Omg i swear we don't have a single ruler in our house (an actual ruler the thing with inches and centimetres just so you don't get confused) i was serching all over becaus i'm gonna make a graph, i'm on my frickin last resort here people!!!!! No matter what i do, they just don't want to let me go. So anyways i got distracted and now i'm on here, ebbie gave me a ride home today , shes so nice. We had to run the stupid beep test afterschool because i'm not going to be here on wednesday caus ei have to go to stupid OUC for a field trip yippee!!!! not !! Anyways i left pudding upstairs so i'm gonna go eat it.

This morning i got up and ready in only 20 minutes, i set my alarm for 6:15 hahaha but then i went back to sleep not even turning my radio off because i was too lazy to hit the snooze button on my remote So i ended up getting up at 7 and went down to the school to decorate krystals locker. My parents were at the school today it was a kinda embarrasing moment for me, hopefully now one recognized that we were related, not many parents were there though which was kinda bad. But it could have been worse, they could have stopped and talked to me, then maybe i would have pulled a kylie or something.

The weekend wasn't that great i had to babysit aleya on friday and she would not go to slepp we tried everything, overall she slept like 15 minutes and before she was supposed to have a nap i turned on the t.v. and there was a super cool t.v. show on BBC and i couldn't watch it because i had to put fussy little Aleya to sleep. Then we got home, without pay but thats ok i told her she doesn't have to pay me i'll just consider it volunteer work. So we got home made pudding, and heheheh i got it all over my sisters shirrt by accident and then we went for a 3 hour walk to kidston and kirkland beach the only place i really want to walk to. Saturday i worked and got $10 out of it whi ch kinda sucked cause i worked like 3 hours but o well it's better than all the other times they didn't pay me. Sunday i never do anything and on Monday o my god it was hell. Kylie wanted me to go over to her house so she came and picked me up at like 1 and we drove to doodles and scarpbooks my alltime favorite store in the whole wide world.(NOT) and she spent 2 FRICKIN HOURS DECIDING WHAT PAPER SHE WAS GOING TO USE FOR HER BIRTHDAY INVITATIONS. O it was the longest 2 hours i had ever been through and not only that but for about 6 lousy invitations she paid $42.50 what a spoiled brat!!!!!!

Great just great i hate my stupid parents i'm gonna regret every being born becaus ei have to stay here in this stupid colony, its not even a freakin village it's smaller, yet no i'm not allowed to go anywhere, i'll miss my parents to much!!!!! well i'll show them!!! i made a sheet explaining EVERYTHING and i even wrote them a strongly worded letter explaining how much this could benifit me. i'm going i don't care what they say!!!!

o i don't want to go to cadet no no no i don't!!!! ahhh schools not fun anymore i had capp which totally sucked and then i had socials which really rocks my world!!! not! nitch decided she was going to smile at me today!!! grrr how dare she! and on the way home we drove past lance heheheheheheh it was horrible!

yay i get to go to cadets tomorrow!!! thats the only thing i look forward in the week!!! well schools not really that bad sometimes. We started active health today and it was fun for half of it, then we had to work out and find our maximum weight we could lift for each machine and it was dreadful!! Socials was bad too we had a test and then the part where fishbait was there was even worse, i don't like that man. But then again i got a ride home today then went straight up to my living room window to watch him leave, with nitch, of course.

wow my computer is working so much better now that we installed windows xp anyways i have had to spend the last 2 days with kylie and it wasn't fun. I went over to her house on friday after school and that time was actually tolerable, then yesterday she phonede when me and amanda were making plans to go to the movies an of course i invited her cause i told her what we were doing and she was all like o i want to see that so she came and we went to see how to lose a guy in 10 days then after that i had to go to her house and i felt like i was in the way and we had nothing to do but shovel horse crap again.

yesterday cadets was fun, usually it's not but yesterday was. so far i don't want to quit, most of the time i want to shoot myself but yesteray all we did was watch videos about harrassment and abuse. And most of the time lance who was sitting across from us was trying to seduce us and it was soooo funny. Then krystal told him that she had two dads then everyone came around and they all believed her and lance was really getting into it. I got my hair cut before we went and they took at least 7inches off and it looks really good. So all dad today everyone was all like did you cut your hair??? It looks soo goood!! it got really annoying.

My weekend wasn't really all except for ebbies birthday of cource. so on friday me and my sister take the bus to the store and we go watch the balloons for the crappy little winter carnival we have, then we go out for supper and i'm suppose to be at ebbies inlike half an hour. An hour and a half after we got to the restaurant we finally got our food, it took forever!!!! But the waiter gave us free desserts which were soooo yummy, i didn't really care for the tiramisu but the cheesecake however was to die for!!! Then we go to ebbies house and have a lot of fun watching movies and we sayed up till 4. then on Saturday i got picked up and our family went to the parade, then kelowna and then the hockey game. It was fun, Sunday was boring we didn't do much but then lorel came over and she gave me a $20.00 gift certifacate for my birthday and we ate cake.

today is my birthday, i got my handbag from krystal and $40 and underwear from my parents. It great, i'm only that much closer to getting my t.v. ooo it's gonna be good. Yesterday me and krystal were waiting outside "as usual" and then fishbait comes out half way to us and then just turns around, like hes was using our "strategy" what a loser. But then again, today he came to school with a buzz cut and he still looks gorgeous though, and he talked to me, he always does, he told me happy birthday and started asking me a bunch of questions. We've starting coming up with torture remides for chantelle who is now the biggest loser and probably the most insecure person i know. We're gonna give her bald spots. hehehehehe

Yay tomorrows my birthday. the last few days have been horrible, we've started the new sem. and it sucks. CAPP is really the only class so far that i can tolerate. P.E. is now co-ed, so not only can i not do p.e. but now i have to can't do it in front of guys. And in socials there are 4 girls in my class all of which i never really talk to. Theres jessie (gutterboy stealer, like i'm gonna talk to her) jen and breanne and then me!!! omg i have the saddest life ever.

Ebbie for my birthday you can eaither get me money or a t.v. lol. i REALLY NEED ONE!!! and while your at it you can get me new life. i hate my house and every sunday i have to sit here doing nothing. My sister won't play with me since shes "too cool" which is very loserish for a girl who makes up dances to 'space cowboys' by n'sync. And my parents decide they are going to turn the hot water tank down which totally screwed up my water routine for my bath therefore, i had a cold bath this morning. Not a great way to start off the day. I have no p.e pants yet and they are going shopping at 4 so i have to sit here for another hour doing ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. yesterday when i went to kylies AGAIN! she burnt me with the curling iron and she kinda held it there for a while, while i was screaming that she ws burning me and it hurt soooo bad.She did my whole head in ringlets and to be honest they were big and ugly, they looked like a rats nestand i had to go to church with her like that. I've had a bad weekend.

now that i've had two more days off, my scedule is very messed up. This morning i thought it was sunday so i was in bed for two extra hours before i realized that my mother wasn't gonna call me for breakfast because hahaha shes not even home!! So i need money!! So i've been doing house work for the past hour non-stop and lol i' not done yet!!! and i'm doing this becasue mother said she was going to give me 10 dollars, Amanda doesn't know about my plan though or else if she helped even with just emptying her part of the dishwasher she would automatically get half, which is totally unfair. So i told her i was bored thats why i'm doing so much homework, and she's actually believing me. hehehe i love dumb sisters!! Last night the family (i need a life) went to pizza hut for supper (ANd somebody PLEASE adopt me!!!) my dad is sooo embarassing, but i didn't pull a kylie or anythin and start crying lol, i faked cry though, like a moan. that man needs a new sence of humor. Then me and my sister went to the hockey game with kylie and now i'm going over to her house this after noon, she wants me to dye my hair again, but i don't really want to, i have no money. I'm saving my money to buy myself a cutie little t.v. to put in my room. So instead of doing nothing at 3 in the morning, i can watch movies in my room. When i was doing house work i was putting away the recycling i put my hand in dog pee, it was all over the recycling bag!!!! So now i've got to go dissinfect my hands twenty more time till i feel sanitary.