Chaque fois que tu ton va, je pretend que tu fais bien

Today i did my homework and then went to wal-mart, they changed it around alot since the last time i was there. This week im gonna have to walk home every single day (unless i get a ride from krystal of course) because my dad is going on a tour de alberta to talk to people about jobs they have................... not good, but good. I dont know what to think of it anymore. I just wanna know whats going on, with us moving and all because its frustrating not knowing.

I get to go shopping tomorrow!!! My mothers giving me her gift certifacate to La senza for $40 mwhahaha, great damage can and will be done. So anyways last night when we went to Joey's for supper OMG, it took 2 frickin hours until we actually got our food, because they have some kind of chicken deal and the whole restaurant was ordering the same damn thing. It was so lame and pathetic. I hadnt eaten barely all day and then i have to wait 2 hours for my food!!!!!!!!! i didnt see Triplets of Belleville :( and i probably wont go to any today because i dont feel like leaving the house. O well, theres always monday nights to look forward to.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRYSTAL. i Hope you have a swell time in surrey!!! So anyways today was kinda a slack day which was VERY good, since this morning the thought of me having to go to school almost nearly killed me, and im not joking. I came to school later than i should have to decorate krystals locker and we made it all pretty!!! We had a stupid surprise math test today too, but i think i did ok. In english, mr fehr was nice and let us go see the senior dramtic scenes, and those were fabulous. As for my plans for seeing The Triplets of Belleville tonight............ thats not likely to happen since, EBBIE DOESNT WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!! and neither does my sister or anyone. So ill just go to Joeys tonight then come home and do nothing like always!!

I had a dream last night that I was beyonce and our english class was the paparazzi, and it was funny because i had to stand on a table while the class was enthusiastically asking me questions. I cant believe tomorrows only thursday, ive only been in school for two days this week and already i need the weekend to come again. In english today all we did was watch hearts in atlantis, it was good, the part we watched anyways. I cant wait for March to come because lost in translation plays on pay per view in which im going to tape so ill have it forever!!! School of rock is also coming out on Dvd, in which i will BYE that!! Shakiras new cd is also coming out!! AND its SPRING BREAK. not that im doing anything exciting, its just fun that i have a week off. Perhaps ill go to the lake and swim in the -2 degree weather!!!!

Right now the cat is running around the house with the bag of bread between his legs!!! The cat is such a loser. The four day weekend was absolutely wonderful, i did basically nothing, but oooh it was fun! I didnt do any homework, im such a procastinator and i hate myself for it today. I still need to write my story................ Last night mark, krystal and me went to see elephant at the towne theatre. Its too bad krystal wont be able to be here for the film festival but i want to go. And my sister wont go with me because while we were waiting for the bus yesterday she claimed that i dont tell her "things" until 2 days later, it was funny. I would LOVE the person who came with me for at least one show!! any takers?

MY HANDS ARE BRIGHT ORANGE. hahah this morning as you can tell, i put the henna in my hair and now i smell like henna. It looked kinda gross putting it in my hair it was all brown and lumpy and smelled bad. It looks like something orange died in my hands and then leaked all over me. Anyways i think im gonna wash it out at 4 or so, before Lorel comes over because i have to babysit while everyone gets to go out for dinner. I want to go..................... o well.

Today i had no school and it felt sooo good!!! even though it was rather boring. All i did was veg out in front of the computer with the odd television show. I also tried d/ling Lost in Translation on kazaa but i've decided i dont like watching movies on the computer! I went to see Confessions of a teenage drama queen tonight, ive been waiting for that movie since this summer and it was good. hehehe i made my mother order me consillor from Dorianne too, and i got it today.

I like sleep, that is what i plan on doing ALL weekend. The math test today was ok, but just saying that automatically means i probably failed, lol, because thats the way things work!!! We got to watch a little bit of Secondhand Lions today, but i've already seen it. We also did an essay about remembering. Then i walked home, and realized how out of shape ive gotten since ive been getting a ride for the past 3 months, haha but at least i got exersice then. I want to rent Lost in Translation again!!!!! maybe i can convince my dad to go out and get it for me, or i could walk!? On saturday im putting the henna in my hair. Tomorrow i have to go to to the movies with my sister, and not the cc, mwhahahaha

Yesterday we got our course selection sheets already, its kinda overwhelming. I have no idea what im gonna take. Half the stuff that i have to take in order to get a bachelors of science i absolutely dont want to take. Its gonna be painful next year....... I guess i just have to do some research for what i need and what then. The Recognition assembly was today and i got a free pizza, anyone can have it if they want because i dont think i will be going to uncle daves before march 31. I could have gone with the cc today but NO, that would be suicide. I shot her down a couple of times today and it was kinda fun, running away from her is fun too!! I got my henna and im gonna put it in my hair on friday or saturday since its a long weekend, which is a VERY VERY good thing!!!! I have a math test tomorrow :( stupid math. O well hopefully before the month is over...... i will pass my L, then i can drive!! As for now, i still have to worry about English, and my short story.
Listening to: Come on- Ben Jelen

ask the magic cactus

Today was depressing and long and whatever other adjectives i could you to descibe it. But tomorrow im just gonna forget about it so why dwell on it now? Rugby season has started and this is gonna be a very good season i can tell already!!!! i like spring but now it's snowing more, i hate it!!!!!!!!!!! i want summer to come! Today chuck was spraying his Axe all over the grde 8's, it was Highly amusing to just stand there and watch. I figured i dont hate him as much as i think i do. He is rather funny if i think about it. But for Krystal's sake i will hate him and he will still give me a tumor. AHhh i cant wait until friday, NO SCHOOL. same with monday. Hopefully i can put henna in my hair then and buy my bra, or lost in translation, i havent decided yet.................
Listening to: Octavo Dia by Shakira, Never ending math equation by Modest mouse

Its been a good weekend so far. I havnt had much sleep though. Krystal, Ebbie and i all went to Boston Pizza last night for our birthday dinners and our waiter was really hot. His name was Matt and he doesnt like chuck. According to ebbie too, i eat more than him...... HAHAHA and thats a big accomplishment since he eats A LOT!!!!!! even that is an understatement. From there we went to the mall and I saw a really really nice bra that i WANT. So i now have a bra fund... so i can buy it! Krystal slept over too last night, we went to bed at 2 and im super tired. We went to Flamenco Rosario tonight and i just got back, it was rather boring and LONG.

I hate my week so far. Its just been this whole big waste of my life.!!! I failed my L today, that brought me down A LOT. My dad was nice about it, he said that if he had to go in there and do that test he would probably fail it too. I did so bad on it though, this sucks!!!! I think i just need a hug, but sissy not all to thrilled with me at this moment. She thought it was funny that i failed, she was actually laughing at me, then she said its not that big of a deal when i was getting angry with her. Our house is bring shown again tomorrow, so all tonight i had to clean the stupid house. I also stopped to play with the cat and he scratched me across the face, so now i have a huge gash across my nose. It's rather pretty..... On the bright side of the week, mrs. allisons gone, no more kindergarden teacher trying to teach us socials. Mr. Winstons not that bad, but hes still a try hard. I dont think im going to go to the dance this week either, but we'll see on thursday. I've decided that i want to put a picture of ME on here too, so we should go over to ebbies next movie night and take a bunch of pictures with my digital camera!!!! That would be fun. Now i really cant wait till we get to go to boston pizza on friday.

Mondays suck. After school krystal came over, had her cake and then we went to the mall to do a little shopping. I bought ebbie her birthday present and made her a card tonight. I was also gonna but clothes and a poster, but i heard my conscience telling me i should save my money. I dont know what for or why though, so i didnt buy anything for myself. now i have hillary duffs song come clean stuck in my head.

Today I have 2 people on my very favorite persons list, mark for making my template and my sister for finding my coldplay cd. ITs been SOOOOOO long since i last listened to it. I can honestly tell you it was like nirvana this morning finding it and then listening to it. Im going to the mall soon to buy birthday presents and i havnt decided yet where i want to get my ears pierced. i guess i'll decide on the way. Then if im lucky i'll buy clothes since i got $50 from my parents last night and $15 worth of famous players movie tickets from lorel. And of course cake, icecream.

Yesterday was my birthday and it I woke up kind late because i thought they wern't gonna come until a little late. So i was late when kathy came and picked us up for breakfast. Then we went out to Denny's and we ate a bunch hehehe it was yummy. Luckily we wernt late for socials, or else we would have had to put our name in the feedback box!!! stupid mrs.allison. The rest of the day went smoothly, i got presents and felt special. After school i was supposed to go for my L too, but guess who couldnt find my birth certifacate...... so i didn't go, hopefully i will on monday. We went to the balloon light up with lorel and peter and aleya and went out for supper with them too. For my birthday i didnt even get to pick which resturant i wanted to eat at. I didnt have any cake though since i went to ebbies after that for a movie night. And i finally saw Lost in Translation and Thirteen. Both were good movies. But i loved Lost in Translation.

You need green paper, vandal root, and dirt from a graveyard. You write your name and the guy's name on the paper, put the vandal root and graveyard dirt in the center of the paper, wrap it up and leave it under your bed. But you can only use dirt from a grave of someone who loved you. eg. a past realative, pet etc. so you have their love being past on to the name of the person on the piece of paper.

It seems that only my makeup saleslady only cares that its my birthday tomorrow, besides the losers of course. <3 but the only reason she cares is because she wants me to buy expensive mary kay products, at least i got a $10 gift certificate. This has honestly been the longest week of my life!!! I've had homework every single night and it really does suck!! I get to go out for breakfast tomorrow though and im probably gonna be going to the balloon light up too. I still need to get ebbie and krystal birthday presents. And kylie too. So maybe i might go to the mall sometime this weekend.

Due to the death of Ramone, I'am coming to school dressed in black tomorrow.

Ahhh my semester sucks soooo much. HEHEH all except for english of course. I've had homework for the last two days and not just a little bit of it. In socials the stupid "student teacher" treats us like we're in kindergarden or something. Shes quite retarded in my opinion, but i can kind of stand her, even if she is a little how should i put this lightly DULL. at least we get barely any homework in that class. english though, o my goodness, i think he gives us the hardest things to write about, like todays assignment. we have to write ourselves as a character. HOW ON EARTH DO YOU DO THAT!!!! it's soo freakin hard. i think i'll get it done by like 12 or something because i have no idea where to even start. bio's ok, its not nessicarily hard. But math..... well i hate it. The thing is though, felis is a really good teacher. I've understood more of last year in two days, than all of class last year.

THREE MORE DAYS

Its only the beginning of February, not even past my birthday and already im craving summer sooo much. I want to go on more bike rides. I love doing that in the summer and then coming home, showering and watching all the late night shows and sleeping down stairs because its to hot upstairs. ARG stupid winter, be over with already because i hate the house being so damn cold. I want slushes too, but no, its too cold. My birthday is on a full moon this year. And all im doing for my sweet sixteenth is going out for dinner with my family and then attending the stupid winter carnival balloon light up. i hope its fun, because i only get to be 16 once. I haven't even gotten any cards yet...... O well i shouldnt celebrate, i dont want to get any older.