Dear Jude Law

please everyone cross ALL your fingers and pray that i dont have to go to school on monday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

ahhhh........... patio furniture

I can't believe Mr stupid head felis could ever be SOOOO mean. After kicking me out of the classroom when i wasn't even finished my math test guess what score i got on the stupid thing, lets just say it wasnt as high as a pass........ My days have been kinda bad this week because of that. Not only that but my parents say i MUST get a 75% OR ELSE something bad will really happen to me, i cant tell you what though cause if i say it, it may happen.
I went to the dance yesterday. It was pretty fun for having not to much people there. I danced with a bunch of different people. ANd OMG josh parks was ALL over the place and he almost killed me, THAT part was the most non fun. the rest was good.
TOday was an ok day, im boggled down with unhappy emotions but when i place those to the side then in all aspects i had a good day. English was the best, the substitute just left us all to go to the library but me and krystal went outside as did some of our class, even though i kinda did want to hand in my WONDERFUL screenplay and read everyone else's.
And in socials i did pretty good on the test we had on wednesday. I got 82%

This may be important, but ill leave that up to you to decide

I guess its fucking final then, my dad has a job and the house is as good as sold. Im moving and frankly at this point i couldn't care less cause im so fucking tired of these people (with the exception of a FEW) that its insane. It's true like Donnie Darko said, we all do die alone. Right now i would enjoy dieing and getting away from people trying to feed me bullshit lies!! All they care about is thier own fucked up lives. Im not saying that brooks or wherever the hell i'll end up is better. I already know its not! Nothings ever better, its all equally bad! I just wish i knew how everything would turn out at the end of next year. In fact while we're at it, why cant i see what'll happen tomorrow who will bullshit me then, or even better, dissapoint me. They're all fuckers.
I already know i hate brooks i was there once for 10 minutes and it gave me wierd vibes like i was in the worst place in the world. Lets just say right now i hate everything, EVERYTHING!! The next four months are gonna be the worst of my life.

Im not going to tell kylie any of this though. Im just gonna leave without saying a word. Ive always wanted to do that to someone. At least i'll have SOME fun.

intoxicating blend of shadow, light and colour

WOW i got up at 7 this morning and spent 4 hours there only to make a grand total of $8, we actually made $25.50 but we had to split it about 3 ways. So i guess instead of saving it all im gonna go buy something with it. I need makeup so maybe thats what ill buy. Im soo incredibly tired, i didnt get a good sleep at all. While i was at the garage sale though, i came up with a brilliant plan, mwhaha I dont know if krystal will like my idea though, i was thinking that since we ARE going to the lantern festival, on thursdays at lunch we could join the art club AGAIN and make lanterns, instead of making them in my basement like i was planning to at the end of May, cause thats when nitch said she makes hers or something like that. Mr. Monteith has all the supplies and i think it would be so much fun! We could start making them now and then hopefully be finished by the end of June!! I wonder if they have the countdown yet. hehehehe

Today wasnt really good for much, i couldnt go outside and tan cause it was a little to cold, but only by a bit. So i read, first i read the 20 pages of Catcher in the Rye that we had to, then i read another book that i had already read too. Now im on here and as you can see TOTALLY re-did my template.

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Krystal gives me a tumor. a MAJOR tumor!!!!! I went to the library today and got books and then went to the gym with krystal, after that we went to the mall so she could buy a shirt for the dance, since we decided that we're going. It gonna be fun. Ebbie you should go too!!!!!!! And i get to wear kathy's clothes!!
Im actually starting to watch freddy vs jason after having it for about 5 days.
Lorels actually having her garage sale this weekend so thats what i get to do on saturday. haha and if krystals not working then we're gonna make cupcakes and hold a bake sale as well!!! hurray! Hopefully i get a lot of money, or at least $100 because that would be nice.
Today in english it was sooo much fun how me and krystal were soooo exluding kylie from our conversation first we were talking about the lantern festival and bragging to her how were going, and kathy might come and blah blah, and then all the times we've had with mr.robb and nitch (i miss them!!!!) And then when i said i was gonna go see mean girls with my sister she pulled a cc sigh, like " oh feel sorry for me cause no one likes me and wants to go with me" It was almost a cheesecake moment, oh how i love those.

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Whirly girl

Today of course is fishbaits birthday....... and hitlers, but i care more about mr. robb!!! We were gonna have a moment of silence in the place we always waited for him last year just to perserve the memories of him, but we kinda forgot. So we had a semi moment of silence on the stairstepper, and then lets get physical came on............ OMG!!! but that reminds me of last years english class too, so its all good. We were an hour late getting to the gym and meeting the cc there, mwahaha We went to ebbies house and ate english muffins instead and they were goooooooooooood!! I also think i ate WAY too much candy today!! And i still need to do my homeworky, ugh i dont really want to. I should also probably fix my stupid alarm clock, its not good to set it an hour too late.
P.S. we also started a fucker club, so hello fellow fuckers, how are you today, er, tonight??!!! haha

You and I in a little toy shop, buy a bag of ballons with the money we got

Today was super busy. After school me and krystal went to the wholesale club because we needed to buy food for goodie day tomorrow. We decided not to hop on the frickin stupid tim bit bandwagon and we were cool and got five cent candies instead. People are so cheap these days that it almost makes me want to cry!! Then we went back to my house and made them all pretty and filled ours up with the most, cause we're the best!!! And even though peanut oil seemed pretty tempting.......................... we didnt do anything bad to them.. mwhahahahha Then we went to the gym and kinda died there, and then came back home. People were over too looking at the house. They're stupid because they kinda want to buy it.

Tomorrow i will need to watch freddy vs jason, i borrowed it from jason today..... hehe i want to go to grad with him this year, then i can buy a dress and all that and it would be so much fun.

Sunday Morning rain is falling

I havnt come up with an idea for my screenplay yet, i hate having to come up with ideas!! This weekend was kinda boring. All saturday i did basically nothing because i was home alone. I started to watch amelie, but then i went over to kylies. We went to church and then watched underworld. Today i went to the gym by myself and it was soo much fun. We also went to an open house, and that was kinda boring. Amanda wants to come sometime with us to the gym this week.

67 more days until the end of school including weekends, i know this because i started using my handy dandy agendy booky again today................

Turning Japanese

Its really strange when you wake up from a dream in the middle of the night and your laughing. And then when you try to remember your dream you cant. I remembered last night though, and there was actually a reason why i was laughing, but now i cant remember. O well. I've been having wierd dreams lately, and then im kinda half concious too so i wake up at 2, go nack to sleep, have another totally different dream, then wake up at 4 and go back to sleep and have another dream. Thats been happening all this week. Its weird. But then i wake up at 6, do whatever and then have a nap from 7-8 cause im a loser and dont like to sleep until 7, but unfourtunatly i did this morning and it kinda screwed me over a bit. My mornings need routine!!! And my dad thinks i need more sleep because ive been getting up and then having a nap.
Tomorrow we're not going to do the garage sale any more because the newspaper forgot to put lorels ad in the paper, imagine that! So now i get to sleep in, and keep the henna in my hair longer. I plan on sleeping with it in. I need to go shopping for more conditioner.....
I also tryed making tatoos on myself with the henna, but they didnt turn out to dark, but i have a orange star on my arm now, and its cool, but not as dark as i hoped it would be.
As for today, i was kinda dreading it yesterday and today, but it wasnt that bad, all except the math test of course, but thats a whole other issue i have to worry about. I went to kylies house for lunch again for the third day in a row and had the garlic bread thats to die for. English i got to be the marker and mark everyone in our groups projects, that wasnt very fun. Then in socials, it was the best, we didnt do anything and he actually let us watch twak.

Slipping down a slide, i did enjoy the ride

EAK i have a math test to do tomorrow and im soooo not looking forward to it. I did well on the review today too, but no matter how hard i try i can never seem to get higher than 70% on those stupid evil tests. It sucks!!!! Today wasnt all that bad though, cause after math was over with we went to kylie house again for lunch today. The garlic toast that krystal makes is almost to die for, lol. Its really good!!!! During english we got to watch the acting 11/12 plays. They were good, "jacques" was quite the character. lol That lasted over the time that school was supposed to be over, o well.
I used "kathy's" gym pass today when i went with the cc and krystal. hehehe little does she know it was actually MINE, mwahahahha I ripped pages out of the magazines there, this gym pass really is nice!!!

come and take a walk with me if your feeling dangerous....

OK.... hmm where should i start. Today was an alright day, its only the first day of school this week and i cant wait until the weekend again. But i guess thats how it always goes, cause who really likes school. I used to when Mr. Robb was still there, but not anymore :( P.S. Ebbie bring the nailpolishes to school for me tomorrow. haha i feel a creative vibe coming on and i might do my nails all rainbow or something. It gives me something to do. Im not allowed going driving tonight since my dad has to watch the hockey game, i guess i will to then.
I went to the librbary for an hour today with my sister and she got this funny little book, its a get to know you book with a bunch of funny questions in it. And some time we're gonna ask each other the questions, cause we have nothing better to do. I wanted to go to the gym, but dad didnt want to drive me again, hes still to busy trying to figure out my math, which gets annoying. Lately now that ive told them that i have about 68% they are forcing me to "go ask your teacher" "go get help" "find soemone who knows what they are doing and get them to help you" THey even said that if i dont raise my mark then i get to go to summer school!!! gee i really cant wait for that. I almost die everyday going to that class and im counting down the days until summer, and they want me to do more math over summer!!!?? Crazy!

Im glad kylie doesnt read this, and i hope she doesnt in the near future, because i like talking about her. Its just so much fun to bitch about people!! Today she wanted to see the ladykillers, so she started jumping up and down and up and down. and now i think my eyesight has gone buggery. It was just NOT a nice site at all!!! At least i didnt spend enough time with her today so that she got on my nerves incredibly, even though the site of her kinda makes me feel like running in the other direction, but thats normal for everyone.

EAK!!! stupid frankenstein project is due on thursday :( man, i hate english projects!! But i cant wait until we read Catcher in the Rye because thats a good book and i feel like reading it again some time soon.

I was Bound for Mexico

Today is the last day of easter break and its tragic, i feel like im gonna die if i have to go back to school tomorrow!!!

Quod me nutrit, me destruit

After all this week telling my parents "DO NOT GIVE ME CHOCOLATE FOR EASTER" what do they get me? a hell of a lot of chocolate because it was all on sale at zellers. SO now i have an excess of chocolate that should last me the rest of the year, but knowing me, it will only last 2 days... at least now i have a gym membership. My parents were also nice and gave me $30 because they knew that i really wanted the maroon 5 cd for easter. So yay now i get to buy that and have money left over, mwhahaha i love holidays!! Tonight my aunt will probably get me something too, she always does. But its nothing big, its only socks or little things like that.
Today i have to clean the house and then leave, cause people are stupid and want to look at our house on easter. My parents know the people though, they're the owners of Joey's Only Restaurant.
Tonight i have a big supper to look forward to.

So much for quick thinking

Sometimes situations are soooooooo extreamly ironic that you cant help but die on the spot. Not literally of course though, because then people would look at you funny................... and that probably wouldnt be the greatest

YAY easter, and no school

I havn't drove in while........ and i kinda want to again soon. But tonight i get to color easter eggs!!! Yesterday was quite fun..... lol I went to boston pizza with krystal and mike and we met kathy there along with about 5 other guys and kathy's friend erin. I also got to see "melanie" hehehehehe what a pretty girl. then after boston pizza and my very yummy pizza (you made a yummy noise) we went to blockbuster and spent FOREVER deciding on a movie because we wanted to get Dirty Pretty things but noooooooooooooooooooooooo stupid mike didnt want to see that. So an hour later we got Gothika. Then went back to his house. Hes such a odd perverted kid. but hes funny.

And i see you standing there, wanting more from me

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..........................ok sorry i just had to let that out online. It was caused by ebbies msn name and the top part of her blog "sometimes i doubt your commitment to sparkle motion." ..........................................
Right now im soooo extreamly full of energy from being at the gym and having a great workout on a free membership :) but at the same time im sooooooooo tired. I was almost practically falling asleep while watching the video in socials but then i thought to myself i better not do that or else mr.winston will think im literally psychotic. So i kept myself up even though it was a super hard thing to do. It was also goody day today in socials and we had tim bits again. I wonder what we had last week mwhahaha
Since i was so tired i came home at lunch and had coffee, and of course a hard boiled egg.
The biology test was easy. I have yet to do my socials, but im not going to, cause as soon as im done typing this, im going to bed.
Yesterday i drove for the first time and now that i think about it, it really wasnt all that bad. ALthough i did almost kill us, U-turns are not the best thing to do on your first time learning to drive, lol It was kinda scary, but i wanna go again tomorrow.

I could tell from the minute I woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day

Monday's almost over and i already feel like dieing from stress overload. Stupid mr winston assigned us questions about the treaty of versailles ALONG with the huge major thing we already had to do. It sucks!!! We had Sex Ed today and it was sooo much fun!!! of course it was all the same stuff that they've been telling us for the last 4 years, but it was better than regular bio. During english me and krystal also stole magazines out of the library, hehehehehe. I forgot it in my locker though.... whats the use in that? I doubt im going to be going driving today too. o well........
GUESS WHAT i got a gym membership now!!!!!!!! Kathy had one but barely used it so she gave it to me and now im super happy!!!! It expires in june so i have a long time to use it!!! We will go every single day, starting either tonight or tomorrow!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was friday and i love fridays... all except for the socials test, but i well. After school krystal came over and we started to watch Talk to her, but then left early to go out to supper. We went to wendy's and it was gooooooooood. Then after that we came back to my house, and went for a small walk........ then off to the cc's house. It was alright i guess except for the fact that she was there. We watched Donnie Darko again. Then we all wanted to go on the tramp except for her. We started bugging her that there were murders driving by in a van, and shes such a cow, she got all freaked out. So ebbie, krystal, kristen and myself went outside and jumped on the tramp while she stayed inside playing game cube......... what a loser. Then when we asked her to come out she said "no thank you" and slammed the door.
Mwhahha we snuck around the back of her house too, and i made clawing noises at the back door, to make her think there was a murderer trying to come it.
Me and krystal then came back to my house and finished watching Talk to her.
As for today, i get to go to the mall with amanda wanda, and then hopefully hopefully go driving tonight sometime.

This week has being really stressful and just downright bad.... Monday wasnt so bad. But on tuesday, after me and krystal went out to get sushi and icecream, we came back to find no parking, so we skipped and went to my house to watch run lola run. Which was a good movie. Then we drove around, and went to ebenezers and the mall. It was a depressing day though, dont know why. I had a math test today, i dont want to say if i did good or not though, cause i always end up jinxing myself. Like the bio test that we got back, i thought i did good......... but i didnt really. This year my grades just seem to suck!! Socials test tomorrow..... not looking forward to that one either since he didnt teach us anything about what we are supposed to know. But then tomorrow is friday and that makes me sooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy, i like the weekend. I get to go driving, and to the health food store!!!!!!!!!! My dad also made me start taking calcium pills yesterday because "i dont get enough calcium" but theyre not that bad.