

I CANT WAIT until next friday now AT ALL!!! Theres this halloween concert and im going!!! BUT i suppose i should tell all of the details. For one thing there is this band at my school..... and they are going to be playing at this concert. Some of the people in this band go to my school. And they have a major following in my grade, they even have their own merchandise. No kidding.
And you know my "secret admirer" well he happens to be the drummer of this band. So kristen told me i had to go with her next friday. The band is doing a cover of the time warp, and we have to dress up and dance!

:D:D:D:D:D

Its gonna be sweet! Hopefully im getting my digital camera tonight and i will SO have to take pictures.

I think all the pheremones i've been lacking for the past 7 or so years have all just finally decide to appear all at once upon me. Its kinda crazy. Alright the other day Kristen came up to me in socials and she told me that she knows some guy that has a crush on me. So i beg her to tell me and stuff, but it wouldnt work. Steph asked her to give us a hint, so she said that last year he used to have the nickname "Roger"
That night i decide to ask scott if he knows any guy with that nickname, he gave me the funniest look. And said whhy?? so i didnt tell him anything, i just asked him if he knew, and he wouldnt tell me. It led me to thinking it was him and all......
So i asked Kristen this morning if it was Scott..... she said no, it was not. So then she started talking more about him, and she said that the other day, he tried talking to me but i made him really nervous, hehe. That made me realize EXACTLY who it was. Its this punk kid in my socials class, and hes quite cute. Sadly i didnt know his name. Until i asked scott tonight, it was great fun. I was also asking scott if i should go out with him and stuff.... hes such a good friend, even if he does like me. He asked for my number tonight. So that means that tomorrow i have plans with stephan still and scott. Scott wants me to go play drums with him and kurtis and Stephan wants me to go to a movie with his friend and his girlfriend....... id rather go play drums with scott to be honest.
BUT kristen also said that shes gonna get "Andy" to ask me out tomorrow too......
OMG!

So far since ive been here, i've been listening to so much punk, and its really good.
These are the top seven albums i order you to burn for the month of october:

Taking Back Sunday - Where you want to be
The Used - In love and death
Story of the Year - Page Avenue
Coheed and Cambria - In keeping of secrets of silent earth 3
The Early November - Rooms too cold
My Chemical Romance - Three cheers for sweet revenge
Death cab for cutie - Transatlanticism

Listening to: The Used

It's been snowing all week so i should probably switch my template soon....
Last night was rather interesting i'd say..... so i had a rather bad phone convo with him, i was almost contemplating not going out with him last night at all after what he was acting like. But he called me at 7:30 and he picked me up and of course mike came along. We wandered around the mall for an hour and a half and met up with Mike N. and Lj too..... i was kinda pissed off a bit, mainly for the fact that i knew he was purposly trying to avoid talking about it. So we left at 9, dropped off mike, then we went back to his house to watch tv. We didn't "watch tv" or anything like that though.... just casually. His brother was there anyways.
So when we were on our way back to my house, i decided to talk to him about it, since i knew he wasnt going to.
We were parked outside my house for a good 20 minutes just talking about it. And it got resolved and he told me what happened between him and mel.... well all the stuff that he actaully rememebers. He said the reason he didnt call me on saturday was because he heard from everybody that i had dumped him for Lj......... o dear. But we're all good now, and it makes me happy. My mom still thinks i should dump him though cause he'll "break my heart" again...... which didnt happen in the first place. I was just super pissed off, which was making me a little sad.

Today Kristen told me that she knows someone who has a crush on me. And when steph asked her if it was someone in the class we were in, she said maybe in this really funny voice, so i think i now have an idea about who it might be, hehe
I don't know his name though.... which is kinda funny. And i've only actually talked to him once, but last friday i went to the pep rally with him kinda........ if it is even him. I hope it is at least.......... damn its too bad a girl can't have at least three boyfriends.

So tonight i finally decided im going to suck it up and call Stephan. My mom said he called last night when i was working, but by the time i got home, it was too late to call back even though he said i should. I talked to mike about it yesterday though and he said that Stephan didnt want to call me.... but mike didnt know why. But then now he actually decides to do it..... i REALLY dont understand. Stupid emo boys are so fucking frustrating! Sometimes i want to kick him and kiss him all at the same time. Lj said i looked hot with my newly dyed black hair, hahah. PLUS yesterday scott was all sad that i was flirting with mike in front of him i think. Then when tray was talking about getting some girl to marry him on his video game scott came over to me, looked me in the eye for a good 30 seconds, then drew me a heart on the sandwhich board. I thought it was the cutest thing in the world. My mom thinks i should dump Stephan and go for Scott.
Holy cow i have no idea what i should do. Because mike also likes me and he said that he needed to talk to me about some things, but wendy's wasnt the appropriate place to do it. haha

Ronny's Party was a big fucking hit i tell you
I ended up making two people cry......

And whats even worse, is that now im in hysterics.....

What a lovely evening, i wouldn't mind not waking up in the morning cause i dont want to have to deal with this shit

Its friday.... and it makes me happy that i dont have to work today or tomorrow :D
I wore my purple and black striped tights today it was fun since it was "spirit day"
i also had to wear a blue and white shirt.... so i did. My whole outfit just kicked some major ass.
As soon as i walked in the door today, scott started yelling at me. So i put my backpack away and then joined him and clayton it was fun since i never really ever talked to scott at school before. He's so great, his calculator was talking to him.......
Then physics which sucked cause i failed my test. Math also sucked because i failed another quiz....... o god help me!!!

The rest of the day was okay though, i had a gummy war with ashley, brett and tanner at lunch. Then Mr. EVIL sadlemyer gave us Dilly bars because we actually showed up for second class. I forgot all my essay stuff at school which means that yes... i am going to fail this essay as well. damn it.
We had a pep rally too...... so amateur, but fun none the less.
Kim invited me to go watch movies over at Erin's tonight but i dont know if i am going to since im going to Ronny's party which is going to be sooooo much fun, at least i hope so :)

P.S. i'll take pictures!

last night............. work was fun i guess, until 8. Cause then cliffy (mike) left. He's soo awesome and he said i was the coolest person in the world. That makes me happy. And what makes me even happier is that i get to work with him all week!! Apparently on saturday night we are supposed to have a movie night too. I miss you guys!!! i miss all the movie nights we used to have :( it makes me sad

Tomorrow i will try and get a camera so i can take pictures of people when i go to Ronny's party on Friday................ i can't wait. And im hoping i will be able to sleep over at his house cause there is NO WAY im taking a cab all the way from his house to mine. It would be like $50. If i wanted to get home that is the only way i would be able to since all my "rides" are getting drunk that night.

wow you know your REALLy bored when you post three times on your blog in less than an hour.........

Im having my first "christmas" right now and it soooo good. By that.... since K is probably the only one who knows what im talking about. Im having my first mandarin orange right now....... ahh christmas.

When i was at the mall yesterday i saw the perfectest things to get you guys!!! So im not sure whether i should buy it now and save it, or wait until mid november or december and see if its still there..... tell me what i should do. I feel in the christmas spirit somewhat. Oh and i think now that i have my bank card, im gonna enjoy spending money but then kick myself for it after..... hopefully i dont get tooo carried away!

OOOOO guess what yesterday was and i TOTALLY forgot until now.....






It was my blog's second birthday :) 

I had a semi boring weekend. I didn't even get anything close to a thanksgiving dinner which was a little depressing. But i guess im gonna have to get used to these kinds of things.
So of course Friday night i ditched Stephan and went to go see Garden State with my sister. EXCELLENT movie!!! I loved it so incredibly much.
Saturday i went shopping for a bit with Stephan. I was orginally just supposed to go with my mom and all my relatives. It was like a "girls out" shopping day.... so i decided to invite Stephan to go with me instead. But that was kinda bad because my mom made me introduce him to everybody before we left.....
Then i had to work until 10. I got picked up at 10 and we went over to Stephans house to watch another movie. All his relatives were at his house so i got to meet all them as well. His brohter has to be the cutest thing i have ever met. Of course he's annoying and all, but soooo cute!!
Yesterday was soooo boring. First of all there was basically no one wanting Wendy's fast food that day...... so i was bored at work and was able to get off of work an hour and a half early. Then i came home expecting that i was gonna go to mike's house after.... but noooooo Stephans wasn't allowed and mike was gone somewhere........ so i had no plans. I ended up just staying at home BY MYSELF because my parents were at my aunt's house. So I watched Donnie Darko alone, in the dark.

Yesterday was.. PERFECT and Sean and Mike coudln't have made it any better. After school i recieved the best thing ever in the mail. Sean sent me a mixed cd will all the possible best songs in the world! It was awesome and i love it verrrry much!! Then at work i was able to leave a half an hour early because Mike took over my shift for me even though he had to get up at 5:30 the next morning. He stayed till 10 just for me :) While we were working, it was me and mike on sandwhichs and then Ron was on grill.....o dear. They kept suggesting i take my clothes off..... i told them i was hot and they were all like " well if your hot why dont you take your clothes off, think about it, no one really NEEDS a shirt or pants" They're so funny. Ron thinks i stalk him, when really he is MY stalker!! grrrrrrr
And mike....... o dear....... the boy likes me so much i can tell. I was telling them about Rocky horror picture show and then they asked what it was about. So i told them it was about transvestites. So now they think that's my fetish. Then i asked mike why doesnt he start dressing like a girl then. And then he said "oh.. just wait till next friday... you'll see" hahaha
I SOOO can't wait till next friday. Im hoping my four day week will go by really fast. THere are all these new people working there now.... and as much as im gonna love not having so many shifts im not gonna be "the new girl" anymore..... even though i know they all love me, i dont want THOSE new people getting all their attention! I want it all to myself and i KNOW that makes me sound like such a princess but it's true..... but who knows.... they may not take to these new ones, like they did to me :)

There was a down side to my day though and now I feel like the shittiest person in the world!!! Stephan came at around 5 to ask what time i was off so i told him i got off at 10 and i was going to a movie after that and he could come along if he wanted to. So he said he would come back at 10...... The only problem with that is the fact that i left at 9:30 and totally forgot until halfway through the movie that i invited him to come along and that he would expect me to be at wendy's at 10................*cries* I'm sooooo dumb i cant believe myself sometimes........i didnt even call him after to explain or anything because by the time i got home it was 12

So far i am having an excellent morning. I didnt wake up to have a shower, i slept in, so it was good. Then when i started reading the paper when i was having my breakfast i saw that i could buy both donnie darko and The rocky horror picture show for only $16!!!! SO guess what im doing after school, going dvd shopping! :) THEN i checked out the movies that were playing at the theater and GARDEN STATE IS PLAYING!!!!!!!! I am SOO going to see that, even if i have to go by myself i am going to go see that movie if it is the last thing i do!
Hopefully the rest of my day goes just as smoothly but i know for a fact that it wont.... sucks. I'm still in a depressed mood, i just had a little uplifting though. Someone just needs to tell me to get over myself, then i might be okay.

This time last year must have been the day that Robb died since today was the last day he ever updated his poor little blog..... R.I.P Robb. I'm talking about the Robb that Becca killed...... the poor thing never had a chance.
If boots would have been alive, it would have been his 12th birthday :( R.I.P Boots. Wow today is just such a happy day isn't it. Well one good thing about it is. I get off at noon and i dont have to work at all today. Im taking my sister out shopping because im just so darn nice too. I also have an eye appointement today, then loads and loads and loads of Math work... *whimper* Then i also want to do something with Stephan tonight cause i still havn't given him his birthday present.... hmmm busy day.

ARG i had to go to tutorial at lunch and it was the most unfun i've ever had. Its subjecting yourslef to a whole extra hour of math work..... which didnt help me one tiny little bit!! But o well... at least tomorrow's tuesday and i have a double class of english. But we're reading some dumb drama called, "death of a salesman" maybe it will be good.... but im in too much of a judging mood for it to be just that right now. When i got home i didnt understand my math at all, so i just left it. Which i know is gonna majorly screw me over.... o well.... its not like im actually gonna pass anyways so why actually try!!??
Do you think it would be cruel to make Stephan watch Amelie or The rocky horror picture show?? He already thought Lost in Translation was boring, he told me he literally walked out of the theatres...... so i hit him. I'm not a man beater like mrs morelli or anything.....

well ive had a rather interesting night....... im going to do something to de-stress myself...... i need a gym membership

Last night when i was talking to Stephan he said that he wrote a song for me. But before i hear it from him, hes gonna get his band to memorize it, and then i have to go see them play it............

Well i had a fabulous weekend. Friday night Ashley's "party" was a little boring, we didnt really do much besides eat and then watch a movie. I realized that i went to kindergarten with her step sister though, it was kinda weird. i'll have to tell ashley that today and see what she says. Then after ashley's Stephan and Mike came and picked me up again to go over to their friends house for what seemed to be a "party" but there were only two people there when we got there, and they happened to be the people that were having the party..... So when they left to go get food and pop, thats when they were left to thier own devices. Stephan and mike decided to see how many crackers they could fit into thier mouth at the same time... then they tried to see who could have a tea bag in thier mouth for the longest and so on.....
We left when this girl that i used to know and about 7 really drunk guys came in. We sat in Stephans car and played truth or dare jenga without the jenga.

Saturday i had to work. Then called Stephan after and we went over to his house to "watch a movie"
Sunday i had to open with Ronny, Curtis and Mike........ enough said
Then scott came in later too, its too bad he didnt go to ashely's birthday, he said it was because he got grounded.

THIS is exactly what i want my grad dress to look like, at least for the time being. I heard this girl talk about how nice her grad dress was already, and i dont like her. So damnit mine is going to be soooo way better than hers, because she doesnt deserve to look nice.. 

I was never any good at playing chess...........

Oh wanna know the reason i am failing math?? My mom went in to see my math teacher this morning. And according to him B.C is ten years behind in thier math. So he said it's basically like me going from grade 11 to second year university math.............. ooooooooo doesnt that sound great. There goes my social life since ill have to LIVE in tutorial

WOW i that was one fun weekend and a half batman!! I wish i could replay it over and over and over and over again. especially friday night at Ronny's party, it was great... Mike and Kurtis were hitting on me so much. They even said i could do so much better than Stephan too...... but they were drunk. O boy were they ever. Kurtis even gave Stephan $20 so he could "take me out cause i deserve it" And apparently word gets around to lots of people when you do things........ I felt bad for Mike on friday night though, Kurtis kept saying how he had this HUGE crush on me and everything, yet i was all over Stephan the whole night right in front of him. I kinda feel like crap for doing that... The other Mike made me try pot though.... so i did. We left at about 1ish and i got to ride in the back seat with Mike's cousin who kept annoying me the whole night.

Saturday i was invited to Ashley's birthday party but i couldnt go because i had to work until frickin 11:30... that luckily didnt stop me though. Brody was pissed at me the whole day... but that part will come later. At about 10 Stephan Mike and Mike came in to visit me. Stephan asked if i could join them after work because they were going to a grad sleepover, just to visit though. So i called my mom and i went with them and two really dumb airheads who went in a seperate van. They just decided to follow them from Ashley's party. When we went out in the middle of nowhere their van got stuck........... and it ruined the night cause we had to help them get out and what not for about 2 hours...
We went to ashley's after that. And surprisingly i hadn't killed myself after that. And i watched mike sing some really hot kareoke..... lol. I love mike, he's so funny.
Then at around 3 we decided to leave, and i got a ride home with Stephan and i will leave it at that......

Yesterday i was called a backstabber!! Brody called me that because thats what i am for not going out with him when he liked me first. Guys are so dumb, hes so mean to me and then expects me to go out with him?? i dont get that logic.... but he's just jealous maybe thats why he's mean. Then he said i make him sick for going out with a guy that wears pink shoe laces.... o dear...
Scott's also jealous. Thats what ashley told me because she talks to him all the time. And now he's all sad that i dont like him anymore and he never got the chance to ask me out before either. But now i have no idea who to choose from. I could go to ashley's party next week with stephan and let ashley meet him, or i could just go alone and hang out with scott.
Sunday i get to open with mike...... and thats always fun too. And i am sooooooo confused!!!

AHHHHH i dont want to go to work this evening AT ALL!!!! Curtis said he's going to be working, i hope to god Ronny's not, OR KENDRA! or anyone who was at the party last night for that matter. Mind you they were all really drunk so who knows if they'll remember anything.... It's gonna be so awkward having to open with Mike next sunday, but im probably gonna have to work with him before that anyways..... o dear.......
anyways that is the end of my rant.....

Boys are funny. However, jelous boys are the most vicious thing on the planet, i happened to learn that last night.
Hmmm i dont really know what to write, or if i should or not. But overall i had a fun night, and now i dont feel to well. But i managed to pick up an extra sweatshirt which iam wearing right now, hehe.<3
My cousin also gave me a whole shit load of her old clothes for free. So i dont have to go shopping for a while :P But im going anyways today.

ARG im gonna scream any second!!! I hate school, i hate it, i hate it, i hate it. It gets WORSE by the day!!! Basically i have theories about what it's like. Since i moved here, its like placing me right in the middle of the desert and then telling me to go north. Without a compass. I just can't do anything, and metaphorically speaking im stuck with no idea where to go. Then if i bother asking my teachers about the stuff, it would be like going to Italy and asking the people there to explain Italian when they don't even know how to speak English. Im just stuck every which way i look at it. And my parents DONT UNDERSTAND. But i don't even care anymore, im about two weeks away from giving up altogether. It's gonna be my parents fault when i fail my "diploma exams" and then get the results back a month after the new semester starts only to discover im fucked over entirely.


On a brighter note, i got my passport application today....... but i'll most likely have to do summer school *sigh*

Today was an O.K. day. I hate my socials teacher he is the one that i want to kill. But the socials class was fun. we had to do some kind of democracy thing and we had to go in a group of five and pick a common favorite band. So i went with Andre, corey, steve and john. And steve was wearing a Death cab for cutie shirt so im all like "THE POSTAL SERVICE" and then after that we decided to use that as our common favorite band cause they all liked it too. It was cool.... but i guess you have to be me, or at least be there. Then you might understand.

I went to my grandma's for supper tonight, that was fun i guess. My grandma get soooo frickin annoying though. You can only stand about an hour of her at a time, or you want to start killing something.
My parents won't take me to tramp's tomorrow either, which is right near the really cool dress shop that i want to go to. They still owe me $30 for clothes.... not that i can but anything for $30 at the dress store, or want to at this point. I just simply want to go to tramp's and pick up a couple of dvd's, thats all...

Re-edited To Do list:

#1. KILL MR.SADLEMYER!!!!!

Dont you hate it when your dreams make no sense when you wake up, its not that my dream was weird or anything. But i was in love with some guy who i hate in real life, hehe. This is how it went. I was hanging out with my parents and grandparent then i stole $150 from my grandpa. So i ditched them and ran to the mall and went on a shopping spree, yet decided to steal clothes instead of buy them. I bought lingerie, because i wanted to show them to this other guy in my math class, who i don't even know. I took the clothes from claires which after i took the clothes turned into a little boy's toy store instead of a girl's accessory store. So then i went over to the bay (i was in the vernon mall) Only the bay was WAAY bigger and i went over to the makeup department because i wanted earings, so i could be trendy, but i didnt find any. Then i ran into ebbie and krystal, and that guy that i was in love with then i woke up.

If i design a template on paper, does anyone want to make it for me??? I would love you for eternity!!!

I had cool dreams last night, but i dont remember them, so that makes this compleatly pointless... ... Today i get to go to physics!! lol. I only like that class because the people in it are fun. Brett's in it. I'm in his group too... lol But i dont like brett, he's just funny. Then either during english because we never have anything to do, or during Math because the teacher is stupid and doesnt know how to to teach iam going to write Sean the best letter in the whole entire world. He wrote me a letter yesterday and then took pictures of it and sent it to me through e-mail, so i am going to do the same, cause then its like regular mail..... but not! MWHAHAHA

I dislike my job, it makes me have no social life. Erin is having a party for Kim on the 25th but do you think they will let me off of work, NOOOO But i definaltey have to get the 1st off or i will cry and then quit!! I could easily work at Montana's or somewhere ten times better than Wendy's and it would be less excruciating work for me. They called yesterday right after i got off the phone with Ashley and i had to go in and work for 3 hours.

Oh. P.s. the girl won canadian idol, and when i say girl i really do mean Kalan, because he probably was more of a girl then that Teresa. i hope he has a hit song, then no one decides to like him anymore. But even one hit wonders are too cool for Kalan.

i find it kind of weird to know that you are being talked about behind your back, lol. But it's good though, because they were very interesting things. I went over to ashley's house this afternoon after school and she told me that Spencer talks about how i kind of act like Tanner and that we should hook up. AHAHAh i find that sooo funny because Tanner is the cockiest, funniest guy in the whole entire world. Then she said how Scott said he liked me too, and during her birthday dinner shes gonna purposly sit us next to each other.... ahahaha. I can't wait....

I actually have blinds now!! woo hoo. after a freaking month and a half living here we actually got them installed today!! But i bet the neighbors won't be as happy about my blinds. O well.
Today i actually got my physics homework. I read it and i was able to do it and it made me happy. I had no idea what i was doing in class, but i guess thats just because i have "distractions" and by distractions i do not mean ashley's boyfriend. She's already accused me of liking him. Which i dont. I will show anyone a picture of him if they want, because i can easily get one.:)

*sigh* i dont know how to feel anymore. Completely happy and content, or miserable and screwed, because well.... quite frankly i am. But everyone already knew that. I went out for lunch again today but mike came along this time instead of spencer. but o well. School's pretty good. Still havn't had a "chat" with my parents about it all yet. I'm thinking i'll finish my stupid math here and then just do chem and bio there. I'm gonna have to sleep on it a while. My grad got moved back to june today though, so now it's on the 2nd and 3rd..........*sigh*
My life doesnt make sense so i'll just leave you with these lyrics by frou frou:

So how do i do normal
The smile i fake - the permanent wave of
Cue cards and fix it kits
Can't you tell - i'm not myself

I'm a slow motion accident
Lost in coffee rings - and fingerprints
I don't - wanna feel - anything
But i do
And it all comes back to you

so much for that idea...................................!!!

Well....... i've had a rough weekend. 8 hours each day.... not fun at all! But last night i had to stay an extra half hour to make burgers and stuff for the medicine hat tigers. But luckily i didnt have to do anything besides watch over drive thru in which case no one came, so i talked to stephan the whole time. Oh and he wants me to party with him sometime!!! He also gave me all his tips that he got that day, which equaled about $4 which i counted this morning. Then scott gave me a ride home. He was the lucky one and got all the pennies, hehe. Today was alright considering it was a monday and all. I went out for lunch with Ashley, Brett, Tanner and some other guy who i forget his name but he's in my socials class, which was funny. We all went to cresent heights pizza place then to dairy queen and Tanner has to be the funniest guy in the world. He honestly looks like a male Kathy filipenko though, im not joking. Then he sat on me too well his legs were on me at least, because brett's car is too small for two huge guys and me to be sitting in the back seat.
When i came home i had to do homework for 2 hours, im not joking, it took me that long and then some cause i didnt even bother with my math....... why? because it sucks. I honestly contemplate suicide EVERY single day in that class. My productivness today consisted of me drawing Jack Skellington. Life would be soo much easier if i were a cartoon. THen i wouldn't have to worry about stupid things, like eventually going crazy from either my math CLASS as a whole, or just the teacher.

Man, today was suuuuure long!! i kept wanting to go home and have school finish and all that. Only to then have to go to work..... which seemed like forever. And if THAT seemed like forever imagine whats gonna happen tomorrow.... i think i just might end up dieing... Or try out the whole nirvana thing by sticking my hands in the hot oil (get it, get it!!!) AWWWWWWW i miss KAL sooooo much. especially now that you guys called me :( it makes me sad. And i actually did cry about it yesterday almost at school, but i made it until i got home . It hit me that i was gone and never going back..... it hit me like a truck full of bricks coming at me at 150mph. It hurt! On the brighter yet still not bright enough side, i actually have a "friend" Ashley. we're going to the movies on sunday, and getting in for free since she works at the town theatre. Her boyfriend is really hot. He said he thought i liked him at the beginning of the year.... hahah. But im dreading the next two days.......... its gonna be close to hell.

I hate this school.... to be honest i really do. Grad years are always supposed to be so much fun, but so far its not fun at all! This school is too full of cliques and you barely get a chance to hang out and talk to people, because you litterally have one minute to get to your next class. How the hell are you supposed to have fun in situations like those?? Oh and these stupid blue and white days i'm beginning to find are extreamly lame. And who really cares if you get wednesday off at noon, the students need it!! You need time to yourself after being crammed in a fricken ugly cold as all hell school with 1300 other lame people. My math teacher doesnt know how to teach worth shit and i hate the class the most. Maybe it's because i got a really nice high 25 fucking percent on my review because he litterally threw it at us and told us to be done by wednesday without so much as a simple review lesson on the board. Hes done NO teaching what so ever so far. He just goes on making some stupid lame ass joke and pretending like he owns the world, God i fucking hate him! If i can im going back to Vernon for the second sem and dropping this class, cause i know if i dont, im gonna end up getting probably less than 50% which will REALLY advance me in life... I'll also take chem and bio if i can. Then i should be good. I wont be sad to leave any of these people here, i dont like them. I sound very open to new things don't i?? If you went to this school you would understand that its the worst school with the worst people in the world. well most of them are the worst people, there are a few that are really nice. just a few though.

mmmmmmmmm i LOVE wednesdays soley for the fact that i get out at noon!! EVERY single wednesday, mwhaha. So after school had finished it's torture to me. Karly and Staph found me at my locker and i caught a ride with them to the Ming Chow (or whatever crazy name) restaurant. It was SUper fun. There were 10 of us altogether. All you can eat, YES! Then after that was done, we took 10 hours deciding what to do net, but decided to just go home. So i got driven home, then left right away with my mom, to go shopping. Then here, then school. Then time went by super fast. And soon i will be heading to bed... ahhhh

P.S. Jimmy (if you still want to do something or even still read this which i know you do ;)) Call me!! Cause i want to hang out again.

So, ANYWAY, last night was X-TREME. I was all trippin on acid with my good buddy JiMmY after some HOT cyber action, and i see this dog just melt out of the freakin wall. I was all wierded out, and i kneeled in the corner as i saw my friend jimmy teleport into the room all cheesy-star-wars-pre-90s-special-effects-like and bite off that dogs head. MESSED UP STUFF. then after that i went out and stole a credit card and bought some pizza and porn. what a night.

ARG im soo frusturated. I'm doing my math homework. and i come across questions that were SOOO easy to me last year, but do you think i can remember them now. NO! It's pissing me off. I'm surprised i remembered some of the things i had to do, but i had to think about those for a good 10 minutes if not longer. It really doesnt help that i have about 6 pages to do too, front and back. I'm going for a walk, i need to release some stress!!! I'll go on another journey, even though i know that its not really a journey anymore since the store doesnt have what i want. I'll pick up a magazine too. Today i get to take a cab to work. Everyone left me here to all go to elkwater, since they're stupid and didn't want to come back at 3. Therefor i couldnt go.

Last night at work i actually got to do thing!!! It was almost exciting. At first when i got there i had to sit in his office and read a book and watch a video for an hour and a hlaf which was excruciating!! Then after that was all done. I had to change into my "not so attractive, but it's not bad" uniform...... that was great. Mike (i think his name is, i actually forget) gave me one of his Visor's since he had about 7... lol. At first some blonde haired kid showed me how to do pop and frosty's. Then eventually i worked my way up to learning fries!! Its fun i guess. It takes arm strength, so i might look like a man next time, with my big biceps and all. Which im sure they will get bigger. hahaha. Today i get to make sandwhichs. at least thats what Tray said.... but i want to stick to fries!! Its cool. Then when i got off work, steph was being flag girl and waving me through the window since the dining room closed at 10 too. They sent kyle to go through the drive-thru to pick me up. But i came out before that. Then we went to the dance. Kal's dances are better. But at these ones, all the schools go, and they are held at the field house. No one really dances though. But it's still fun.

It was my first day of school today, and i honestly dont know if i can last 10 whole months!! All the people are great though, i made a bunch of friends. But still i hate being thrown into something totally new, which this obviously is. Tomorrow is "spirit day" and we have to dress up in blue and white and Steph (old friend from elementary school) said shes gonna make me a shirt tonight since i can't help her and lane since i have to work... in about an hour. Meh thats another new thing, working. haha. At least i get paid for "orientation" today though, i found that to be quite nice. All the more moola for england. Tomorrow there is a dance at McCoy too..... hahha i've heard LOTS of didn't need to know things about that place from Brett. But i don't know if im gonna go or not. I'm totally sleep deprived since i barely slept last night, due to the fact that i get so freakin nervous over EVERYTHING. The dance's here go from 9-12 at night, on fridays. Not only that, but everysingle school goes to other school's dance's and you don't need special "tickets" or anything. Just your ID card, which i didn't get today........... crap.

Apparently sex hurts about the first 5 times and oral is really not fun at all, hahaha. I'm starting to remember the convo me and my cousin had half way through our sleep, we both started talking to each other in our sleep it was the weirdest thing.

On a differnent note, guess who has a job interview tomorrow morning at 10:30 and is absolutely panicking right now. Thats right ME. AHHHHH

OOOOH last night i had sooooo much fun!! In the after noon, my cousin called me up asking if i wanted to go to Echo Dale and i didn't have anything else to do so i went. Then on the way back James called her saying that he wanted to get drunk and they had to do something that night. So my cousin invited me along over to what we thought was going to be Jame's house for drinks and such. All we did was sit out in the parking lot outside his "mansion" with a bunch of people. We toured Jame's house, and then there were some younger people in the basement that were friends of his brothers or something. And he said that one of the girls that was there, she was barely 14 and doing porn and such. This was in redcliff and these people are hardcore!! Sabrina and me got bored because there was no drinking or anything and thats what we were planning to do and all. So she called up her friend Tasha and we went over to her house to sit in the hot tub for a while. O yes... and guess what i did...... smoked. Just to see what it was like and all. Bad influences i tell you... hahah. It wasn't too bad though. After that we went back to Sabrina's and got drunk and started messaging random people on my msn........ HAHA this is what she wrote to sian:

yoyo this isn't gina its her cousin, and i just wanted
to say QUIT SLEEPIN AROUND WHORE! no i'm sorry i didn't
mean it what i meant was i heard that u were a dirty
slutty bitch that takes away many many helpless guys
because ur easy and well lets face it once guys get
drunk anything looks good to them so hey keep it easy
and umm close ur legs sweet heart i thought i smelt
fish....ooh

We got soo incredibly hyper too. And i learned a really fun drinking game...!! I can't wait till im 18, and then all you guys can come here and we can PARTY!!

hallpasses and books arn't scary..........riiight

I've had a great week. It was the best so far i think. Friday i went to the school for the registration and its really big........ kinda SCARY! I also attempted dropping off a resume at the Cineplex, but picked up an application which i've procrastinaded filling out. (can't wait to see what'll happen during school...) Today i got around to giving one to Bonanza which is my sister favorite restaurant. And tomorrow im gonna e-mail my resume to Value Village because they are also looking for people. In fact the whole city is looking for help. Damnit i WILL get a job by the end of this week, if its the last thing i do!!! Today i went to the mall and guess who i ran into, ASHLEY!!! She didn't remember me at first but then after i told her who i was she was ecstatic and gave me her number and told me to call her to do stuff :D It's too bad she doesn't go to Crescent Heights or else i would totally go to that party in a couple days!!
As for the garage sale, i managed to make a grand total of..... $15! HAHAHAHAH
go garage sales where nobody knows where the hell you live!!! YEA!

OMG............. WHAT did i get myself into..................I'm going to see Kalan Porter tonight. And my sister expects me to make a poster with her........

To Do today:
- Go to school, find classes, blah blah blah
- Fill out application for ciniplex
- Finish reading book
- Try to NOT go on a binging spree
- Mail krystal and ebbie's letters


Then lucky me gets to see Kalan Porter tonight...... woo hoo
School is definately in the air, i can feel it's cold looming presence since thats where iam going right now

WHY WHY WHY!!!!!???

I swear i'am under a fucking evil evil curse!! I have telepathic abilities though thats for sure. Here's the deal. Tonight i decided to go out to hand out resumes, i went to the ciniplex evan wasn't there so i got an application (grr) then to Bonanza. After all that my dad needed to go to Canadian tire. So I was standing around there waiting for my parents who were being boring and looking at garbage cans. Then i saw this guy from the back, and he got me thinking about cody because he reminded me of him. When he turned around i compleatly realized that it wasn't of course due to the fact that he was old and stuff. But i was still thinking of him, thinking it would be soo funny to see him again. And i started wondering where he worked since he most likely has a job. And then i thought i should ask Sabrina since her friends knew him, and then i could go stalk him in secret. BUT THEN, two minutes later guess who fucking walks by in a canadian tire uniform!!!! CODY!!!! The guy who i was certain i was gonna marry when i was in grade 2 all the way to grade 6... The same guy who asked me to be his partner on a field trip and then held my hand the whole time. And the same guy i sent an e-mail to, after i moved, saying how much i used to like him, with a reply saying that he used to like me too. But stupid me just stood there (most likely LOOKING stupid) in awe, since i havn't seen my once thought true love for seven years. All i can say is................ wow. I wonder if he recognized who i was though....... because im sure he saw my mom (who he used to know) and i looked him straight in the eye....

This was probably a REALLY melodramatic post............... but what can i say..... im sleep deprived and stunned.

I can tell you right now, if none of you hear from me by the middle of september its because i have died....... from stress because of all of my classes. THIS is my timetable: SEM 1: physics 20, social studies, english, Math 30

Sem 2: Chem 30, Bio 30, Physics 30, and Math 31 (aka CALCULUS!!!)
OMG im gonna DIE. this is gonna be the most stressful year of my life...... can't wait. My mom told me that i should just forget about finding a job since ill have no time to even think straight with all my classes let alone take up a job. but too bad... im going to anyways, or else i'll have nothing to look forward to when im all done this mad business.
We're having a garage sale tomorrow, friday and sturday and i have to help out with that too......... fun fun. I hope i just make money, the last two times we've attempted garage sales, its been a bust..... but thats because it happened to be in vernon.

Friday i have to go to the school again and find my classes etc etc. im not thrilled

Well i suppose there are somethings to blog about, and since i am bored i might as well inform you all ^_^ The other day when i went back to school shopping for shoes, they had this sale, and of course a draw for some door prizes. so i entered. Then as soon as i got home they called me and i won the door prize. I got a sketchers shirt which looks like it should be for a huge man, but is really a "small" :s lol........... and i got a roxy keychain. AND a really really cool orange and purple sparkly sketchbook. And i was gonna start drawing in it, but then krystal called and made my night :) Today i got to go out drivng again too....... it was fun, i didnt crash and according to my dad i did "ok" hahaha....... o man i REALLY hope i get my license in march!!! i need to practice practice practice!!! Then tonight after i got back from driving i went over to my grandma's house, and EVERYBODy was over becasue it was my cousin and my aunts birthday. So that was kinda fun. I also asked evan if he could get me a job at the ciniplex and he said that as soon as i drop off my resume, he'll put it on the top and i'll for sure get an interview next week sometime. :):):) im as happy as a clam (^_^) i just hope everything works out as plan, cause then for sure i will be happy!!!

If only life were as simple as 90's soft rock......................

Im bored now so i thought i might as well update. Not that there is much to update about though. I'm beinging to find myself wanting the school year to start. Im kind of excited.
Today i got shelves in my room, so my room can finally start looking HALF clean. I've seen three people so far that i used to know. My mom friend came over yesterday but didnt bring michelle and christina with her, o well. We're probably going to be going over there in the near future anyways..... o that reminds me. I SAW BRANDON!!!! it was awesome, lol. He still works at future shop. But i dont have a reason to go there for a while because i bought my web cam and staples. hehe
Well tomorrow i get my highspeed internet. I CANT WAIT. And tonight i get to have Tino's!!!! mwhahahaha all of you dont know what your missing!!!

Note to self: get a job so i can make money and get FAR FAR away from this house, and mother!!!!

I'm reaaaly looking forward to school now. My mother is driving me insane!! literally INSANE. Good thing there are many trails and stuff, so i can take my bike and just escape from this place.
I went to the mall today, for the first time since i've been here. And i saw someone i used to know!!! it was cool. I go up to him though, he was working at EB World. HAHA i still remember when i moved, he gave me his address and told me to write him, but i lost the paper he gave me.... o well.
Tonight i went for an adventure, i biked all the way down in the coulee to where i used to play when i was little. It was neat seeing it again. I passed the big teepee, and they have buffalo there, haha.
O yea, and as far as school goes, im taking 4 science classes!!! 2 of them happen to be physics......... why oh why oh why do i choose to do something complicated with my life. It seems like all the grd 12 science classes are the exact stuff we did in grd 10 though....... and i did mighty well in grd 10 science!!

I ventured home this afternoon. I had a super fun week. Saturday me and Cindy went to the zoo and saw all the animals, and some people who looked like they should be caged too..... haha. Saturday night was their party!!! My total tally for the night was: 5 or more pina colada's (lost count), a daquiri, magarita and gin soakedwatermelon and damn! some of that was REALLY strong!! i was what you would call "tipsy" thats for sure. Or a "sober drunk" like charles put it. He was cool, he was one of jamie's friends. I also got to meet Damion who was old, divorced and hitting on me........... good times. Jamie was being funny too, he made me all my drinks, and when i was on the computer he picked me up, and then dropped me....... loser.
Sunday we went rafting. And when i say "we" i mean me, cindy, jamie, charles, carly(jamies girlfriend), brent (roommate), and wendy (some girl brent hooked up with who was suuuper annoying) It was relaxing. The bow river goes right through calgary, so we got cool city scenery.

Today i hit the mall and it was SOO much fun. Well first i got up at around 11:30 or so. I thought it was more like 1 but the clock in the "dungeon" is wrong. I slept with snakes last night, it was great. I heard them slithering around too. So at around 2 when my cousin woke up we went to the mall. i forget the name of the mall but it was HUGE and they had all the coolest stores. After about 2 hours of shopping i managed to blow mostly all of my money.... i bought a sweater, jeans, a jacket sweater thing, a tank top, a t shirt and a watch!!! all that for mostly under $100. I'm in looove with my watch too. It took me about 2o minutes to decide which one to get too. Then when we got home we surprised my other cousin by me being here. Then had supper, and his girlfriend came over. I got to drink!!! My uncle before we left his house on tuesday night, told my cousin to get me plastered this saturday when they are having thier party, haha. We'll see about that....
We all watched Eurotrip after supper was over and now im on here... and going to bed soon enough.

Hey ya'll guess where i am. No, its not medicine hat and no its not my new house mwhahaha. I'm in calgary practically by myself, well at least i am right now due to the fact that my cousin is now having a nap. Last night i went over to my aunt and uncles house for dinner and i mentioned how i wanted to go to calgary to go back to school shopping. So my cousin (who lives in calgary) said i could come with her today because she just has to work tonight and then she gets four days off so then she can take me shopping with her!! Its gonna be great. And on the way here which was a long and boring three hour drive she said we can go to the zoo too, and floating down the river since she wants to buy a raft some time this week too. Her town house is really nice, especially for what she said she was paying for it.
It's gonna be kinda wierd tonight when her roomates show up and find me here though........... two of them are my cousins and then there's Brett who i've never met before. But i havn't seen my other cousin for a really long time either....
O and apparently they're supposed to be having a party on saturday, hehe. Or so my aunt told me last night. That should be fun. I just can't wait to go to IKEA!!!!

My new house is great. It's almost like lorel's house, but newer and different colors. I almost had a mental breakdown though when trying to decide how i should decorate my room. It's WAAAY smaller than my other one, which is not so good. I had to put a lot of my stuff downstairs in storage due to the fact that i have no room and also my dad threw out one of my stands and i no longer have a dresser either..... grr i need new furniture!! There are lots of walking trails behind my house, that lead all over the place..... I went out venturing the other day and almost got lost. I went to the Mac store yesterday too, which is near my grandma's house and its quite a ways away therefor i now have a major blister on my heel.
well i have an ikea catalog and calgary phone book just calling my name......... so i'll post again later

Today i decided to go to the mall. I went with ebbie. I made my mom give me money to buy the jacket i was looking at, and i got it. I first went to bluenotes, then we went over to bootlegger and i got attacked by a really queer sales guy. He came over to us, started telling us about sales and blah blah blah. Then he starting picking out shirts for me, saying that it would go great with my hair and everything, which he loved..... Then i told him i wanted a jacket thing and he showed me to some. And told me all about how they flatter everyone, because of the detailed front and how the collar on it would work well with me and everything..... I eventually tried it on, and anouther really funky pink sleeved one. He just wouldnt leave us alone though, it was quite funny. I put one on hold though, but didnt end up getting it. I went back to bluenotes, and ebbie made they guy undress the maniquin so i could have the jacket. We were also gonna go beaching, but due to not co-operating weather, we decided not to. We might have been hit by lightening when we were in the water, that wouldn't have been all that much fun mostly because of the dieing part. Tomorrow...... and then friday and thats it *sigh* i dont know what im going to be doing with myself. Hopefully tomorrow evening goes well, because i sure as hell know that friday wont............... if you never hear from me again..... it was because i decided to hang myself, or something along the lines!!

I need ideas on what i should be doing this next week. I dont just want to sit at home and do nothing.
Yesterday I went to the beach for a long time. Then came home, krystal came over and so did ebbie and we watched The Rocky Horror Picture Show!! We tried looking for the moon in my backyard but it was useless, but we saw it on ebbies tramp. And you honestly have the best view in the entire world. lol. Then from ebbies house i was shipped off to guillaumes house for his last last party, which didn't turn out as well as the last one thats for sure.
I went to the mall today, and saw Anjulie!!!!! with dempsey! And every time i see him im always reminded of how he got to go to Japan :( My new school is soo lame, they only have a beginning course to japanese. Therefor i could go into that and be smarter than all the people there plus get a really high mark, mwhahaha, but why waste my time? I also bought a necklace from Ricki's. I can't wait to go school shopping. Im gonna make my dad take us to calgary when he gets a weekend off! haha! I went to the beach again too, which was fun except for the fact that Jill was a half an hour late.

I miss camping last year at scotch creek. The minute i got home from it last August i decided i was going to count down until i would be able to go again this year................. so much for that

Guess what it is tomorrow. Thats right............... THE BLUE MOON. And we need plans since i've kinda been skipping out on going to the beach the past couple of days. I think we should go to the beach come back at about 5ish to my house, then have Pina's Colada's and pizza, chill out on the tramp for a bit and watch the rocky horror picture show. That was really the only thing i could come up with. Maybe we could go to the mall first in the afternoon or something? It doesnt matter at all to me, just as long as i actually get around to doing SOMETHING. wow i would have been leaving this sunday........ weird. But now i have one more week. Then i realized i have to be tortured by the presents of................................. GRANDPARENTS! o goody, i cant barely wait to see what my grandma's going to be saying to (or about) me THIS time.


I've come to a rather startling conclusion today. Since today is the last day that we officially own the store. Actually today at noon was the last time it was really ours. Anyways from now on for at least a year, im NEVER stepping foot in another dollar store. EVER!!!

I've also read all of the book i was reading, and now on to GingerBread. Along with a Feng Shui book. My new room is going to be totally FAB! I was watching Much in your space the other day and they were doing it over Michelle Branch style and it looked totally awesome when they were done. It looked like a forest kinda, but in a cool way. From there i decided that im going to be doing my room super cool too. Hopefully i get to choose the colors but i doubt it. Dad'll probably just make it beige/olivey like the rest of the house. O well i guess im gonna have to work with what i have! Im gonna try and find pics of the house for you.

P.S. i have my new phone number and address, so i'll email it to you....... soon enough

AHHHH i only have, well less than two weeks!!. I'm in complete estatics, as you can probably tell!!!!! This means that there is only less than two weeks till complete freedom....................... well probably not, because of the whole unpacking thing. But i NEED to get away. I've been way to close to my mother and sister for the past month due to my not being out of the house much. It gets on my nerves rather easily. It would get on anyones nerves actually. I can't even throw things out without my mother asking what it was................... but then again thats a whole OTHER story!!!  I get to bike and run and go everywhere. I even plan on visiting my old old school.............. i loved it there! Brings back LOTS of memories.

Yesterday i went over to ebbies house for a bit to watch movies. (The Goonies, Rocky Horror Picture Show) That will probably be the highlight of my week. Besides packing i have not much to do, but that will all soon be changing :):):) 

P.S.  Ebbie that book that you told me to read is totally good and is keeping me quite entertained while i have nothing to do here at home.

 

Holy cow, it has been one heck of a hectic week!!! First off, tuesday, wednesday, and thursday morning i had to babysit Aleya. And omg that is the spoiledest child i have ever met in my entire life. When i even try to tell her to stop being so selfish and spoiled she either holds a fit or tells me how much she doesnt like me, and how im not her friend anymore. The child is 3!! And she thinks shes the queen of EVERYTHING!! ARG if i had to spend ONE more day with her i would have died of frustration overload. Then thursday after noon we had to work again, not fun.

But something about today just made it soo much fun, i dont know why. I woke up at 11 which was a change because ive been having to get up at 7 every morning. So then i just sat around the house, read and a little bit of chores. Then at 3 i went to the beach with ebbie. My dad came today too, and he scared me because he brought my grandpa's truck and i thought they were gonna be here too.................... ugh THAT would have been a nightmare. O but thats ok, cause i get to see them in TWO WEEKS. That will just turn out to be a major bitchfest from my grandpa because he has to do more work, and then complain that no ones noticing how much he's doing and that he should be acknowledged more............................................................. i've already had to deal with enough of that in my life time!!   Back on track now.................... After going to the beach we went to Boston Pizza for the first time since FOREVER.  Then more work.....

And i have to work AGAIN tomorrow, will it EVER stop???

O yea, and i officially have a house now, and it's not the one that i had the link to previously. Its a BRAND new one. I saw pictures of it, and its totally gorgeous!

AHHh im soarer than a banshee...... I feel like ive pulled EVERY single muscle in my body, in which case i most likely have! I've been working non stop all day!! Moving boxes and packing them, and picking them up. They wern't light boxes either!! Ugh, it sucked majorly! Not only that but all week i dont get a single day off. Tomorrow, wednesday AND thursday i have to babysit Aleya all day, which means no beach or doing stuff :( Man oh Man am i ever ready to just die! lol. Not literally though, that wouldnt be much fun. Buts its not like this is either. So now im just rambling.
Today i got John Mayer's cd from the library!!!! And im listening to it now. I also got books but i have no idea when i will ever find the time to read them.
The other day when i was riding on the bus, it hit me. Im soooooooo freakin excited to be moving to Medicine Hat. If it were any place else, then i wouldnt be so excited, it be very unthrilled.  But ever since i've moved here i've always wanted to move back, its my home. I only got used to vernon in grd 10. And ive realized that im ready to go back!!! I love it there, so i figured next year can't be that bad if i already love where i will be. But it still will be sad to leave you guys!!! :(

I went to the waterslides today. Oh and met another "Friend" It was rather annoying how he decided to stalk me too, and bring his little cousin who was 6 with him....... At first i thought the kid was his, because he looks about 20 somethingish. But hes only 17. But i was all masterfull and decided i'd pull a little lie. I told him that im from Medicine Hat and im just here for a week visiting my cousin, mwhaha. But do you think that stopped him from asking for a number................ ugh NO. I didnt give him one though, i told him "i didnt know my cousins number off by heart" Therefore im stuck with an email address...... Not sure if im gonna add him though. He's a dj at teen junction. I've lived in vernon how many years and never knew there was this place which is like a "bar for teens, but without the alchohol"................. anyone up for it on friday night? lol  
I had to work after that too................ And again tomorrow :(

ooooooooo first im gonna start off writing in orange  then im gonna switch to blue :D hehehe. Anyways ill stop being a loser, but i just find colors so much fun. Right now i have WAAAY to much energy that i dont know what to do with.
 
I'll stick to red, for now....... so yes, i have energy and nothing to do with it, so i figured i would update. It was such a nice night tonight at around 9:30 when i got home from the movies, but Amanda wouldnt go jump on the trampOLINE with me, because shes still a little PMSy from an overdose of JIll........ (notice the brown, arg) And because of the pmsy ness i had to pack all of downstairs family room BY MYSELF today, which included me having to go up the ladder about 20 times. I went to go see Anchorman tonight, that was a really good movie. OOOOH does anyone want to see the possible house im going to buy??? if you do click HERE  Hopefully that works........... Thats the house that my dad is going to make an offer on sometime this week. But the thing is, if we do get that house, it means that i have to live with my grandma for a whole month, cause it wont be ready till september. And right now im literally terrified of having to live with her. TERRIFIED beyond any means......... and im not joking, i really really really dont want to have to go there again!!!!

The other day we went out to get five for five at coldstream video again. So thats what i've basically been doing the last couple days, I got crossroads!!!! hehe and watched it the first day i got it.... lol. I've also been working :( even though yesterday was pretty fun for a working day..... :) I got my pictures back from the concert too!! And i want to go to the beach again..... and movie night.

Yesterday i also went over to kylies........ dear god, that thing is going to kill me one of these days and im not even joking, hehe. Shes telling me all about her $150 bras that her mother bought her, 3 OF THEM!!!!!!!! and how they're wanting to sell their farm because its worth $200,000 more now. You dont even want to know how much it will be worth altogether, she told me.............. it makes me want to strangle that stupid spolied bitch. She made me walk all 6 acres of her stupid field to go turn off water with her because she didnt want to go alone. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

My parents deserve to be lied to, well at least my mother does!! The other day i went to "erins" birthday party and it was soo much fun, i really went up to silverstar and stayed at gregs cabin there. Which is really nice. We went out for supper at earls before that. And the beach before before that. hehe
my dad also came this weekend. But now hes gone again, and i didnt go to the stampede, but o well, i guess ill have to miss it this summer.

I hate it when people think they know things, or at least they are suspicious of you for something that they have NO idea about!!!! In other words, my mother thinks she knows "things" about me, therefor shes annoying me because shes being so god damn nosey. And making me do things that i dont want to do!!!............. this was just a vent........ nothing more, so dont ask.

Last night the concert was sooo much fun!!!! I took a whole disposable camera worth of pictures and i cant wait unitil i get them back!!! :) At one point we were front row!! Yes thats right FRONT ROW. OF course there were no seats or anything, so we had to stand for 4 hours, but we managed to get up there. But we didnt stay there for too long, due to other, more large people wanting the front as well, lol. The funny thing is, you could see better if you wernt in front..... we figured that out during their last couple of songs. But it was sooo great!!! Seether was really cool, and then there were the trews who are really good. They had their own oppening band too, i dont know the names of them though, but they were around 17ish. Then reel big fish from vernon played to, but we got there late so we didnt get to see them.

I had to work yesterday as well, but i didnt do anything, me and amanda stayed upstairs and painted all day...

O yea, and acording to amanda my hair looks funny because of the lightening stuff i bought last week. So now my roots are orangish blonde, and then my hairs red....... hehe, great.

O yea and the rest of my week, mainly thursday was just FABULOUS!

Im going, im going, im going!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To the Evanescence concert i mean. AHHHHH i can't wait, its gonna be so much fun!!! ANd its an outdoor concert too, which will be awesome, as long as it doesnt rain, lol

If had the longest day in the histories of long days. Went to work at the store today because yesterday "chris" decided he wanted all the shelves for today........ That meant that all day i was constantly moving, and didnt even get to rest for 2 seconds!!!! i got coffee this morning though which kept me going, but the cream was old, and warm, so it was all chunky. Luckily dave got me a new one, cause it looked really nasty!! Then after all the stuff was off the shelves, aunty julie and uncle larry came, and took me away to lorels because she was having a bbq. Me and Amanda almost literally fell asleep on the couch because we were so exhausted. I think all the massages that i gave and amanda and lorel yesterday should have been given back to me!!! i needed them.

Vernon doesnt have a ticket center and that makes me mad!!!! I told my mom after all the hard work we did today we DESERVE those stupid Evanescence tickets!! i think she feels our pain, therefor, hehehehe i just might get to go.

We need another movie night and real soon!!!!!!! Ebbie, organize it, ill try and get rocky horror picture show, and all will be fun! That is if you want one, since we havnt had one in quite a while, and things have changed since then if you know what i mean............. so we need to retore "movie night"

I think this week has been the best of the year so far! On wednesday and on Friday i went for a walk in the morning to coldstream school and then around. They were the best!!! Even though now my sister is holding grudges against me. First i "bore her to tears" or so shes says, then i make plans to see spiderman 2 without her, which didnt actually go through, probably because they happened to be with jason.... Then i cancel going to the beach with her. PLus now im also "grounded." Hahah i wonder how long that will actually last for........ since im going to the mall tomorrow with amanda......

I think someone needs to pinch me or something because im not to sure if these last couple days have been a dream or not. Hopefully this post will still be here tomorrow, therefor i will know that they havn't been just a dream :) Cause i ALWAYS hate it when i have a super good dream and then just wake up.

yesterday i went to the awards assembly. It was almost so boring i killed myself. Well no, i lied it wasnt that bad. After that it was good though because they had free deserts. So we indulged in the chocolate brownies with "nuts" who we were gonna throw at people... mwhahaha. Mr. Monteith gave me a hug too, he said he was gonna miss me. Then this morning i went to the last assembly. and i DIDN"T go early like i was supposed to. Jason wanted me to go there at 8, so i purposly didn't!! hehehe in fact i barely saw him, well then there was the fact that he came and grabbed me in the middle of the hall.......... ugh. AHHH im soo happy over my report card!!!! i actually got my 70% in math!!! i kinda went down in english and bio. But up in socials!! Its allllllllllll good :) After "school" i came home for a bit, talked to seckin..... lol then krystal came over and we went to go see shrek.

If anyone wants to go to the beach with me tomorrow tell me!!!

The view

I went to the movies tonight. And i went with Jason. I think he really is trying to pursue SOMETHING. First the beach and then two movies, and stuff....... I honestly don't like him though, so i don't know what im doing. I'm soo confused!!! Maybe i just need sleep. I got two hours of sleep last night. Want to know why? I went to Guillaume's party with krystal last night and we didn't leave until 5 this morning. It was light and it was wierd. I went back to krystal's house and slept for two hours then left to go back to my house. I had go onto the deck and tap on windows to wake my sister up, because i didn't want to wake up my parents.

The party however was really fun. They had a bonfire and tons of people and i only saw 3 from kal, which was a good thing. Kal people arn't very much fun to be around. At around 1 0r 2 i think, Me, Krystal, Ryan and John went for an "adventure" it was the funnest part, we treked through actual woods, and hills to find "Crop circles" according to John...... It was pitch black going through the forest. Then when we came to the clearing John and Ryan were saying all this crap about werewolves, and people who will come and kill us all, and saying they heard noises. It was great. Then when we went back to the bonfire after that. And left about 5 in the morning. I had to tap on the windows when i got home, so my sister would let me in and let me sleep.

Yesterday the hair streaking party was grand. It was sooo hot while we where streaking our hair though. And it didn't turn out as vibrant as i wanted it too, but o well, at least i have some extra colors in it. The pina colada's were sooooooooo good, i tried finding the same mix today, but couldn't. Then after watching eurotrip we made hair flowers, and then jumped on the tramp, well layed on the tramp more like it, until around 10.

Tomorrow is sissy's birthday and we havn't done any decorating yet...... ahhhhh. That means that its all gonna be rush rush rush tomorrow to get everything done. And to get out deck looking like a hut, mwhahah, its gonna be awesome. Instead of decorating, me and amanda headed over to the mall, and i spent all my money......... Whenever i try and save up for something, i always find something else i want and go spend my money. I'd like to see what will happen when i get my bank card. I also get to go to the beach again tomorrow :)

ticket to heaven

Today was sooo nice, it was almost perfect. I got to sleep downstairs on the futon because it's super hot in my room. I love sleeping on the futon, its just not considered summer unless i get to sleep on the futon. I got woken early from my mom leaving to go to work though.
I lounged around until 3 then i got picked up to go to kylies for kristens going away party. If kylie hadn't been there it would have been 3947592835 times way better!! shes was just soo cc like. We went over to sians house and swam in her pool for a while, then we ate (thats all we ever do at kylies house), and watched a bit of Win a Date with Tad Hamilton, Jumped on the tramp. And that was about it.

Tomorrow i get to turn into a streaker!! hehe. Come over at around 2, that shall be good. And bring any glitter stuff, to put on the flowers :)

so much for my happy ending

AHHHHH im done finally!!!! I had my last exam yesterday morning, and it honestly didn't go as bad as i thought it would. Mr Winston put some of the funniest questions on there, and he also said that he took 5 off. SO thats good!!! Then i came and me and sissy ran off to the beach. Walking there and back really isn't all that bad. For some reason i dont think the weathers all that hot, even though ive been called crazy over this. I had to hang around with grd 8s but it was sooo much fun. And for some reason Jill smith decided she was gonna become my new best friend. She just wouldn't leave me alone. THen when levi came over to hang out with me for a bit, omg those two just hit it off. Shes the biggest flirt, and then levi's desperate, so i guess it works out somehow. We also had to hang out with "the trunchbull" because shes jill's (shaw) friend.

Then after we came home, i went out to little tex for supper and it was goooooood. The nachoes we got were SO HUGE. Then cheesecake. And i wonder if Mr. WInston is really gonna write a comment on my report card about how much i eat, lol. I would keep that report card forever!

AHHHH school and exams have been sooo stressful. On wednesday i studyed from 3 to 10 with littel breaks in between of course. At least i got math and biology over with on thursday though. Now i only have one more exam to go and then im free, free of Kal. mwhahaha The exams were in the gym this year, and it was really kinda weird. I liked it though, it was a nice, easy setting to write tests in. yesterday i went to the mall, and i bought my dres :) i got the blue one. My mother said the yellow one was ugly, lol. But if i get more money then im gonna go back and perhaps buy it. Then i went to wal mart and bought a case of Fresca because i havn't had that stuff for like 3 years. Then when we go to the towne theatre, i open it only to have it taken away by the junior guy. grrr and i was so excited to drink it too. We saw Troy and Mean girls. Today i was supposed to go to the Sunshine Festival too, my sister said she would come home at 10 and then we would take the bus there.............. well it's 1 and she still is not home!!! That makes me mad, i never get to not go to the sunshine festival :( So instead all i've done today is go outside and tan, and trust me, it is NOT a good idea to wear expired sunblock.................. im kinda a tad red right now, hopefully it will fade fast.