Im surprised how well this monday kinda flowed for me. It was nice. I got math done first thing in the morning and then it all went up hill from there. The bio test wasnt that bad, but it wasnt all that great either. I kinda made up stuff on the questions, or just wrote whatever. Spam was a waste of time today, we didnt do anything and had some guy come and talk to us while we just sat there uninterested. During break me and k ran home to get bear and cookies again. And i got crackers. After school I watched Donnie Darko and it is such a GOOD movie!!!! hopefully i have no homework tomorrow so i can see Run Lola Run. Anyone can come over and watch it with me if they like.

Im waiting for krystal to stop talking to her boyfriend so we can watch pulp fiction. So while i am waiting i may as well update. Friday was a good day kinda, except for me being sick and all. I got to miss school which was a really good thing since i really needed it!! Then at around 4 or so K called and asked if i wanted to go to a subway and a movie night, and of course HOW could i resist. We saw The Butterfly effect and it was a really good movie. Today i worked long and hard. I hope after all this i get to go to Victoria!! I was bugging my mom today about what my lantern should be when i start making it in late may. Nitch will probably be down at some shop doing hers as well. I kinda hope i do see her there.
K came over tonight and we went to Rogers video by A&W, and then over to the one near safeway, only to discover that my dad is the only one who can rent movies. Im gonna beat him when he gets back on tuesday....... So then we drove back to the one by A&W and rented movies under Kathy's name. We got 6 movies total, Donnie Darko, Run Lola Run, The Hours, Pulp Fiction, Chicago and Talk to her. We already watched The Hours and it was really good.
I broke out the fruit dehydrator today too, and then dried apples and bananas cause thats all we had in the house. I already tried some too and its sooooo good!!! My new favorite snack since now i am officially swearing off junk food. Im sure it'll last a long time...................

Today didnt start off all the best, i have a cold and i think it might start turning into a fever in the next couple of days.......... ahhhhh i NEED honey. O yea that reminds me, guess who came to school this morning with tea, the CC!! what a cow, just because me and krystal did that once does not mean that its your thing too!!! god people annoy me sometimes, well just her in particular.
In the morning we went to a band concert and Mr. Fehr started asking my advice as to how he can improve the class, and make it funner. Last time he asked me that he said that he would buy me a pie if i gave him a good suggestion. Hmmmmmm.......
I went over to kylies house for lunch today too, and she ate practically the whole house and then kinda had a huffy when i didnt want any tortellini.
Math sucked..... thats a given.
Then after school i went to go get my L. Dan Bender was there getting his L too, but he didnt pass. I DID THOUGH!!!!!!!!!!! one more question and $15 more dollars would have gone down the drain. I got exactly 80%!!! I was soooo extreamly happy. Then i went to the library. And we got burger king for supper, to celebrate. AKA an excuse to eat gross food, lol

right now i am soo extreamly happy that the stupid Of mice and men project is over!!! Mr. fehr even said that my topic made him think, im not saying i did a good job or anything though.. haha.
Stupid lady at the stupid Access Center, i went there today to get my L, but she said i need primary AND secondary ID, i brought my photo ID, what else do you need!!?? She needed my birth certifacate this time too..... which is a little odd. So i didnt end up getting my L today, or even getting the chance to fail it again. But overall it was a good day, i just hope that sometime soon my mark in math rises. Im now sitting at a c!!!!! thats not good!

OMG!!! *sympathetic sigh* i think i just heard the worst thing in the world!! Sian and Jono broke up. Darn i think i will miss all the gross sucking face in the hall way, and the whoriness and the way they always used to "make up" and EVERYTHING. It almost makes me want to cry!!!! HAHA...................................HA YEA RIGHT, thats probably the only good thing that has happened so far today. it also says on her profile 13 breakups and counting, hmmmmmmmmmmm wonder why????
So anyways i had a pretty bad day. The mondays after spring break probably arnt the best for anyone though, especially me. My english project that i thought i had saved TWICE did not save, so i have to type it out yet again tonight. But o well i dont really have to do it. I didnt get my L today either, im not going today cause my dad has somekind of appointment. I did the poster though, which still looks like crap, ahhhhhhhh i love school!!!

"Fiber Rap"
[Sing this in the shower every day]

Fiber is cool
Fiber is cute
Fiber's in oat-bran and all kinds of fruit
Fiber is East Coast
Fiber is West
Out on the streets Man, fiber's the best
So eat up yo peas!
Eat up yo beans!
Whether you're 80 or still in your teens

I STILL have not done all my homework, wow i suck!!!! I started first thing this morning, and then we went out. First we went to the library, and i got more books. Which reminds me, IM TAKING MY L TOMORROW!!! so i guess ill be reading the book all tonight!! Then we went to that new store where SAAN used to be, its called the red apple. I swear all of vernon was at that store. They have pretty good stuff there though. I bought pajamas with my sisters money, i made her buy them for me :) I wanted sheep ones like the ones i had before but i got some with monkeys on them. From there we went to London drugs, and the guy at the till sounded like Josh, but my mother said he was very girly, haha. Then to the mall. I wish i had money, cause there is sooo much new/nice stuff there that i want to buy!!

Next time i see krystal.................... there will be a group beating!!!! ALL week we couldnt have a movie night because of her off to see her boy toy, mwhahaha so we are quite dissapointed and its all your fault. Friday i did absolutely nothing, except for playing Jeopardy, which we got from a cereal box. Then today i had to work. Mark came and visited today, and hes mean!!! Especially when he attacked me with styrophoam and a PLASTIC KNIFE and then tried to make me it them. I also went to canadian tire and the girl that worked there thought i was over 19, it was funny. She asked if i wanted to apply for a Canadian Tire credit card, and then im just like "uh im 16" OOOO tonight i get to have some of my special teas that i got today :D

wow, I dont want you back by eamon is QUITE the breakup song. But to be honest i like it, lol. Its kinda amusing to listen to over and over again.....
Oh, and does anyone know if there is another Silver Star mountain in canada? cause if there isnt that means Shalom Harlow lives mighty near here, which is super cool!! I read that she has a house 20 minutes to Silver Star mountain in Vogue today while i was working out.
There is a bug in my house, thats one thing im not looking forward to in the coming months........... bugs

AHHH its friday already tomorrow, and i haven't really done anything this week besides lay around and go to the movies and to the mall. Spring break is supposed to be delightful but has it been? Not yet anyways.... Not that i have much to look forward to for the last three days, homework, working......... Today i went fitness west though, i was paid for and everything, it was great. Even though we went there two hours later than i had planned. we went to the librbary before going to the gym and a used book store, then tim hortons. Whats the point of working out if your gonna eat 867987 calories before hand? i really dont understand some peoples logic!
I learned today that Josh is going to be on Canadian Idol, if he makes it of course. But i think he will hes a pretty good singer. well im looking forward to that, lol.

It's two dollar tuesdays at coldstream video so me and amanda decided that we were gonna walk all the way down there. BAD IDEA. it was kinda fun on the way there, but by the time i got home i was kinda exhausted. It took us literally two hours to get two movies!! But it was all worth it for Lost in Translation, i had to see it again, so we rented that and Uptown girls....... i wanted to get Whale Rider instead but NOOOOO. We stopped at the corner store too and got a slush and candy to share between us. Then when i came home i got a call. To go to the movies. So i went, guess who with...... CC. We went to go see the passion, it was ok. But not the greatest i must say. I also got my darling back again and im soooo happy, its all in tune and wonderfull. She gave me a bunch more music too, like blackbird and wonderwall. I already had wonderwall though and my versions slightly WAY better.... cause it actually sounds like the real song!! Tomorrow is St. Patricks day!!!! and i have no special plans, maybe ill just dye everything green. ugh i really wish i had someone to do my homework for me. It sucks im probably not gonna do it.

"Procrastination is like Masturbation. It feels good at first, but in the end your just screwing yourself."

I actually got some what sleep last night, i woke up at 10:30 because of the stupid phone ringing. So i could have slept longer......... I went to the mall with Ebbie today, it was fun, except for the fact that i have no money to spend on clothes. All the money i do i have, i want to save for going to Victoria this summer, for the lantern festival since i am going even if i have to hitchhike there!!!!!! But i did happen to see a REALLY nice dress that i tryed on, and it looks sooo good. It was one of those dresses that i would only wear on top of jeans though.

The first day of spring break and it was nice, all except for the work part though. And the fact that even when im allowed to sleep in late, i wake up at 6:30......... I spent the morning downloading music from ebbie and then went for a walk with my sister. I got to take the bus today and the bus driver kinda scared me. He went a totally differnent route, all the way up east hill and by vss before he went to the mall. Then i worked but it wasnt that bad.

chantelle emery works at Burger King. Why? shes not smart enough to........... why cant i work there!!!!!!!!!!!?????????? And that guy that shes dating...................... WHY!!!!! i dont understand things sometimes. Right now i have a lot of energy, and nothing to do with it, mt life is so pathetic!!!
I swear my day just keeps getting wierder and wierder. jason just kinda asked me to go to the movies with him.... but i said no. I have to work again tomorrow, ugh i dont want to, its soooo boring, but at least its only from 1- 5 instead of ALL DAY!!

Today in biology we made a gross discovery, The CC's lock has more bacteria on it than the public phone in our school that gets used 400 times a day and never cleaned. Thats just slightly gross!!

i dont care if monday's blue
tuesday's grey and wednesday too
thursday i don't care about you
it's friday I'm in love


monday you can fall apart
tuesday wednesday break my heart
thursday doesn't even start
it's friday I'm in love


saturday wait
and sunday always comes too late
but fridat never hesitate........


i dont care if monday's black
tuesday wednesday heart attack
thursday never looking back
it's friday I'm in love


-Friday im in love, The Cure

ARG i am SOO frustrated right now, especially when people kinda talk behind your back and theyre losers!!!!!!!!!!! Like the stupid ugly CC!!!! I'am not doing anything with her over spring break NOTHING AT ALL because she does not deserve MY attention! She doesnt deserve ANYONES attention!! I would do something with ANYONE other than her............ i would do something with the worlds biggest nerd than have to face ONE MINUTE with her. She smells so bad and is a frickin loser dumbass!!!!!! wow this is quite the rant, but she deserves it. She deserves her name to be writen all over a wall with dumbass written beside it and other words that are more cruel and harsh. I dont think tere is a single word that desribes what i feel toward her besides PURE HATRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh, i kinda feel better, but not good enough. I dont deserve to be put through such pain. Sometimes suicide comes through my mind BECAUSE OF HER, to end my life would be the end of her stupidness and the rest of her uglyness. I just cant believe there is a person on the face of the earth that is just soo freakin retarded and annoying and just plain................... theres no word.

Half days are nice. The snow is melting, The snow is melting!!!!!!!!!! Ok so with the two extra hours that i got today, i didnt do anything really, the time just kinda flew by. Mr. fehr was nice today, hes letting us finish our project over spring break, which lifted a big huge weight off of my shoulders. So in the morning i was stressed until I heard that, then i was better.......... for a while anyways. Two more days and i dont know if i can last.

Note to self: watch "The Tonights Show with Jay Leno" Tomorrow night!!!!!!!!!!! Maroon 5 is going to be on!!!!

I want it to rain tomorrow. I like rain and i love spring and all that it implies.......... Besides tomorrows a half day and there would be nothing better than doing my homework while its raining, since i have a lot thats all due on friday. Today was kind of a crappy day too........... for many reasons. So my dad bought me blueberry pie.

I found this interesting......................


The banshee is a harbinger; a messenger that death is coming. Depending on where you are in the country, there are different rules governing exactly how. In some parts, the Banshee's wail is heard by members of the family of the soon-to-be deceased, but not by the unfortunate one themselves. In other parts of the land the doomed person is the one who hears the cry, and there are even some Banshee's who are thought to kill the first person they lay eyes on while on the prowl. They're usually the red-eyed screaming skeletal hag variety, so unless you're looking for trouble try and avoid ladies matching that description. But the appearance of a Banshee, or the sound of her voice, always means just one thing...doom!

Isnt it just the greatest thing in the world when you get a really good mark on a big project that you just bullshitted your way through, i love it!! I got 90% on a socials project that we did that lasted at least two weeks. It made my day, haha but that doesnt take much nowadays............ Kylie gave the present back to krystal today, hahah guess what that means, more condoms for us, lol. Jill said she wants the dinosaur, if you dont want to keep it that is. I cant believe its only monday... this sucks. O well wednesdays only half-day.

I did the famine yesterday and i realyl dont know why, i guess i just thought it would be fun. I gave in though at kylies b-day party, i ate pizza i couldnt help it, and a large amount of fondue and "maui wowies" yea... her party was actually kinda lame we didnt do anything other than eat food. i dont even want to get into what she was wearing yesterday either, cause it just might make me cry.We left kylies party kinda early (wonder why) and went to Kristens and hung out there watching Japanese Game shows.
I had to work yesterday too, we went to quizno's in the morning for hot chocolate. Mark came and visited me for about an hour too!!!! Besides that it was kinda boring working there, so i went to the mall, went to winners and bought kylies present and later went to go get my hair cut. Now its short, and lovely!! Realitors are showing our house today, which means that i should some time soon go and clean my room. I'll go to walmart today and buy tank tops, since mother owes me something for working yesterday.

It's official, I started the 30 hour famine at 4:00 today so that means that i can't eat anything until 9 tomorrow night, in which case i will probably be at home, or close to going home from kylies. hurray im glad in such a genius. whats even better than getting fat, ill piss her off mwhahaha. Today we stopped at polson mall so krystal could pick up something a little extra for her present. She had a fit today when she saw the condoms and the dinosaur with the penis heheheh it was a site!! The expression on her face was something that should have been videotaped to watch over and over again!! When we went to the gym i finally got to see who mike was, he was there, he seems cool.

Love Letters


I want one!

I should start the 30 hour famine after lunch tomorrow, due to the fact that i cant waste my hot lunch AND that way i wont have to eat 34579387498327 million pounds of food at kylies birthday party, mwhahaha

Wow, apparently you dont need Physics to go into a bachelors of science program. But im still not sure whether i should take it or not.......

Today was good. We watched a movie in english and then had math......... Now im doing my course selections, i should never put things off to the last second, this is my future we're talking about!!!!!
O well if all else fails ill just work at a diner my entire life and then have to wear those ugly green and pink dresses taking orders all day. I'll have no drivers lisence so ill still have to take the bus everywhere. I wont have a social life all my friends will be somewhat more successful. I wont go out and meet anybody because ill just be the loser that works at the diner! So ill be alone my entire life, with the exception of a cat. I can picture it already. *whimper*

Aspertame gives me headaches.........

Hello All, i dont know about you but i had an excellent day. Not academically though...... Socials tests in the morning arnt my thing, but it really wasnt all that bad. We also had anouther test in English, i wouldnt even call that a test. I would call that some kind of, "you have to be psychic in order to answer them correctly thing". All the answers were usable but you had to pick the best one. Stupid trick questions. O well he said that he might just omit the whole test if everyone does bad. E-fair was today again, and me, Ebbie and Allison shared a HEAVILY coated oreo crumbed sundae, it was GOOD. then we walked around with our spoons..... hehe AND you know "our friend" Jason.... he asked for my e-mail address today! And i have no homework!!

Whenever i wash my hair, i still smell like Henna. I also decided that my nails were ugly all orangey/brown colored so i painted them bright red so now they're gorgeous. On friday after school im going to the gym with krystal, this time instead of staying there for only 20 minutes we can spend all day there if we want to. This saturday i have to work, then get my hair cut then go to kylies birthday party, it seems like its gonna be hectik, but its only tuesday. I had to make supper tonight and it didnt turn out to good..... who though perogies would be so hard to make. I think i just need to get back into the habit of making food again.

I think its a proven fact that krystal perhaps is on drugs or something....... Today she called me a retardo. Dont you just hate it when cool songs get used for stupid things, like that Flaming Lips song (Do you realize) thats played for car commercials and then i noticed it was also used in How to Deal. O well what can you do. The Eels are also used in movies like Shrek and Along came Polly. I dont know why, but my kazaa is being evil to me.... every time i want to listen to a new song, it all of a sudden decides it just wants to stop and dissapear. Maybe it just doesnt like playing Maroon 5. As you can tell this is just a post of nothing, becuase im slightly bored. My dad went out this morning and bought us a new keyboard and its making my darling computer go so damn slow. It also came with this jukebox music thing which totally destroyed windows media player, so now i dont know how to burn cds. There is a warning on the keyboard too that says: WARNING: Some Experts believe that the use of any keyboard may cause serious injury. HAHA the only thing i can think of when i read that is krystal beating people up with it, and swinging the mouse around....... I need to make a Flaming Lips cd sometime soon too, before summer!!! They would be perfect summer music.

Things you may not have known:

1. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flinstone.
2. Coca-Cola was originally green
3. Everyday more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury.
4. The first novel ever printed on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer
5. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair
6. Bats always turn left when exiting a cave
7. Ernest Vincent Wright worte a novel "Gadsby," which contains over 50,000 words - none of them the letter E.
8. It is impossible to lick your elbow
9. Between 1937 and 1945 Heinz produced a version of Alphabetic Spaghetti especially for the German market that consisted solely of little pasta swastikas
10. More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call
11. A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why
12. Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different
13. Over 75% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow

Today was a good monday, so far. I have to cook supper tonight:( In math Matt gave me a picture and then said it was drawn especially for me, but it wasnt really... lol. I have soo much math homework to do, but haha im not gonna do it today, tomorrow ill do it. Tonight i'll just read my book and all will be swell. AND dont you just hate it when SOME PEOPLE try to be you, that annoys the hell out of me!!! (not mentioning names!!)O and they also try to get you to compliment them by doing the dumbest things. hahaha In Bio today krystal drew all over me, she drew a centipede and a butterfly on my arm.

Its the morning, a monday morning and yet again i dont want to go to school. Did you know its been exactly a year since we saw Mr. Robb at the school in his really ugly pants, ah good times. It makes me want to go for a walk after school, as a tribute or something. Much music had the stupidest commercails in the world, especially the ones for the much music dances!! Well its almost time for school, i wonder what fun things wil happen today......... e-fairs soon, i always like that.