i probabably won't post again until the new year unless my very sweet nice little innocent grandmother lets me use her computer so MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

I went to lorels yesterday and i got presents yay!! lorel gave me socks with a night mask and pajamas form la senza and since aunty julie was there too i got a spa set from her. Tonight i get to open all of my presents from my parents and sissy since i'm leaving to medicine hat tomorrow. i can't wait.

If Kylie gets any more bichy i'm going to strangle her!! She called me this morning to ask how my trip went and if i liked the lord of the rings and i told her i didn't like the movie that much and i said it was boring and long and then she said in her incredibly snobby voice "O, well everybody else i talked to liked it" BIG DEAL I HAVE A MIND OF MY OWN BITCH, i should have told her that and then she had the nerve to invite me over. But i said no.

My Trip To Vancouver
Day1
Yesterday morning the bus was supposed to leave at 6:15, when it was 6:30 krystal still wasn�t there so luckily Thomas lended mw his cell phone and when I called her jessy picked up and krystal still wasn�t awake. It was a good thing Mr. fehr was late or else no drama trip for krystal lol. We eventually left at around 7 when Mr. Fehr and krystal eventually got there. So we didn�t get a coffee break in kamloops we had to wave at a coffee shop. It was a long drive and lord of the rings was playing on the little TVs the bus had, we also watched a little bit of the majestic. Vancouver is really nice when you�re actually there and not just in Burnaby, there are so many cool places and things to see. Since we gained time from the stinky but nice bus ride we stopped at our hotel the YWCA before going to see fiddler on the roof. The rooms were the dingiest rooms I had ever seen. There were 5 beds of course, which I, Crista, Krystal, Danielle and her sister Kelsey shared. But it was so small and the covers were very out of style. We had to walk to the Queen Elizabeth theatre from the hotel where we watched the show. It wasn�t the best play I had ever seen but there was one part in it that was really cool. There was a woman in a dream sequence and she was hanged from the ceiling in this really long gown that was at least 8 feet long. After we walked back to the YWCA to change into formal clothes but it seemed only me and krystal had nice clothes on. We drove to the spaghetti factory, which was in gas town. Gas town was really nice the roads were all paved with bricks and they had a lot of nice shops there too. At the restaurant the waitress asked why we were all here and then Natalie vardabasso said that we were all a cheerleading squad here for a tournament. And then before supper we pretended it was Corree tulls birthday and we all started singing to her. So when we finished our supper, which wasn�t that great, and they brought out the ice cream, they had put a sparkler on correes ice cream and sang to her. Mr. Fehr also told us that if we found a quarter in our ice cream that we would win $1000, so of course we were all digging through our ice cream. Natalie then asked a waitress if she had put any money in our ice cream tonight and the waitress had no idea what we were talking about. After that we drove to the Stanley theatre and watched west side story. It was very dancey and the best play out of them both. When we got back to our hotel the beds creaked like we were having sex so that�s what we did all night (creak the beds, NOT have sex lol) Danielle had also put the do not disturb sign on the door so that was doubly funny. Gutterboys dumped lol, serves him right!!!!

DAY 2
We woke up at 7 got ready and went down to buy a cappuino for breaky; to go along with the tim bits I had got the previous morning. I saw a gay guy. The whole trip I wanted to see a prostitute but never got to. We then went back up to the hotel to grab our stuff to load onto the bus and there were people in they�re offices across form our room and the dude waved at me, he looked like a perv though he was creepy! We walked to Robson Street and I absolutely loved it there. But what really sucked is that all the stores opened at 10 and we had to leave at 10:30 so we spent mostly all of our time at the virgin mega store trying to hide from Thomas who had called the previous night wanting to come up to our hotel room. When we got back to the bus Sammy, miaand their friends were basically all crying. They all had been chased by some homeless woman into a coffee shop and were told not to dis homeless people. We then went to surrey for a �zoom shop� at guildford mall and I bought a shirt and a necklace. Then walked over to the silver city to watch lord of the rigns:the two towers. The screen there was so big but the movie wasn�t that great it was too long and semi boring. Then we headed back to Vernon. The whole trip me and Crista trying to avoid being sick on the bus.

Yesterday the banquet wasn't that great, there was gross food and luckily that beaner kid didn't talk to me. I tried ot to make eye contact, with any of them lol. And then after we ate the little navy league kids all had to sing and then chantelle decided that she was going to sing at the top of her lungs and somebody should have shot me and put me out of my misery it was horrible since she was sitting at our table. After that they made us clean everything up and there were about 90 people there so that was torture as well. Today was my last day of school for the year. yay. After school krystal confronted fishbait about the whole "that means i have a ride" thing and he totally lied to us he said he was just estatic that that was his rides *cough ms.scolville cough* car and he was excited that he had a ride. Yea like we're gonna believe that?? then why did he do the whole smirk thing and look at us in our science class. He's a LIAR.Before that we asked mr fehr a couple of questions about the dram trip like how many bags we can bring and he started laughing at us because its only over night. So when we were outside he drove by in his car and yelled "ONE BAG" it was funny. i have tim bits for tomorrows BREAKY lol

This is almost a punishment, i'm stuck here at home becasue of my stupid cold. Stuffy ness is not what i want right now.

Are you tired krystal? mwahahaha

This absolutly sucks. I'm sick. of all time to be sick i have to be sick NOW. tomorrow i have to go to the banquet and then to vancouver and i have to be sick!!! i wanted tto go home at noon today cause i could barely stand up straight but i didn't. Mr. Monteith is the weirdest person i know!! today he stuck the vacum cleaner on the back of my head to wake me up!! omg he scared the living daylights out of me when he did it. and before that right when i got there he said" how the heck are ya?" what a loser

P.S. i'm going to the banquet and not my sisters bad concert!

well i have all of my presents wrapped which is a good thing.Except when i was wrapping them after i was all done i realized that i had left all the price tags on so i had to unwrap most of them, except for krystals since she already knows how much her present was. This morning at like 7:30 i went to the bathroom and it was the most disturbing thing i had ever seen, my sister had decided in the middle of the night that she was going to puke all over the place and then just leave it there. It was so gross, it was all over the tub and everything. I finally get my hat today, my parents are going to buy it for me since its "parents day" to shop so they're leaving me at home.

yay for saturdays i'am so bored and i don't have anymoney so i can't do anything. Although i might be getting my hat today !!!! i got all of my christmas presents for every body so maybe i'll wrap them.

Yesterday was the dance which was fun, i mostly danced with beaners who were younger than me though. And the talent show auditions were yesterday as well and i was soo freakin nervous, that wasn't fun. On top of that i had to run around the school too because we had to sign up for who we are going to room with on the drama trip. So i'm now staying with krystal, danelle, crista and danelles little sister. After school i had to talk to a beep, we were waiting for fishbait as usual but he decided he was going to play along withour little game, so he stayed in the foyer of our school waiting for us to leave and making sure we could see (since we were sitting out side) so i went in and called my dad so fishbait would think that we were waiting for my dad the phone conversation went a little like this
the phone:beep beep bepp
me:Hi, dad where are you
The Phone: beep beep beep
Me: well your usually supposed to pick me up at 3:30 and it's 3:49
The Phone: beep beep beep
Me: well hurry up then, ok, bye

It was fun and while we were "waiting for my dad" we were mocking stupid homewreckers laugh, she sounds like a horse hehehhe
gutterboy actually was at the dance not that i tried to notice him or anything, i just did. p.s I DO NOT LIKE HIM!!!!

I signed up for the talent show, auditions are tomorrow. What did i get my self into?

Yesterday was the funnest/wierdest day. Ok i was asked out by a beaner grade 8) who i don't even know his name and i was also asked "Can i lick your face?" by chantelle" friend rea's boyfriend. Now i'm not going to cadets hehe i'm scared of the people there now. lance wasn't there but i did get to see Savoie and he's not that great seeings as how he's a *cough thug wannabe cough* lol and in cadets we had to do "tasks" and there was one about cannibals and then there was one where everyone had to get over this fence that was tall and we didn't do very successfully. Now my back hurts cause they were standing on top of me and then jumped over. English was so fun (fishbaits got no friends) Beware it's not fun for when the whole class is silent and then you start laughing when you can't stop. AND EBBIE PLEASE DO NOT EVER SPILL JUICE PURPOSLY ON ME AGAIN!!!!!

Song to fishbait
why do you think you are so cool
walking around like you own the school
with your smirky grim you pass the time
at the dance please dont do your ryme

California beachboy wannabe
you want something you'll never be
let me tell you boy, you've got nerve
just drive on around that curve

Why do you think you are so grand
next semester don't teach me about land
leave this town and don't come back
or else stomach fluids i just might lack
i'm surprised you even have friends
since you know nothing about trends

thats all i got, i hate that stupid bastard i can't wait until thursday he said he's going to do a rap at the dance

it just so happens that his birthdays the same as hitlers!!(the actual hitler!!)

I MADE THE LIST YAY!!!!!! i am sooo happy!!!!!!!!! im going and it's gonna be soooo much fun!! Today was boring besides that he made us wait until the end of lunch until he posted who's going. Today in art me, carlie, janine and cori were all doing these little crafts with mr scary monteith and they started talking about movies and sex scenes and mr monteith start in on about how were all sex freaks and i wanted to die.

yesterday was compleately boring. i went over to kylies at about 5 and could that child get anymore spoiled???She got a new playstation 2 and a game and this big mat to play games on. And jessica was there as well and she told me that gutterboy and jessie are now OFFICIALLY going out now and she also said that he decided to ask her out on thursday at the play, the same time that corndoggie asked betsy lou, And then jessie kissed him. How lame!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay for family outings we get to go get our christmas tree now. At least they have apple cider and hot chocolate. Not for long anyway1

well my parents finally let me go which is a good thing, but with the good must come the bad right!? well since all those stupid cast and crew of rock and roll want to go they get first dibs on tickets cutting 13 of us off the list. i really hope its not me cause i want to go sooo bad!! Its a good thing i came to school early today becasue all the tickets got sold out at 8:30 and thats the time i usually get to school!! Remind me never to stick my tounge and lips over a popsicle in winter when it JUST comes out of the package, it's like stiking your toungue on a pole outside. Now my lips hurt and there was blood all over my popsicle.

mwahahaha i made a sheet for my parents to read about letting me go ont he drama trip. After reading my wonderful explanations of why i should go they'll definatly let me go!! Here it is
Why i should go on this trip:
-I love you and you are the most wonderful parents in the world
-I can buy you REALLY nice gifts on Robson street
-The bus will no go into the ditch, it is very heavy and will not slide. Only little vehicles will slide
-There will be plenty of supervision and chaperones
-You have extra money from the last time i wanted to go on a drama trip
-At the rate of the snowfall the Cocihala will not be dangerous
-There are a lot of people going so it will not be cancelled
-it is a partially subsidized bargain
-Barely any school will be missed
-I'll get a very good, healthy meal from the spaghetti factory
-Everything is paid for
-Educational Plays
-math teacher recommended Drama Trips he said, "The program is very cool, the live shows are awesome"
-I get to go on an exteamly nice coach bus, which i've never been on before

What will happen if you don't let me go:
-I'll break out with measles
-I'll starve (due to hunger strike)
-I'll run away and never return
-I'll pawn all your stuff including the house and dresser
-I'll sell the cat!!

yes i got bored during math as you can tell

i cannot believe this, i'm not frickin allowed to go, i begged i pleaded. Now i give up, i'm going on a hunger strike, that'll teach them!!! I don't see why but they give me all these lame excuses like the cocihala gets very dangerous this time of year, it'll be cancelled like the last one since it's near christmas and no one will go, or id rather give you anouther christmas present. My dad even said if they don't cancel it he'll give me $10. Gee thanks but i don't need your stupid bets to get me not to go!!

OMG 2 plays, west side story and some other, shopping on robson street, the lord of the rings 2, and food does that not sound like the funnest thing ever!!!! its gona be so fun if i'm allowed to go, I HAVE TO I HAVE TO and it's only $130. yay i can't wait. the only thing is i'll miss the very last day of school before christmas day, but who cares, this is gonna be WAY funner!!! Today we were running around playing mission impossible and we came up with a plan that we are gonna make it sooooo extreamly obvious that we like fishbait. mwahahaha see how he likes that!!

Yesterday was actually fun at sea cadets, although lance wasn't there so we couldn't sing him happy birthday!! We went over to chantels and had to get trasfered at every school to a different bus. All the other schools seam so much more high schooly than ours but i guess its because we are used to our school. Sea cadets was interesting even if i didn't know how to do practically anything, i got the hang of it once in a while. And we learned how to tie knots. Savoie was there (the"hot" guy) so i didn't get to see him, hopefully next week. Next week i won't feel too alone since every body there has to come in "normal" clothes and not in there uniform, which i don't have yet. So i guess i'll be going again next week.
mr. robb gave me an extension on my essay which is very releaving since i hate doing projects all in one night, even though i had the weekend to do it, i was busy!!
Bitch has his ugly shirt on today. and i had to hel;p out with the drag fasion show today. its a tad bit scary being n the gym while 700 or so people are watching u just standing there holding a ribbion, it was fun though.

Favorite song at the moment: Without You by justincase and Michelle Branch
Yay tomorrow i get to go to sea cadets with chantel and Krystal, i hope it's fun. I get to see their hot leader dude.

Super creepy times ten million. Today i was bored in art so i went over to caitlins table and she told me to read this thing on how to pleasure ur man during sex and so i was reading it and Mr. Monteith came up over my shoulder and started saying things like i know thats very hot and sexy but it's time to clean up. If thats not the most humiliating thing ever to happen i don't know what is. And then in the halls he usually smiles at me CASUALLY but today he added this whole eyebrow raisiing thing and a smirky smile. I want to curl up in a ball somewhere and cry. In the morning fishbait was telling us about this cracked up girl that came to his door on saturday night and he called the cops and he was the third person who had phoned the cops becasue of this girl, it was interesting. But of course he mentioned his "roommate" hmmm i wonder who that could be?? HOMEWRECKER!!

That is the VERY LAST time i am EVER going to kylies. i went on friday and we went to the light up down town and then in the -20degree weather she has the nerve to tell me that i look miserable and that when people look at me they probably think i'm mean and then she said have u ever heard the saying "a smile goes a long way" and then she said "well u should use it". Those were her EXACT words i'm not lieing. Then after we stayed there for 2 hours listening to her mothers choir perform we went to white spot and then her and her mother start on me about ho she can't "read" me when i watch movies and that i always look unhappy. Well after that i'll definatly be cheerful!! I had to stay the night it was dreadful after that i was unhappy, berfore i wasn't when she was telling me this! Then on saturday we went to church and then after came back to her house and had snacks and stuff and that bitchy woman who was yelling at me that i wasn't watching the horse that was frickin 2 miles away was there. It was the best 2 days of my whole life!!!

well its been a while since i wrote. The night we were supposed to go to the play we ended up being five people too latew so we never got in. It was super fun though we ended up watching a basketball game for 5 minutes and then we sat in the grad lounge and played mission impossible. We also wrote a love letter about steamy ground beaf and those extreamly sexy nachoes to someone, but i'm not going to say who. Then the intermission came and we would have left before but we had to wait for Diana since i was supposed to give her a ride home and she got inot the play without us. After the intermission shannons friend Ben came and joined us and we gave him this whole long story about how fishbait and homewrecker are the spawn of satan and fishbait has multi personality disorder and homewreck is just down right possesed. Scoville - Deville i definatly see a simularity. It was even more fun than actually seeing the play which we saw last night. Yesterday was only a half day. Every day should be like that it was so much fun. Tonight though i'm going to see a basketball game at our school, kamloops is playing against our school and Diana said that gordon cmost likely will be there. More creepy stalker moments fishbait AGAIN decided he was going to turn around and look at me while in science, this time he had his creepy little smirk going on like hahahaha u can look but u can't touch. Well sorry to bust ur perfect little ur to good for us bubble but i'd rather shoot my hand off HAHAHA!!

i get to go to the school play tonight, yay, how exciting. i should have tried out for it, even if i did even get a little part it still would hav been fun. But theres always the next play. we counted cans agai oday and the little fence is evil. sure you'd think little white picket fences are so adorable u have to have one around ur sweet innocent little yard,but they're evil!!!!!!! It cut my finger and it hurt.We also had a recognition asembly thing today guess what i made!? perfect attendance!!! go keeners!

o and in science he walked by in his ugly shirt and he just HAD to stara at us the whole time, it was the wierdest thing ever!!! He flaunted himself, yes mister fishbait we THOUGHT u were gorgous but now that u purposly try and flaunt yourself and LOOK AT US while ur doing it, thats going to far mister!!! Fishbait: i'm too sexy for u little girls, i only go out with brainless and balding women!!

What the hell was that man wearing today, he's such a loser with no fashion SENSE WHATSOEVER!!!!!!!! geez even my great great great great grandpa wouldn't even wear something that hideous!! it's plaid and blue and red and there are not enough descusting words in the dictionary to describe it. Even the sweater that looks like something the sewing machine puked out is better than that!!!!!! well i'm supposed to be in art AGAIN. i made a marshmallow creature in science, it's my baby, we named her lilian, i wanted to eat her hehehehe but we got A marshmallow, so i didn't have to. Remind me never to walk to school before 8 although it was fun, we ate ice in the morning hehehe, cold. I fell down the stairs yesterday, how sophisticated do i feel?

i had a boring day, i need a life

This is my christmas list so u guys have some idea what to get me:
-james bond lip glossy stuff (the same stuff as caitlin)
-burts bees products (at the soap place in the mall)
-lilo and stitch movie
-the strokes c.d
-TAROT CARDS

um thats all i can think of because i don't feel like thinking, today we went shopping in kelowna, it was fun except i didn't get my funky hat that i wanted or lipgloss, but i suppose i'll just have to wait till christmas. I was talking to my grandma this morning and when i told her i wanted clothes for christmas all she said was your to fussy!! Thats nice!

yesterday was not that fun, i spent 6 hours if not more with kylie, we went to see harry potter and then went to the hockey game, i would have rather gone to church, hockey games are all the same!

gutterboy wanted to go out with dayleys younger sister too. all i can say right now is what a loser. he's the wannabe!!

Down Under
Traveling in a fried-out combie
On a hippie trail, head full of zombie
I met a strange lady, she made me nervous
She took me in and gave me breakfast
And she said,

Do you come from a land down under?
Where women glow and men plunder?
Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder?
You better run, you better take cover.


Buying bread from a man in Brussels
He was six foot four and full of muscles
I said, Do you speak-a my language?
He just smiled and gave me a vegemite sandwich
And he said,


I come from a land down under
Where beer does flow and men chunder
Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder?
You better run, you better take cover.


Lying in a den in Bombay
With a slack jaw, and not much to say
I said to the man, Are you trying to tempt me
Because I come from the land of plenty?
And he said,


Oh! Do you come from a land down under? (oh yeah yeah)
Where women glow and men plunder?
Can't you hear, can't you hear the thunder?
You better run, you better take cover.

omg i dunno if i should never come to school or not after what happened yesterday. krystal and ebbie were pointing at the stupid little feet that "stomp out school violence" and they found gutterboys and they were going "o gina look what we found" AND HE WAS BEHIND THEM THE WHOLE TIME!!! i'm horrified. But we came to a conclusion that he goes for the wannabe types, he's going out (practically) with jesse duhn.But i don't care, even she's to good for him. Then after supper we had to go to lavignton and watch volleyball for 3 hours (not fun)

Personal Theme song: Just Breathe by Trance Nation (aka the song on the mitsubishi commertial, if u know which 1 i mean!)

(wimper) i think that gutterboys going out with jessie duhn, i mean its not like i care or anything, i hate him!!!!!! They walk around together and i see them EVERYWHERE together, it's sad. Janine said that rob thinks i'm hot, thats more of an insult than a compliment, i think i'm gonna purpously make myself ugly so hat he won't say or do anything hehehe.yay kathy gave me the really nice skirt that i wore to the dance with the matching top it's sooo beautiful i love it. I think i got all the excercise that i need from walking up and down the hall delivering attendance folders to the teacher during math o and then fishbait watches me go into the math room. Yea buddy i was following you around since i knew u were out of class!! geez! ugh i have a science test tomorrow which i should be studying for since i only got 8.5 out of 16 on the quiz hip hip horray!! tomorrow i get to watch sissy's volleyball game in lavington.

Well i got my magazine today, yay for christina anguilera. gross hahaha i had to see HIM today and fishbait, but its not like i can purposely not look at fishbait i wouldn't be allowed, i'm sure if i started missing classes just becasue i didn't want to look at him there would be a problem. He had something wrong with his hair today, maybe it was the fact that his head was attached to it or maybe he just decided to STYLE it today.

This is my version of sk8terboi
He was a boy, she was a girl/ cannot make it anymore obvious/ she wanted him he'd never tell secretly he wanted her as well/ But all of his friends stuck up their nose, they had a problem with her baggy clothes/ She was a skatergirl he said cya later girl/ she wasn't good enough for him/ Now shes a superstar livin on her guitar to show pretty boy just what she's worth//

All i have left is Sponge Toffee says:
guess what
Hickie Time!! TIM Hahaha says:
WAT
All i have left is Sponge Toffee says:
i just was talking to gutterboy and he's such an asshole!!!!
lala says:
i know!
lala says:
didnt you know that
All i have left is Sponge Toffee says:
no
lala says:
wat did he say to you?
All i have left is Sponge Toffee says:
nothing in particular, it was just the way he said it
lala says:
he blocked yoU!!
All i have left is Sponge Toffee says:
did he? how do u know?
lala says:
he told me
lala says:
he says he doesnt like you or know you
lala says:
and he said he doesnt want to give you a chance
lala says:
hes a bum
All i have left is Sponge Toffee says:
if he doesn't know me how can he not like me?
lala says:
i duno
lala says:
i said you didnt give her a chance
lala says:
hes like a chance 4 wat.. i dont care
All i have left is Sponge Toffee says:
yup, major asshole!
lala says:
hes asking who im going out with

What a fucking bastard!!! i hate him now, i will never ever again like him, and i seriously mean it. who the hell does he think he is???? Somebody needs to hurt him and bad mwahahaha. I guess he's going over the edge like hitler, osama bin laden, homewrecker, mongoose, and fishbait, i guess that only leaves me krystal and paul. lifes depressing!!

Today we had a guest speaker in art and it was soo cool, now i'm really going to the center for arts and technology, screw being a pharmasist and going to edmonton hahaha.

For Christmas i really really really really really really really really(i hope u get the point) want Tarot cards!!!!!!!!

yesterday i got to have hot apple cider and it was sooo yummy, basically i did was read.I've read 2 books in the last 2 days(and they were pretty big, not just little ones) Enough said. Today was boring as well besides for stupid spam, now i have to collect coats tomorrow along with cans on wednesday. I had a math test too today, which wasn't very fun, i only got half of it. grr p.s krystal of u say one more time that fishbait is gorgeous after what he did to us i'm going to smack u, just remember what he did ok??

I recommend:
-angus, thongs and full frontal snogging by i don't know who
-Confessions of a teenage drama queen by Dyan Sheldon

i have red hair yay!! hehehe now i can wear all the black eyeliner i want and it won't look over done! I wonder if Mr. Krahn knows about the whole us and Fishbait incident?? maybe thats why he wasn't at church yesterday, because he knows and hes trying to avoid me cause he thinks i'm wierd or something. Or maybe i'm over reacting. Maybe it actually was nothing. hahaha

If there is one thing in this world that confuses me it has to be the question of since kylie is so rich and spoiled, why can't she buy 3 plytoilet paper. Seriously, this is kinda wierd but they only have 2 ply and it's funny!! Besides that her house was boring, all we did was watch movies and go to the hockey game like usual. At wal mart we spent 2 hours lokking at christmas stuff and really people when your desperatly excited to dye your hair it's not nice to make me wait for 2 hours while u look at stupid little decorations i've seen millions of times that all sing the same little dumb songs!! We also went to the library which i havn't done for about 2 years. Gutterboy was at the hockey game, walking with a different girl each time i saw him. Never been kissed, the count of monte cristo, the scopion king, and some other movie we watched, now u know why it's soo boring. I just got back from church, gutterboys brother's and mom were there, i didn't know they went there... why couldn't he been there?? but it was interesting. Yay for a full day of homework tomorrow. I'am NOT looking forward to it.

Today we didn't talk to him at all, we avoided him, theres no way we're gonna put up with what he said!! Male Pms i tell u!! there should be some kind of drug for that sort of thing!!! Chantel told gutterboy i liked him, i'm not sure actually what she told him, but i'm sure it's definatly about me and then she came up to me and krystal in the halls (she was walking with gutterboy) and then she said, gina you wanted to meet *gutterboy* and i could have died!! i'm supposed to be looking up dolphin pictures for our paper mache art project but what the hell this is better, i have plenty of pictures i could use at home anyways

I'am still VERY confused about yesterday. he comes over to us and says "see that little white car over there, that means i have a ride home" WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN??? does that mean that he found out that we were sitting there JUST to watch him get inot the car?? And what kind of stupid idiot would say that even if he did find out? He obviously has no life whatsoever to say that. Paul just said she thinks i'm hot, kaelen never said anything, why the hell would u say that?? We are going to confront him with this, he is going so far down he won't know which way is up. How'd he find out anyway?? grrr i hope we get him fired!! And not only that when he left he gave us this little i'm better than u stop stalking me little smile and said yea under his breath while he was turning away.
Well sorry MR.ROBB we're not the ones with the MSN name that say Mr. Robb is So Hot so get off our fucking backs!!!!

OMG i'am in the deepest SHIT ever!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW in a persons life can things like this ever happen???? why why why would he say that!!!! now is the time in a persons life when the either need to kill themselves or more OUT OF THE COUNTRY!!!!!! I'Am SOOOOOO Humilliated!!!

wow paul was here, so of course lik the giddy little out of hand crushers we are are we went aound following him. It was TRES funny. hahaha. School sucks we did absolutley nothing today in science but make a poster of mitosis. How excitng! Fishbait is soo yummy, i'm finally coming to my sences and realizing. Hopefully mr.monteith leaves like RIGHT NOW so that we have a stupid substittute, i'm actually starting to like mr.monteith but i don't want to do work :(

who u gonna call... Comb busters. hehehe. i need to go shopping, christmas shopping that is, so far i need to get things for krystal, ebbie, kylie and amanda. In math i did jack shit and now i feel REALLY behind, mainly because i don't get it at ALL! then at lunch i had spam and it's soooo boring and a total waste of a lunch. In english we watched shrek and got our stories back. I didn't do a really good job on my story, but thats because i had so many little punctuation marks and what not, so that sucks. Krystals however was so good that Mr. Robb wanted to publish it, adult subject matter and all.

The play last night was REALLY good, i want to see it over and over again.It was about a bus, my favorite!! Gutterboy or fishbait wasn't there, but gutterboys really loserish brother was. If i clean the house today i get to dye my hair yay!!! i'm gonna dye it Auburn and if my diet works that i'm on i'll be 20 pounds lighter in no time. i'm only going on a diet because in the last 2 years i've gained 20 pounds and really it's not that healthy cause i havn't grown any, so i'm losing it!! Besides that i'm not doing anything today besides house work and its extreamly boring.

yay i get to go to the number 14 right now, or soon. Nobody wanted to rent Amelie last night so now i'm all mad at them. It not fair, we only get to watch whatever my stupid little sister wants to so we ended up getting The Rookie, which was horrible and boring. Today we went to enderby and armstrong to look at christmas stores and let me tell u it was the funest thing i ever did, especially since my dad has some sort of case of male PMS.

I took the bus to work today and that was basically All of the excitment!! Then we went to pizza hut for supper.

Tonight i went to kylies and we watched the brave little toaster, then we went to the hockey game. it was fun, except gutterboy wasn't there. I found out gutterboys e-mail address today, and so then i read his profile. Honestly i don't think we have anything in common. He seems like he has NO personality! Now i know know why Alana (his beaner ex girlfriend) was laughing at the fact that i like him. Fish bait talked to us today, when we were getting our tickets in the office at lunch he just incorporated himself into our conversation, then i said Hi to him aftre school and he also waved at us when he was driving with homewrecker. At least he was thinking of us and not her at the time. hehehe

i had to wake up today at 6 it wasn't fun, i had to have a shower cause my hair was soo ugly. It so cold in the morning, why can't it be summer? Today we get to mis most of english to watch a rememberance day assembley, that should be fun!

well i suppose i'm going to kylies today but i don't want to sleep over. today was fun except for after school when i saw him and jessie walking and talking together. hehe i have anouther homewrecker to add to the list mwhahaha. I suppose it was fun, then after school me and krystal were walking in the hall and i told fishbait that i had a flat nutrigrain bar and he told me that that was horrible, he's so funny. hehe krystal i pity u. How many times do i have to tell you homewrecker, you have to walk on the side not in front!!! Our school smelt really bad all day, it was torture!

wow how i LOVE pleasent surprises!!! last night at my sisters band concert at my school gutterboy was there it was SOOOO lovely! He played, that was very nice. but i didn't talk to him. hehe maybe i can today.

yay for walking home!! i'm so cold i feel like putting on fifty layers of clothes and drinking hot chocolate. grrr i passed up the greatest opportunity to talk to him(even though i have no idea what i'd say) but still after school he was there all by himself and i could've talked to him!!!! I'm going to a play on sunday i'm so excited. even though i have no idea whats its about it's called the number 14. Glove fights are fun hehehehe especially when fishbait was watching mwahahahaha!!! i think i'm getting sick, my nose is runny heheh i'm sure you didn't need to know that though!

everyone thinks that my brother stinks, like a yellow piece of cheese, but me i say that he's ok, just as long as theres a breeze- DW
obviously i was watching Arthur this morning.

wow chantelle emery went out with gutterboy, hmm that would explain alot.she told me she and him went to the fair together and i saw him there with anouther girl. heheh besides that my day was fun, just the usual and then after school me krystal and phil recycled all the pop cans. But we also saw fishbait carry homewreckers books for her ugh!! how dare he! We also had spam today at lunch and anouther meeting on friday, i hate it, it's sooooooo exteamly boring and he won't let us leave whenever we want to so it's a total waste of my precious lunch hour. wave could be playing at our school if we collect the most cans for the food drive. I'm sure excited about that!! (not)

(sniff) guess what i found out:( Tom Wellings married, yes i know girls it's sad, but it's the truth, we are going to have to move on (sniff)

yay it's alexei yagudin season again heheh i'm so happy!! i can watch him skate again, even though i missed him today cause i turned to the channel to slow but i think he didn't skate anyway. Today we went to the store in the morning and as i was waiting in the car gutter boy drove past hehehe:) and then we went to dennys for brunch and then came back to the store and i had to pick up garbage. talk about being cruel and mean!!! then it was pretty boring after that, we never do anything on sundays.

Today i got to walk with linnea from Kal all the way to her house. Don't i feel lucky!!! I was going to kylies house and she was coming back from the volleyball games and so of course i'm even still surprised she came up and started talking to me. At kylies we watched james bond even though it wasn't my favorite james bond movie we still watched it. it was tomorrow never dies. Now i'm watching The world is not enough. That one is my favorite!! Then we had supper and went to church.

new favorite song at the moment: your body is a wonderland by john mayor

The mall was umm fun and i got liquid eyeliner, pink mascara and a journal because mines running out. We also sang the other goldfish jingle for our tribe of cannibals. Heres our jingle for humans/ wrote a song for humans/ the tasty snack that smiles back untill you bite they're heads off/ you know they're made with real cheese these backed and not fried humans/ the snack that smiles back humans/ All in humor of course, it's not like we're actually cannibals it's the little stick men! It was a pretty normal friday, very pink if you know what i mean and not like the rest which is good, very good!!! We got to watch the volleyball game during english but mr. robb would not let us leave because he's MEAN!!!! i would have rather been on the computers or reading for that matter than to watch stupid girls play stupid volleyball.

Thank god it's friday, it's actually benn a really good day. Unlike MOST fridays, i get to go to the mall!! I have candy and alot actually cause we only were out for an hour and a half. YUM. today in math it was funny, i couldn't stop laughing and it's a really weird feeling when you get the giggles becasue no matter what you do YOU CAN'T STOP!! so i'm sitting there in math and i just can't stop laughing no matter how hard i try. it doesn't help that i have the stupidest laugh ever but it's as good thing it wasn't loud so that i'd have the whole class looking at me!!

I love humans cause they're soo delicious, gone humanishing. hehehe math rocks. Yesterdya was soooo fun, we of course had a fire drill AT LUNCh so i was freezing my ass off. then me and ebbie decided to go to our schools lame ass haunted house. but yea it was fun. My parent never took me to the one in lumby which i'm still upset over!!! Then we went to ebbies after school and went trick or treating. Right now i'am sooooo tired!! i want sleep, but i'm going to the mall with ebbie after school cause i'm not allowed to go to swimfan and the bangersisters cause my parents are stuck up snobs who won't let me have any fun. WOO HOO the mall!! I'm in the computer lab at school right now because mr yamaoka is our substitute in art so i can do whatever i want!! heheh i love it when mr. monteith leaves. I hope he never comes back mwahahahaha.

Anouther day of e-fair yum!!!! but of course guess who i saw going to dayleys booth yes of course it was gutterboy hahaha. but i got krystals chinese food and perogies it was all good! it feels like friday and i decided that i'm gonna become madonna for halloween, hehehe and so i'm going to ebbies after school tomorrow and ooo hopefully we can go to the haunted house tonight in lumby, hurray for halloween spirit. I misses my halloween cartoons last week so my parents have to make it up to me somehow!!

It seems like everybody had e-fair today so i just hung out with caitlin, christina and jen all day. In my science class there was only 4 people in it and i was the only girl(how lucky do i feel) it would have been better if it was some other guys or hehehe just me and gutterboy ahh that would be nice. So we ended up watching osmosis jones which i've seen five times and a little bit of Mr deeds. It would have been better if i just would've stayed home and slept then i could at least work on my science projects thats due on friday. We have to make a model of a cell!!! then art wasnt that bad we learned how to draw lines lol. It was Really interesting. But it kinda makes me want to become a graphic artist like Mr kaneda told me i should, but i'm not going to.

pretty normal day! nothing really happened.
To Ebbie: sorry i couldn't get your blog all pretty :)

I�m finding it hard to write EXACTLY what I�m feeling. Like right now. I found out gutterboy likes Dayley. He was going to ask her out but she had a boyfriend (Tyler I�m guessing) even if she is incredibly cute and skinny, it�s to a point where it's really annoying. Maybe it's just jealousy speaking, maybe he likes her just because she's into musical theatre and stuff like that. So am I, I just don�t take all those lessons like she does. I feel really incomparable now and not interesting, BORING! Shannon said she would introduce me to him on Monday but I�m not sure if I even want to talk to him.

So I�m here and I�m totally bored, just the way it should be for boring me. It�s true I have a total lack of self-confidence and self esteem.

Bay leafs- I change but in death

Now I have to go and write my short story, which I can tell you right now, is NOT going to be fun!! Hehe but then again I can grafitisize our diagram more. Mwhahahahahaha

I had to work this weekend which wasn't fun but thriftys was having this awsome sale so i got pants and a shirt for only $30 so i decided to throw in anouther shirt because i couldn't decide on the color. It would have costed me at least a houndred dollars but sales rock!!! thats about all thats exciting, i hate working and now my parents are making me clean the house!! At the store me and my sister ran around the stores putting kick me signs on each others back, i started it and she went around for at least 10 min with a sign on her back.

I have a big craving for Hot apple cider right now, the stuff i used to get at christmas concerts in medicine hat. I have no idea what my problem is, it most likely started when i was a child, in fact i know it started when i was a child. Now i can't do ANYTHING!! Thats what happens when you have an over-active imagination and HIGH standards.

I was supposed to be at the mall RIGHT NOW but krystal didn't have her purse and blah blah blah. Shannon lied to me today, she said she was going to talk to gutterboy about something to do with Amber and i told her i wanted to go to to, cause that could have been a golden opportunity to "befriend him" but no she didn't and therefor i didn't talk to him either!! life sucks!! anyways i'm sooo glad i have tomorrow off, then i won't have to think about him and i can sleep. mmm sleep is good, since my eye has been strangely twitching because of my lack of sleep. I was home early roday after school, not only because of the whole mall thing but gutterboy left so i really had no reason to stay.

I have a head ache and as i was walking home i noticed that the pig had piglets as well. and there wern't just 2 or 3 of them there was like dozens of them. I'm gonna be a rock star when i'm older and seeing as how krystals gonna become a underwear designer i'm gonna wear her underwear and promote it and she's gonna sponsor me, it's gonna be awsome. I drew more on the table today in math, it was fun because we didn't do anything because mr. monteith (my art teacher) was our TOC (hehe Tribe Of Cannibals) and he just sat there while we talked the whole time. He's not a very good teacher, in math he doesn't make us do anything (which is kinda a good thing) but in art he won't let us run to our locker because we have things to do!! This time when i drew on the table, i put do not erase my drawing and write back, so hopefully gutterboy will. I love my straight hair, i wish it stayed like this forever!!

i'm VERY bad at small talk indeed! i hate it

well boring day again, and anouther day of sulking over what i'll never be able to have. Krystal says i should befriend him and then i'll have a chance with him. HAHAHA how the hell do i befriend him?? uh i wish it were simpler!! anyways i have a ton of homework and no money. hehe caus i want to go to zellers and buy some underoos batman ones of course for halloween. I realized that i live beside farm animals!! i was walking home and then there's this pig that lives in a field on th way to my house. and it just sat there snorting at me, it wasn't a very nice pig!! My grandma thinks i'm in love with pigs. Last year i totally embarrased her in front of Don and Patti cause she told them that i won't eat bacon or ham becasue i watch the movie babe then she's like isn't that right. and i strictly said NO. So of course this summer when she was here she asked me about it she said so how come you like pork and you won't eat bacon or ham. I almost said get over it woman she knew i embarrased her and she won't give it up. Geez grandmothers can be such pains sometimes!! But one time when i could actually stand her for a long period of time we were at boston pizza and she was telling me her whole life story about how she was closer to her mother in law than her actual mother and then it was kinda weird cause just then gutterboys mom walked by!!

Wow how not interesting my days are!! we had mr. pedifile again as a substitute in science (the same dude that told us that rats can't vomit) and i swear that man has a passion for trivia and random knows statistics and facts that you don't really want to care about knowing. He gave us the origin of the word shit. That explains enough i think. And besides that, insides jokes in english and math are fun, especially drawing on the table in math. (even if gutterboy can see it doesn't really matter, he'll think i'm a loser lol)

I slept over at kylies last night and we woke up this morning at 9 to go to church. Then after that we went to see her horses at the stables and i got yelled at by the lady that owns the place or something, so now i don't like that woman, she thinks she's a know it all and better than me, ha whatever.

This morning i was wokin' up at about 9 or 9:30 because jill slept over and was hitting me with my bra, it was super fun i can tell you that! Then we went for a walk and since there was a football game going on at my schoo we decided to watch since jill loves football. Shannon and Amber were there as well so we hung out with them. And i actually found out his birthday (and lot more) hehe it was fun. Tonight i'm going to the hockey game with Kylie again, and hopefully gutterboy will be there since i'm straightining my hair after i do this and it's gonna be so purdy.

hehe i'm in love with the ketchup song, it's so cool. i've realized that the only way i can posibly get him to notice me is to perhaps become somebody else "like him" well then i though why. i'am so not gonna let myself change over some STUPID guy. i'm better than that i hope!! whatever i'm just gonna forget it! i get to go to zellers tonight. I figured that i'm gonna become batman for halloween. It's gonna be soo much fun. Just the girls night out.

Right now i'm really depressed cause i know gutterboy has no idea who i'am and he probably never will even care!!! But after school today me and Krystal recycled all the pop cans and bottles for SPAM and i can tell you it was NOT fun!! But gutterboy was there as well after school, but he never saw me i think. I should just give up on him and get over it. It would save me ALOT of pain and heartbreak that i set myself up for. This weekend is gonna be so boring since i ad to use my allowance money to repay Krystal for the play and stuff, so i have no money to do anything. Jills over right now and she is SOO annoying, i almost want to go upstairs and smother her to death. hehehe

OMG this is so exciting i actually know what to do with this blog thing know. Notice that i made a lyrics page and soon there is going to be an about me page and so on and so on. This is Tres exciting.

I seriosly feel the need to blog right now since i'am suffering from a vast amount of head trama that i DO NOT want to write about. But i will write about my day it was pretty interesting. During math me and Krystal made a diagram on the table of us killing homewrecker and hitler (code names for girls that like the guys we do) and it was super funny and not only that but since it was on the table gutter boy (code name for guy i like) will see it since coincidently we sit at the same spot in that math class. I also asked jessica to find out what day his birthday is on just to see if i really am older than him, but if i'am it wouldn't be by much so it wouldn't be that bad. Unlike hitler whois two years older than him. Mwahahaha. Then in science we got to watch this superbly disturbing video about not drinking and driving and it was super gross they actually show you images and video's and i can't really explain it, because it was just so detailed and stuff. After school we were kinda waiting for fishbait even though we noticed that *gasp* his bike wasn't there but we would at least see him get a ride with somebody, so we waited and he came out with homewrecker in his car (i think) and he opened the door for her and it wasn't a very happy moment thats for sure.
I got my YM yesterday and i got kelly on the cover and not ugly justin so i'm happy and i also went to the mall and i got a white shirt to put underneath tshirts and the Rolling Stones music edition with shakira on the cover. I'm soo poor i thought i had at least 30 dollars but after i bought my shirt which only costed 15 i had no money left so now i owe Krystal 12 dollars for my magazine and the play (which was about a dog!) it was kinda stupid.

Hey i'm at school and it's fun. I'm leaving to go to the mall in about an hour yeah and then we get to go to wendeys and then a play called Sylvia. AND MY PARENT ARE ACTUALLY LETTING ME GO. which is a very odd thing because they were a little if'y about even letting me go to the mall today. yah!! hopefully it will be fun because i have no money for the mall and i'm not really dressed for a PLAY. P.S skipping is fun cause thats what i'm doing since i'm in the lab right now and not the Art classroom. hehe);">

Well it was a rather nice time when i'm home by myself

Uh well it was a boring day so far. Kinda a bummer though because fishbait doesn't ride his bike to school anymore, so we won't get to see him bend over anymore. Future shop isn't as exciting as the one in Medicine Hat, i thought it would be great or just as good but it isn't. Nothing here is as good as the one in Medicine Hat. Medicine Hat has so much more than here anyway. I want to go back!! Anjulie made me read her story today and it's really good, but it makes me want to rip it up:();">

Well it wasn't avery exciting day thats for sure, it was basically a typical Sunday type day even though it's Monday. I did however get my homework finished and i have a math quiz tomorrow (crap) i hate math. We went to future shop, but there's nothing there anyway. And i forgot to lokk at the halloween stuff from my store.I still don't know what to be since i did decide that i'am going to go out and get candy even if it makes me fat. I'll limit myself.

My dumb cat just had to wake me up this morning Grr!! yesterday we didn't do much, but at 4 we went to the "pumpkin patch" and got pumpkins (obviously). Me and my sister also got these little ones which we drew faces on and named. My pumpkin was mohammed and Amanda had about four which she named Angela, sasha and then we also had a hermapherdite (i don't know how to spell it) pumpkin in which we named James. it was the highlight of the day, well besides getting ot eat turkey.

Since it is Thanksgiving Weekend i'm gonna list the things i'am thankful for:
-Having Monday off
-Cozy blankets
-Good hair days
-Good days altogether

Guess what i learned on Friday, prejudism is not a word and symbolization is. . Rat can't vomit (i learned that as well) And my crush is younger than me! even though he's a grade above me he's two years younger than every one in his grade. That kinda works cause i'm one year younger than everyone in my grade, but i'm born in February and im guessing he's not. So this Sucks. Kylies was fun, but Tuck Everlasting isn't playing in our stupid theatre so we went to the hockey game with Jessica and Jessica's the one who told me that he was younger than me(and her friend also likes him grr) Then we stayed up till 2 (which is really late for me) watching girl movies and giving each other manicures it even got so girly that we put on mud masks (pretty scary, i know). Then today we went exploring and found this neat area where there are native dugout pits and it's really interesting but we didn't make a discovery or anything because people had already been there before.

Well survivors on and i'm bored as hell. Tomorow i get to go see tuck everlasting with kylie and then sleep over at her house after. That should be fun. But i wanted to go to the Football game with Ebbie tomorrow but she's leaving for vancouver which isn't fair. The Rooney c.d that she burned me today is actually pretty good. O no i'm slowly joining her Rooney cult. lol. I have to go pack. Bye