I heard this morning in the paper that britney spears is going to have another child. Good lord, the woman cant even take care of one, nevermind her husband, so why the hell is she having another one. Its called birth control, its there for a reason.
I bet shes just fat and she needs an excuse for why she cant lose weight.

just stop talking

Friday was the weirdest day ever. My boss took me out for coffee. We had nothing to do, and we were just standing around for 2 hours until he starts taking off his apron and is like "where do you want to go" so.... I picked tim hortons, cause its fast and I didnt know what else to do. He also asked me why I had to have half of monday off, so I told him that I was getting my blood test results back. Then hes like " why did you need a blood test, are you pregnant." thats not the worst of it, then hes like "no, your not engaged or living with anyone, you wouldnt have premarital sex." I almost died.
Then I go home and my mom tells me she found my frog that I lost.... last august/september. She said she touched it, and its leg fell off cause it was like dust. She said she almost puked.
I also went to the bar, it was lots of fun, bitch face was there too.... but shes a loser so I didnt pay much attention. There were lots of other cool people there though, so that made it fun, and we danced all night long. I also went back to bryans house and almost fell asleep, but went home at 2.
Saturday I had to work all day which sucked, and it also rained so it was kinda depressing. But I saw american dreams that night, that is a weird movie, but its also good.
Then sunday was also a lazy day, we went shopping, out for coffee/lunch. And..... thats it.

testing testing

For therapeutic use only

Yesterday I went shopping and bought a WHOLE bunch of things that I hope are going to help me with my skin problems like vitamin A and D, and new skin cleanser. I even bought supper and soy milk for myself. mmmmmm. It was very good, the supper, but I Spent a lot of money on everything. I even bought myself corn remover patches because I have little corns on my feet that just wont go away. My tumor on the top of my foot is also coming back.... grr, it really really ugly.
Today I had most of the day off too, so me and my mommy went shopping and I found the prettiest shoes to go with my dress. I also wanted to get another pair, the ones in the picture, Oh they were so pretty, but they were $70 a pair, so I could only afford one pair.
But anyways, its wierd owning expensive things, instead of just $20 jeans, and $10 shirts from wal mart or something. I mean its not like I go shopping all the time, but when I do, I go all out and spend LOTS. Next time I go to calgary, I have a list of everything I need to buy, I cant wait.

green walls

Well today I had my much anticipated blood test and it didnt exactly go smoothly. First I sat with my mother in the waiting room with about 10 other people. When they called me, I followed this girl into a little room with about 3 chairs. They sat me down, tied the thing around me and tried for about 5 minutes on each arm to find a vein, finally one girl found it but then she left to go to some other ology place and let another girl deal with me. She eventually found one, stuck in the thing and thats when it happened. I nearly fainted, I was so light headed that I felt like I was going to throw up. I told the girl I was light headed and she gave me water and another girl told me I looked the same color as the walls. No blood had yet been drawn at this point either. So then the girl asked me if I would like to lay down while she takes my blood, I said sure, and she took me into another room away from the other two old people getting thier tests done. She finds a vein again, this time on another arm, sticks it in, and doesnt get any blood. She then calls in another woman to do it, they tie the thing around my arm again, try and find a vein, and then finally they take my freaking blood.
My mother was worried, and she knew the water must have been for me. So she took me to starbucks after for a cinnamon roll and green tea latte, which was super good.

Then we went to michaels, I got paint and painted pots for... 5 hours and im not even done yet, no joke. Im painting them to match the apartment, they rock.

SHOP SHOP SHOP, and spend all bryans money

As you know, well actually I dont know that you actually know yet so Ill start from the beginning. Bryan and Amaya are moving out together. It is finalized because amaya paid the $500 safety deposit today and they got the one with balcony for wicked cool bbqs, and the one with big rooms. So today to celebrate me and amaya went shopping. Not only did we just go shopping, we went shopping at walmart the houseware capital, kinda. The other day we all kinda sat down and decided on a color scheme to keep to, so the house doesnt look all disorentated and ugly. Much like I thought it would if it were just bryan, chris and dave. But now it will be beautiful, the color scheme is green and black. Soooo walmart was the queen of lime green and black, we got towels, kitchen stuff, plates, dishes, EVERYTHING lime green. And the best thing of all, a tropical beach shower curtain. Man... even though its not my house right now and all, I cant wait to move in. Im going to move in when im done school and I finally learn how to drive, which I was going to do today, but then I got a stomach ache.

Also, I went to the doctors today, and since it was MY doctor, hes giving me a blood test now instead of that other stupid retard.
Oh and my sister left for england today, lucky little bum, but... I get to wear all the clothes she left behind, mwhahaha.

All I feel is HATE!!!!

I cant believe how bad yesterday was, I cant believe the nerve of some people who just say anything cause they're old and feeling sorry for themselves. Im talking about bryans parents, I cant even expain how much of a bunch of crabs they are. Yesterday they made me cry. They basically said that its my fault that me and bryan always hang out in his basement just because they think I dont like them. And that im rude and unthoughtful and a whole bunch of shit like that.
Bryans stepmom is a total cow, she said that im stuck up, just because I didnt ask how his dad was after the surgery. Well if I remember correctly, the day they got back from calgary me and bryan were eating lunch and they walked in, bryan asked them how he was,and what am I supposed to do, ask again, be a parrot, just so I can ask him how he was feeling. I dont get it. When I was over there once when I had a full body rash, no one even cared to ask me how I was. They never ask me how I am, even in normal conversation, heck they dont even MAKE normal conversation with me. and they think I dont like them, they dont even make any recognition towards the fact that I exsist. She also said that I never help bryan cook or clean up whenever he makes me supper like im some kind of spoiled brat. But whenever bryan makes me supper he always tells me to sit down and he doesnt need my help because he wants to make it FOR me. I always offer to clean up, but again he likes to do it for me. Shes such a fucking cow, her stupid kitchen isnt even big enough for two people now thanks to their "beautiful renovation." Personally, its ugly, and there really is no room for anything, its barely big enough for the dishwasher door to open. They think I didnt like them, well.... NOW I really have no reason to TOLERATE them. I cant believe anyone would actually say things like that about me, what have I ever done to them?