2007

My New Years Resolutions:

- Get in shape and lose 10 pounds but gain muscle!
- Finish School
- Work in a hotel as a summer job
- Find a GOOD place to do a practicum
- Move Out and distance myself from my sister
- Go backpacking in Australia
- Have more fun

Merry Fing Christmas

So... I know it has been a while since I last updated. I have been at my practicum for the last two weeks... two weeks of boring.. boringness. All I did was sit there and watch them, it sucked. Nevermind the fact that I was in Vernon alone with no one to hang out with. Although, on sunday I did get the chance to hang out with Kylie for a little while. That was fun, it was good to catch up. I left on thursday, I had had enough of it, and decided to just do the 70 hours instead of two full weeks. The bus ride on the way back was brutal. I had a seat all to myself until we hit revelstoke, then when I decide to do some homework on the bus, some old guy decides to come sit beside me. Grr. Not only that, but he had a HAM HOGIE with him. Therefor the whole way home, all I was smelling was Ham hogie... and farts. Old people farts. Good lord.
Bryan picked me up from the bus station, and since I hadnt really had anything to eat all the way home, he picked us up some Wendy's and we ate when we got home. It was the most delicious thing I had ever tasted.
Then on Saturday, we had christmas cookie making day, withought the crafts. Im getting less creative in my old age. So we made sugar cookies, and pin wheels which were a pain in the ass! We made enough for us, his mom, his dad, and his grandpa. We made a lot of cookies. Then on saturday night. We hit up the starbucks and then went looking at christmas lights. It was very romantic even thoguh we would have died from the wind if we would have gotten out of the car.

Last night we watched Love Actually. My favorite christmas movie in the world!!

Merry Christmas everybody. Ill tell you what I get for christmas. Oh... Im not done yet. I have more ranting to do. Guess what my stupid spoiled bitch of a sister got... oh yes, sissy got a fucking video ipod. Cause that was the only thing she wanted....
Ever since I've been in Medicine Hat ive had to sleep at bryans house because I just cant stand my family anymore. All they do is give give give to my stupid spoiled whore of a sister. Here's a new bed, Here's a fully paid trip to London (because its "for band"), Here's a tv and satellite reciever in your room, Here's a dog because you've wanted one for so long. Oh.. also here's a video ipod for christmas, nevermind the fact that we're in debt, if my little baby wants one, well... whats $500 for my princess. Plus all the other presents that she has. Which is like 846 million.

Fuck im sick of her, I cant wait to move out.

Want to know why I hate winter. Well yesterday I was driving home after bryan had forgotten all his things at my house. And when we were coming around the corner near my house, we literally did a 360. THEN this morning, on my way to school, same corner, I did about a 90 degree turn, it was ok because that one was easy to get out of. Coming back was a different story, I was coming home AFTER school same god damn 90 degree turn, this time I was stuck in a snow bank.... I felt like the CC trying to get out of it, reversing, going straight, getting stuck again. I eventually got out or else I would not be here. I probably would have froze in my car because yes... it is -25 out today.
Needless to say, Im taking a different route if I ever want to leave again today.

I also hate the christmas time for one particular reason. Food. For the last two weeks I have had two and a half boxes of cherry chocolate. God I feel fat.

Pocket Change

So this week in general has been very busy. Last weekend, on Friday, Bryans grandma died. So as soon as I heard this, I left work ( only 2 hours into my shift, but I really don't care) and stayed with bryan for the night. All weekend we were there at his grandpas house, eating trays and such. Bryans friend Chris for Taber is here this week to, so hes also staying at bryans house. Alan came over on Friday night, and we went glo bowling to, so bryan could get his mind off of things. I love glo bowling, I havnt bowled for years. They also got drunk friday night. And then kinda again on saturday.
Monday I went to school, as well as tuesday. But bryan took tuesday off. Tuesday was the viewing and the prayer reading. I also had a major marketing project due on wednesday, I didnt stop doing things on tuesday. neither did bryan, he was so busy that he left his dress shoes on top of his car and then drove away.... I wasnt there when that happened. But we had to retrace his steps, needless to say we didnt find them.
The prayer reading was sad. Bryan and all his cousins had to say a couple words. That was the hardest part.
The actual funeral was wednesday morning. Holy cow were there a lot of people. We went to a huge gothic catholic church. The ceremony lasted an hour, I thought it was going to be much longer. Then we went to the grave yard. I got to ride in the limo with bryan and all his cousins. I dont get to ride in limos often.
There was a very large funeral procession..... very long. After we went to the redcliff legion... were there were A LOT of old people. There was lunch.. but we went back to his grandpas house.
We went home after, watched The Notorious Bettie Page, then I called Brandi.
I didnt really want to go to the Drink a small town dry thing. I just wanted to sleep. But she made me go. It was alright, they drove us to Elkwater lake lodge. It was just a lame little restaurant with really slow bar staff.Then at 11 they drove us back to Ralphs. That was my night. Ill have pictures posted soon.

Yay..... 14 hour bus ride

Im confirmed!! Im confirmed. So... from December 4th to December 15th, I am going to be in Vernon!! So I probably will be there alone... seeing as how everyone has their finals that week, but o well. Im going to the Uniglobe Kalamalka travel and im SOOOOO excited. So I guess Im not going to Victoria, or staying here like my parents want. But I really want to go here.

So this Christmas wont be as cheap as I hoped it would be. Sadly.

Anyways, this weekend sucked. I went to ezzies on friday, I was supposed to meet brandi there, but guess who didnt show up... so I left an hour later.
Saturday we went to the corona, only for an hour. We went to Jason's before that cause they just had to play with their new air soft guns. .... Boys...

Yesterday we carved beautiful pumpkins, and thats about all we accomplished. I was supposed to dye my hair too, but we didnt have time.

So this weekend was Bryans birthday weekend as well as Thanksgiving. On friday night we went to the silver buckle because it was Alexander Keiths Birthday!! So if you were one of the first 100 people to get there, you got a free mug with free Alexander Keiths beer, plus antlers!! Bryan was meeting all of the guys he works with there, so that wasnt too bad. I was the only girl there for a while, until they all found some hoochees. Anyways... I had to babysit bryan basically. OOOOO on friday I also made bryan dinner. I went all out and roasted a chicken with mash potatoes and peas... ALL BY MYSELF I was very proud. I also bought him a icecream cake. And... needless to say, its gone. We ate it ALL.
Then on saturday night we met amaya and her sister at My office pub, had a couple of fancy drinks, played some pool then went to the silver buckle. We also meandered over to The Royal..... ghetto little old folks bar.... bar for the ugly singles basically. Im deeply surprised my boss wasnt there. seriously.
Sunday, we sat around, I did homework. Then it was turkey time!!!

It was also turkey time again tonight, because we had to go over to bryans parents house..... fun. It wasnt actually that bad which I am surprised.

I also slept over at bryans house ALL weekend.... and my parents didnt say a word. mwhahaha

sexy back

So heres my weekend. Friday night they were having this whole "meet and greet" thing at the den for the GTM's so it was a plan that me, brandi, andi and melissa were all going to go. Not a whole lot of people showed up, but it was fun. The theme was "what the hell are you wearing" but only about 4 of the first year students dressed up. Me not being one of them. We left by 9... but that was also because I had to get up at 5 the next morning for stupid work.
So.. work was dreadful, I got an earful about how my boss has a girlfriend.. good lord, the first thing I pictured was a severe handicap.
The saturday night was a blast. It was logans birthday, and I didnt have to work the next day. So... we started off at My Office Pub. And... I had a cosmopolitan!! it was delicious.
Then we walked to the silver buckle where we told ghost stories, totally freaked ourselves out, so we decided to get real drunk to forget about it. I had a porn star, and half of logans jug.
From there, we walked a mile in the cold to the corona, just cause I wanted to dance.
I saw denise there, that was cool. And we danced.
Then logan said that stilettos was going to be closing tomorrow forever. so we wanted to go there, since most 3/4 of us had never been. The three being me, bryan and Celia (logans girlfriend)
So we took a cab there. Stilettos is a lingere bar, where all the waitresses walk around in lingerie, or just thier underwear. Which.... really isnt all that attractive. Especially this one waitress, who was just wearing a thong and a bra.... well... I dont think you should have that job if your chubby and have cellulite... just an idea.
We left shortly because the kitchen closed and we were drunk already. So we walked home. Logan lives with bryan now. So the four of us practically had a sleep over. It was fabulous.

Oh... and this tuesday I start my first salsa dancing class.

oooo whoo hoo guess who has open game to the tigers tonight. Me! bryans parents gave them to us cause they went to novia scotia. Good... other side of the continent, that works for me. I didnt go to ONE game last year, I did have the chance but no.... my stupid cc boss threatened me that he better not see me there, literally.
So, about my boss. Retard said that he would give me every second saturday off. Well I worked today and guess who has to work again next weekend. ass face. I even asked him and hes like "well I said you could have the ODD saturday off, yeah right. grrrrr. I didnt want to start yelling at him, cause hes creepy and probably would be like "o yeah, yell at me some more, i like it mmmmmm" and well..... no.

I've also had it with S.U.L. (stupid, ugly lyndsey) Besides the fact that shes stupid and ugly (as stated) shes kinda a cow. We work together and have a class together, shes thinks shes gods gift to the world and doesnt even bother to say hi if we see each other at work. IN FACT she avoids looking at me.
Well I guess in a sense thats good, I dont want to look at her face anyways, cause.... its ugly, and im not even lying. And whenever we're in class she always brings an ENTIRE MEAL, im not kidding. The class is in a computer lab and we're not allowed to have food.... but does she care oh no, shes better than every one.

Today I have to baby sit. Or sit on the baby is more like what i would like to be doing. Yes, jesse is cute, but good lord could we please give it some tranquillizers. Luckily bryans mom's down, so shes doing most of the sitting (on the baby) and I HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO, yay.

oooo the coolest thing about this one teacher I have is that she gives us all the test questions on a review sheet. So... if I do the review sheet, well I should get 100%
I have two classes with her (ones with S.U.L., ugh) and I have a test in both classes next week. So lots of reviewing to do!

Yesterday I went to taco time after lunch with my friends!!!! yes, I have friends, its amazing I know. Then I had to work, and do nothing for 5 straight hours.
But when I got off at 8, bryans mommy took us out for pizza.

So I know I havnt really been updative with the post. But you no longer need to wait my darlings. So... Schools going good. The hardest thing I've had to do so far was a report on Disneyland and Disney world. No joke..... yeah.. so thats my life. I have lots due in a while though. Plus tests... and things that I dont know what they are, but they're due. We had presentations the last two days. One was about the Canadian cancer society and today we had one on on the Save Old Souls. They are an animal rescue service and they brought puppies in today, they all something wrong with them of course, but they were cute none the less. And while we were waiting me, debra and Inez decided we were going to join the lunch time fitness club, plus the gym.!! Heck yes!!
OOo and in geography we have to make an event in a north american cities. We have the best idea in the world "Meet and greet in Memphis, singles convention."

ooo and im doing so well in typing that I already have an A!! So at least I have 50%...

So school started. Well not technically, we just has orientation the last two days. It was ok, I met a lot of people and everything, but sitting in a class room from 8 till 3... well it was a touch boring and uncomfortable on the bum. I cant wait to actually start the clases tomorrow. THAT will be exciting. It in the same hall that I took my drivers training which is a little wierd, but at least I know where everything is. Well I know where everything is now anyways. I got my locker today and all my books....eeeee. I spent $500 today just on books and a stupid parking pass. Im going broke faster than I can even say it. But anyways, I have to go shopping for a new lock for my locker... and pencil crayons, expensive ones.

eak, I start college this morning!!!!!!

Cheaper by the 4.58 dozen

Iam back, back from my lovely vacation.
The first day, we flew to toronto. We got in at about 8 their time. Its two hours difference, and trust me, you feel it. So from the airport we just went to our hotel room. Since we hadn't had supper yet, we walked a couple blocks down the desserted street and found a chinese restaurant. It was really good and really authentic. For dessert we had fried bananas.
The next day we woke up and I went with my dad to go get the rental car. We got a little lost getting back to the hotel, but we managed to get back on the right track. Then we drove to Niagara falls, it only took about an hour.
Niagara falls is crazy! There is this one street called Clifton hill that is like las vegas but wierd! There are about 4 haunted houses, wax museums, souvinear shops, ripleys belive it or not museum, guiness book of world records museum and a ton more wierd shops. We went into the movie land wax museum, it was neat, they even had a little bit of a haunted house in it. The mirror maze freaked me out a bit. I could never do an actual haunted house. We went to the hersheys store too... mm chocolate.
The actual falls were nice too, it was nice standing close because it was so hot that day, and you got showered with mist. We saw the lights at night, and the fire works.
The next day we went to marine land. It was alright, but I think I like actual aquariums better. The only things there that were interesting were the whales and dolphins. It was so hot that day and everything was so far apart. I hate walking in hot weather. But I did get to feed and touch the belugas, that was the only cool part.
We only stayed two days in Niagara falls, then we had to drive 6 hours to sturgeon falls to the dutrisac cottages. And let me tell you, were they ever humble little aboads. One of my aunt and uncles cottages were held up by rocks... and the cottage was slanting down. Gave you seasickness just being in the room. Every day we found about 5 spiders in our room. And the water was lakewater, so every night or morning when I brushed my teeth, it felt like I had just liked a fish. The water was disgusting.
After a couple days, I think I almost wanted to kill my sister. Sometimes... she just trys to hard, and it makes her a loser, and I just couldnt stand it anymore.
My cousin britney was just as bad, give her a couple drink and I couldnt even stand to be in the same room as her. This one time the guys and britney were playing poker and she didnt even know which chip was how much, no matter how many times they told her, she always asked in her stupid little baby voice. THEN when it was her time to put some chips in, she just sat there for 10 minutes deciding which one to put in so her chips wouldnt be uneven..........
But I did learn how to say oh my god in french that week. I always saw it now.
I went to north bay three times too. Once me and all my cousins went to play mini golf, then out for lunch. We also went with EVERY body to ride the chier commanda, which is a big boat that you go on a lake tour for an hour and a half. Then the last day we went and saw Accepted.
The whole week just passed by so slowly. The beds were hard, relatives annoying.
Every night we ate in the pavilion. I cant spell how I said it in french, but it was great. All the ontario families fed us and ooooo boy did they ever, I was so full everynight but it was really good. And then someone always had a campfire with marshmallows at night.
We also took a drive to sudbury on the last day to see the Big nickel. We went to a mine and took a mine tour.... it really wasnt all that excited. We also went shopping after too and I bought some jeans.
That pretty much sums up my "camping" week.
Drove back to toronto again, but we stopped at my cousins house in huntsville for an hour, just to see thier house. Then we drove to vaughn mills which I think was the biggest mall in toronto. It was pretty big. I didnt buy myself anything, but I did get bryan nephew something from the disney store, I had to.
Then for the last day, we went to another mall, that one was big too. They had a sephora in this mall, and I spent a LITTLE too much at that store. They also had a lush. After we drove around downtown to find where the air canada center was. So we had supper and then guess what time it was. Shakira time!!!! The t shirts there were very expensive. $45!!! But of course I bought one anyways. And I also bought a bracelet which was another $15.
Then the concert was amazng. Wyclef jean opened for her, he was really good too. It was just .... wow.
Then going back home was another story. I flagged down a cab like nothing. BUUT getting to the hotel litterally took 2 hours to go 15 mile!!!!!! There was a traffic jam at 1 in the morning! And it cost me $90!!! For a freaking cab ride. But hey, I guess it was worth it!

Now Im home and bryan took me out for supper last night. I missed him a whooooole bunch.
But now I must go to work
Th

so only one more FULL day of work before I leave. yipee!!! Then I have to wake up at 6, pack the rest of my shit. Drive to calgary, go to my uncles. Then he has to drive us lot to the airport and away we deport. Knowing me though, Ill probably forget my shakira tickets, or something stupd like that. Luckily though im bringing compy with me, he has the tickets saved, so that will be no problem.

I have run into a problem though, concerning my college. It doesnt have to do with any of the courses or anything. But when I go to apply for scholarships, it says that my SIN number doesnt match my name.... soooo basically ive been screwed over for the last month. I went in and talked to the lady today, but she said that she cant do anything about it because she doesnt know how. So... she has to wait till another guy comes back from holidays until she can fix it. Now.. problem is, the deadline is August 31st.. and Im getting back on the 28th and who knows when buddy is getting back. I think by the end of this week. So, the only reason im bringing compy with me ALL the way to ontario is because I need to fill out a stupid application. grr. O well.. I am going to be stuck in a cabin for a whole week doing absolutely nothing.

Besides that, I left work 2 hours early today because I was "sick"....ahhh

As for the rest of my weekend. I took it off because we were originally going to go white water rafting, that was back in march/april. Then since that wasn't going to happen, we were going to go just camping for the weekend, that didnt work out either. So either way I had the weekend off to just do NOTHING, it was fabulous. Friday Bryan was working. I had to wake up at aout 8 and go over to my grandmas to make pickles with my parents. My mom has a new job now, so she wasnt there, it was just me, my dad and my grandma. My mom works at dollar giant now.... dont ask me why, but youd think that after 8 years of being in a dollar store business you would be sick of it, not going back to work in one part time. She's quitting tomorrow though because they suck and are understaffed. So anyways, I smelled like garlic and pickles for the next couple days. Friday my dad took me and my sister around looking for laptops, it was fabulous. My "best friend" Ron helped me pick out this one... either than that it was good. He was being all chumy with my dad... it was kinda awkward and all, mainly because hes just plain creepy.

Saturday morning I took bryan in for his other blood test. The diagnostic clinic wouldnt do it though, so we had to go all the way to the hospital. And there we found his stepdad and later his mom and aunt and grandpa. His grandmas back in the hospital, but this time its for gall stones.
We got our haircuts together on saturday too, mine looks fabulous. But when she finished cutting it, she didnt dry it or put any product in it whatsoever. So basically when I got out to the parking lot, I looked like I had just been electrocuted. great! I had to run to shoppers after that and buy myself some hair stuff. Then we went to his grandmas house for a bbq. Trent was there and he told us all about his little adventure in australia, it was good information. He even said that he would give us his phone that he bought there, cause it doesnt work here at all. Saturday night we had a little party at bryans place, it was alright, all we really ended up doing was watching south park and movies, drinking and alan puking off the balcony..... and having that stink for the last couple days. Irish creme and pizza really doesnt go well together when its puked up and sitting by the walkway to your apartment.
Sunday I bought my baby :) It took a little while to get it organized and such, but I now even have reception in bryans house. yay!

Today, was a very good day, In fact, its been a very good weekend....kinda. Its only been a good weekend cause this morning I got my laptop!! Yes thats right, yours truly has jumped on the bandwagon and sailed away to get herself a laptop. My parents said they would buy me it, but this is how its going to go. I have to buy it, and then they will slowly pay me back, which im sure will happen very slowly, if at all. But who cares, I have a laptop. I also have some very good other news. I have $1500 in scholarships!! Plus right now, im going to try and find some more over the internet that I can fill out. More money for australia baby.
But for now, I bid thee farewell and I will give you more of an update on my weekend later.
Its my half birthday today too, happy 18 and a half to me

In niagara falls ontario......

I think I have the best boyfriend in the world. Yesterday I had to work from 6 to 10. As soon as I got into work I got the most horrible migraine in the world. I honestly thought I was going puke more than once. I couldnt just leave either last night because my boss gave me this whole talk the other day about how I always leave early and im always sick and if it happens a lot more than hes going to write me up. I was about ready to quit when he was giving me this talk, cause hes an asshole with horrible hair. Anyways, I wasnt going to leave. So I tried calling bryan but there was no answer for the five times I called him. So I left him a message asking him if he could bring me my migraine medication from my other purse in my room. 15 minutes later guess who shows up with my migraine pills, motrin AND a bottle of water. Then he hugged me and kissed my head in the middle of the store, and I was happy.

Yesterday before work me, my sister and my mom all went shopping and they both bought me something, mwhaha. My mom bought me the sexiest shirt in the world. Its like a poncho, but not really, its just really lose and flowy and black, its hot!
My sister also bought me a white shirt with a lacy bottom, goes excellent with my new jacket.

oooo I was watching tv this morning and I saw a marineland commercial and started jumping up and down..... Im a little excited needless to say. 14 days till I leave.

ahhhhh the moshitoooos

Oh, I almost forgot:
- You cannot have your hair pretty AT ALL due to the never ending wind
- You get about 100 mosquito bites a year, and im surprised people are still alive due to the fact that we have the highest rate of west nile virus in canada
- Sandflies that go up your nose and in your ears and bite you
- Bugs in general

Im sure theres more. But in the meantime, I updated my to do list for my life, Im making it so it will reach 100 soon.... probably by the end of today, cause I dont have a whole lot to do till 5:30.

Reasons why I hate this city:
- It never feels like summer
- There is no sense of fun anywhere
- There is no scenery other than yellow dead grass
- There is nothing to do
- There are too many cops
- Photo radar
- Everybody sucks, the people are not very friendly
- Too many goth/ emo kids
- There are no cool shops or places to hang out
- Its hickville, everybody is a redneck
- There isn't a good transportation system
- The local wildlife includes cows and the occasional deer
- Some days its waaaay to hot, with nothing to cool down with
- In the winter, your nose can freeze off, literally


- Its sucking my soul dry of any personality I once had because this city is so lame

sexy back

Being back is like I came back to NOTHING, its a death hole litterally its weird coming back and feeling like life is shortly going to end because your going to die of boredom or even prehaps being run over by a cow. Especially when you've just had an excellent week of pure vacation bliss where you were just free and full of fun! But now... Man.. I cant wait to do anything but stay here, im just itching to do ANYTHING.
We came monday night, the trip was good. My parents were a little koo koo towards the end of the journey, but hey, when are they not? I went to the beach twice in my holiday, once with ebbie and once with krystal.... I miss you already.
Wednesday me and krystal went to kelowna and went to the mall. I bought a shea butter bar at Lush, but when we got to calgary... it had melted all over the place and I was very sad because I had to throw it out along with the incense that I bought at the vernon mall.
I also got to see coral beach, it was special.
Friday I had to leave... it was a long drive to calgary, especially when the whole vehicle smelled like rotting fruit. We brought back 3 boxes of cherries, a flat of peaches, a flat of apricots and two ice cream pails full of raspberries.... lots of fruit.
Last night was the Phantom of the Opera. Pure genius I'd say. Bryan came along with us, I have pictures that I will post up later. But seriously, it was one good show. I think though, that I might have enjoyed it more if I hadnt of seen the movie, it just would have been more suspenseful that way. But the changing of each set so quickly was just amazing. I loved it.
Then today I had to come home..... and it was a long day, I dont really want to get into what happened today, tonight.

me and antibiotics arnt much of friends

For the past week or so Ive had to get up at 6 in the morning and drive bryan to work and pick him up because his friend jason who he car pools with now is sick and in the hospital. O yeah... bryan no longer has a car because his newest one doesnt run anymore either.... I think he should just be a bus person for the rest of his life with his luck, but hey. Anyways, so his friend is in the hospital with sinus strept some kind of ammonia thing which can kill you in a week if the infection spreads past your sinuses and into your brain. Needless to say, thats a little scary, especially cause its contagious and I saw him not to long ago and bryan works with him every day. Either way, I went to the doctors today because my allergies have been killing me for the past month and a half, and every single morning I wake up and my throat is on fire. So doctor said I had a sinus infection... ugh. So now I have to take antibiotics for the next month and nasonex twice a day. Hopefully it just makes my throat better cause I cant take it anymore. AND I hope I dont get some incredibly horrible reaction to it, much like last time (me and antibiotics arnt much of friends), cause let me tell you, that would just ruin my vacation!

where's the ho-down

Well Ive had quite the wonderful weekend. I think I was friday,I left bryans house early because I had to work at 6 the next morning. So im taking my usual route back home and some stupid loser rear ended me. Luckily no damage was caused and there was no scene or anything, but it was a but scary. So I drove back to bryans house and stayed there for an extra 2 hours and made him come for a walk with me to get a popsicle which took my mind of things. I know it wasnt my fault or anything, but I still havnt told my parents, I dont think im ever going to either. Knowing them they probably would let me drive again. They're being kinda psycho lately... its starting to annoy me. Bryan parents were also in town this weekend, so on saturday we bummed around his grandmas house for a while, and went out for lunch. Then we went to see pirates of the carribbean at night. I dont know if it was too much popcorn, lack of water, sitting too close to the screen or other things. But after the movies, I nearly puked, I was in the bathroom for a good 10 minutes trying to calm my nerves down. It was a bit strange.
Anyways, today was better, me and bryan went to the pool and had a wonderful afternoon.

do you come from a land down under

Alright, me and my darling have thought of a plan. A surefire way to make next year rock, we're going to live and work in australia!! I figure its just like one extra year of college, I wont get a job as a travel agent unless I travel lots and so far I've only been to mexico, o yeah and disneyland when I was 8, but im sure that wont count. So, im taking a year off, and working yet still traveling, its brilliant.
I have everything already planned, I have to apply for working holiday visas, and get things sorted out with a couple more things. All I need now is to make $7000 between now and May and Ill be good to go. Im excited.

Besides that, I have made some drastic no spending rules OH and Im having a fundraising bake sale next weekend!!! My mom is having a garage sale, so... im selling my old stuff AND baked goods!

The other day I went to wal mart and guess what I bought. A new air freshener for my baby. Its a dolphin one and it smells like ocean breeze.
This week I have relatives coming down from ontario, its exciting. Except tomorrow when everybody is supposed to come for supper I have to work until closing......grrrr Therefor, Im just not going to work! Ive already decided. Today was awful though I had to stay home an extra 2 hours from work because I had the migraine from hell... not only that, but I had that stupid migraine ALL night, thus I did not get any sleep, making me stay home from work 2 extra hours to sleep. So tomorrow its probably going to look a little fishy that im staying home again... but I dont care.

thats about the extent of my excitement.

apartments are better shared with the ones you love

so heres how it goes, im pissed. why? because my boss is a douche, at the beginning of this month, he told me that I would be getting a bonus $1000 when I reached 1000 hours.... well im a little past that many hours, but he told me last week that the hours are only counted after I get my raise.... argh, so now I practically have to work another 1000 hours...
I was counting on that stupid $1000, i was going to pay for college, save for a car... and pay off my debts. Which by the way, have grown considerably worse today. Me and my sister went shopping since I can drive now... and I spent a little tooo much. La senzas having a big sale... and I can hardly ever find sex and the city season 2 for $30. Plus I had to buy my sister things because I hadn't taken her shopping for her birthday yet. So in other words in broke, but still dont want to go to work tonight. Or tomorrow for that matter.
Besides that... nothing else is new. only 25 more days till I come down, yes im counting.

Well.... its official, I no longer have to depend on anyone, cause I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!! o yeah baby, first try and everything. There was one little incident where I almost ran over an old person, but I guess the second old person crossing the street cancelled him out since I let that one pass...
I was on the borderline though.... I got 50 points... any more and I would have been DONE. But I didnt, yaaaay

Well.... not a whole lot is new. I know this is supposed to be a new and exciting post, but really.. its not going to be. Last week I had to work full time, it was lame. And whats even lamer is the fact that collete called me in on my day off because "1200 labels are coming in" SO I went in, and there was nothing, cause shes a douche. So I left after a half hour and went for brunch.
Bryan also burnt out his engine last week, so we'e basically been relying on my parents and amaya for rides... which is again, lame.
Besides that... Ive been driving alot lately. My driving is fine, I went with my dad for about 2 hours yesterday, but my parallel parking in my moms car is shit. Its not power steering, so its a bitch. We tried doing it about 20 times, then I started crying, cause I felt like kicking something. Hopefully I will go on friday if my mother ever makes an appointment, and I will nail it, like a nail gun. In my driving teachers car, I got it every single time. Stupid car.

JUNE

Guessy whaty, its june first!!! That makes me excited. But... also not, cause its going to be a very very busy month. I've already been working like a banshee and heck, its only the first. But after this month, its smooth sailing to vacation ville. I have a lot of time off in july. And pretty much all of august except for 8 days off. weeeeee. I dont know if im coming to vernon or not yet, cause my dad hasnt booked off the days... argh.

On tuesday I went in for my biopsy on my foot. The only part that hurt was when they froze it, they stuck the needle in me about 3 times. Then they did this kind of lyposuction thing where they sucked out a portion of my foot for examination, then they stitched me up. So now I have stitches on the top of my foot. It hurt cause I had to walk around on it for 7 hours the same day that I got them, stupid boss.

Section 101

Im just bursting at the seams with good news!!! Today I had to go to work at 6, that wasnt the best but when I got there my boss told me goooooood news. He said that I was now going to be paid 10.40 an hour. $10.40!!!! But... there's kind of a catch, im only paid that if I work 8-4 on weekdays, all other times, its $9.40 but thats still way better than $8.23...
Plus thats not all, once I reach 1000 hours, they give me a bonus of $1000!!! And guess what im at now.... pretty much 900 hours, so by august the latest i will be RICH, mwhahahha.
PLUS!!!!!! the best news of all IM SEEING SHAKIRA, I bought the tickets today, and they are superb!! ah.....

shakira fixation

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! OMG OMG OMG IM SOOOOO Excited. Although I shouldnt count my chickens before they hatch. But in retrospect I can see their little beaks poking out.
In other words I just might be seeing SHAKIRA IN CONCERT this summer!!
Man, I love being mr detective. This is how it went. I found out yesterday evening that shakira was going to be in toronto the EXACT same day that IM going to be there. So I asked mommmy and daddy, they said no (like always) but did I give up there OOOOOOH NO. I told them I would pull an amanda an bugg until they let me go.
Their excuse was this "we're staying in mississauga, not right in toronto therefor it will take you two hours to get to toronto if your lucky" We'll ladies and gentlemen this is what I did, I got on thier favorites, got to the reservation site and scoped out the address. Then I went on map quest and voala it happened to only be 22 minutes away. That is how I won my case, and this is when my dad got all gleefully aggrivated like he does when he knows im right. From there we calmly casually talked about it, instead of the usual me breaking down into hysterics. And he said he would sleep on it.

$406 in debt

These are just some pictures that I took while we were in calgary. It was fun, saturday was superb, we watched The Da Vinci code matinee, then shopped till we dropped and I got super cool plaid bermuda shorts, two pairs in fact. Saturday night we had a bbq party, that was fun as well. Sunday was spent all day at the zoo, looking at lemur package!!! full frontal right there.
And of course, bryan with his fish.

Elephant bum

The other sunday when me and bryan came home for the mothers day bbq thing, well I couldnt find anything to wear, at all. I swear all my clothes grow uglier on me every single day. Not only that, but theres also the fact that they seem to grow smaller as well, especially around my giant bum. Needless to say I wasnt very happy when I couldnt find ANYTHING to wear. And an unhappy me, makes for a very unhappy boyfriend. So he made me happy by saying this, he would take me to calgary next weekend and take me shopping. Whatever I would spend on clothes, he would double. ooooo
So guess where I am headed off to today. Calgary, and all day tomorrow we're going to the mall. And since its not ALL about me, we are making a sunday trip to the zoo.

400 thread count

Friday I was supposed to work at 11. I came in and I knew right away things were shit. Not in a sense that I would be another chicken running around with its head cut off, no, it was boring. I did the ad check like I was supposed to then I went back and.... did nothing. So then I asked sharla if I could just go home and come back when there is actually something to do. So I told bryan to come pick me up and within second him and amaya were there to pick me up, it was brilliant. Then we just went back to bryans, and since I was fresh from work I put on his corona shirt from mexico and his bunny boxers, classy. Then we had a disscussion about grapes. Then amaya had to work so me and bryan watched 28 days later. I hate zombie movies, but this was the least gorry or dramatic that I've ever seen, which made it not to bad in a good movie sense. Then collette called me and I didnt have to go back to work that night, so that made me happy. I even danced a little.
The only good thing about saturday was the fact that I bought another season of sex and the city. Ive decided im collecting them now, then after that, Gilmore girls. Saturday I also bought my mother a presesnt. And since bryan was getting a new bed, we went bed shopping!! $260 later he has a new duvet, duvet cover and yes you see this right 400 thread count cotten sateen sheets. OOO there nice.
We went to the corona on saturday night too, I danced with amaya, bryan played pool all night. But they did play my song however, TWICE.
Sunday, I was cranky, pms and all, but at night we had a bbq with all my family and it was gosh darn delightful. Even molly and maggie enjoyed themselves.
And then today at work I had more chest pains, K, I think its a heart condition like you had. It feels like when you hiccup really hard, but then it stays like that for an hour or a half.

Man, yesterday was so stressful and frustrating. But I dont hate bitch face anymore, heck, shes the only one who knows what im talking about. So heres what went down. After our orders we both put our telsons under the beauty counter. Beauty's stupid and didnt grab a telson so they needed one. She let them use hers, she pointed to hers, and both of them had post it notes on them saying that they were ours. Well again, someone had obviously been on drugs or something, cause they took mine. They stole my telson which had 2 hours worth of order on it, and deleted my order just so they could order. I mean.... obviously they knew there was an order on it. And I dont know how you can mistake theres for mine. I have no idea how it happened, they're all just a bunch of retards who dont know how to read or something. Its not both telsons were at the other end of the beauty counter from each other. They were side by side. And then when the stupid beauty supervisor realized that she erased mine instead of the other one, she said I should have put a note on it, like it was my fault. Stupid bitch. I guess she cant read either.
Needless to say I had been there since 7:30, it was now 4:30 and I had to stay there another 2 hours to do the stupid order again.
I just hope she enjoyed the non scanning telson.

Im so tired of working. Ive been working 7 days straight already, and its all in the morning. And I still have to work today and tomorrow full time until I get a day off. And even on my day off, its not really a day off cause I have a million appointments.

Please let it be the weekend soon. I just hope today goes by fast.

I tore a butt muscle

Yesterday was moving day. The day before that was pack and watch akeelah and the bee day. It was a really good movie by the way, buying worthy. I also want to see Stick it one of these days, but im kinda going broke. I just spent more than I was supposed to the last couple days.
Anyways, back to moving day, it was very hecktic. Bryan picked me up at 10, we went to his house and moved. I supposed I wont go into the full detail considering its rather boring. But when we got there it was fun, the place isnt too bad. But once we got all the living room organized it looked pretty darn cool. I will of course take pictures tonight of it, considering I forgot my camera yesterday. Bryan also got all his live rock, so now it looks like a mini ocean in his tank. I will take a picture of that too.
The place still isnt set up yet, so im guessing that all we're going to do tonight is unpack as well.

I heard this morning in the paper that britney spears is going to have another child. Good lord, the woman cant even take care of one, nevermind her husband, so why the hell is she having another one. Its called birth control, its there for a reason.
I bet shes just fat and she needs an excuse for why she cant lose weight.

just stop talking

Friday was the weirdest day ever. My boss took me out for coffee. We had nothing to do, and we were just standing around for 2 hours until he starts taking off his apron and is like "where do you want to go" so.... I picked tim hortons, cause its fast and I didnt know what else to do. He also asked me why I had to have half of monday off, so I told him that I was getting my blood test results back. Then hes like " why did you need a blood test, are you pregnant." thats not the worst of it, then hes like "no, your not engaged or living with anyone, you wouldnt have premarital sex." I almost died.
Then I go home and my mom tells me she found my frog that I lost.... last august/september. She said she touched it, and its leg fell off cause it was like dust. She said she almost puked.
I also went to the bar, it was lots of fun, bitch face was there too.... but shes a loser so I didnt pay much attention. There were lots of other cool people there though, so that made it fun, and we danced all night long. I also went back to bryans house and almost fell asleep, but went home at 2.
Saturday I had to work all day which sucked, and it also rained so it was kinda depressing. But I saw american dreams that night, that is a weird movie, but its also good.
Then sunday was also a lazy day, we went shopping, out for coffee/lunch. And..... thats it.

testing testing

For therapeutic use only

Yesterday I went shopping and bought a WHOLE bunch of things that I hope are going to help me with my skin problems like vitamin A and D, and new skin cleanser. I even bought supper and soy milk for myself. mmmmmm. It was very good, the supper, but I Spent a lot of money on everything. I even bought myself corn remover patches because I have little corns on my feet that just wont go away. My tumor on the top of my foot is also coming back.... grr, it really really ugly.
Today I had most of the day off too, so me and my mommy went shopping and I found the prettiest shoes to go with my dress. I also wanted to get another pair, the ones in the picture, Oh they were so pretty, but they were $70 a pair, so I could only afford one pair.
But anyways, its wierd owning expensive things, instead of just $20 jeans, and $10 shirts from wal mart or something. I mean its not like I go shopping all the time, but when I do, I go all out and spend LOTS. Next time I go to calgary, I have a list of everything I need to buy, I cant wait.

green walls

Well today I had my much anticipated blood test and it didnt exactly go smoothly. First I sat with my mother in the waiting room with about 10 other people. When they called me, I followed this girl into a little room with about 3 chairs. They sat me down, tied the thing around me and tried for about 5 minutes on each arm to find a vein, finally one girl found it but then she left to go to some other ology place and let another girl deal with me. She eventually found one, stuck in the thing and thats when it happened. I nearly fainted, I was so light headed that I felt like I was going to throw up. I told the girl I was light headed and she gave me water and another girl told me I looked the same color as the walls. No blood had yet been drawn at this point either. So then the girl asked me if I would like to lay down while she takes my blood, I said sure, and she took me into another room away from the other two old people getting thier tests done. She finds a vein again, this time on another arm, sticks it in, and doesnt get any blood. She then calls in another woman to do it, they tie the thing around my arm again, try and find a vein, and then finally they take my freaking blood.
My mother was worried, and she knew the water must have been for me. So she took me to starbucks after for a cinnamon roll and green tea latte, which was super good.

Then we went to michaels, I got paint and painted pots for... 5 hours and im not even done yet, no joke. Im painting them to match the apartment, they rock.

SHOP SHOP SHOP, and spend all bryans money

As you know, well actually I dont know that you actually know yet so Ill start from the beginning. Bryan and Amaya are moving out together. It is finalized because amaya paid the $500 safety deposit today and they got the one with balcony for wicked cool bbqs, and the one with big rooms. So today to celebrate me and amaya went shopping. Not only did we just go shopping, we went shopping at walmart the houseware capital, kinda. The other day we all kinda sat down and decided on a color scheme to keep to, so the house doesnt look all disorentated and ugly. Much like I thought it would if it were just bryan, chris and dave. But now it will be beautiful, the color scheme is green and black. Soooo walmart was the queen of lime green and black, we got towels, kitchen stuff, plates, dishes, EVERYTHING lime green. And the best thing of all, a tropical beach shower curtain. Man... even though its not my house right now and all, I cant wait to move in. Im going to move in when im done school and I finally learn how to drive, which I was going to do today, but then I got a stomach ache.

Also, I went to the doctors today, and since it was MY doctor, hes giving me a blood test now instead of that other stupid retard.
Oh and my sister left for england today, lucky little bum, but... I get to wear all the clothes she left behind, mwhahaha.

All I feel is HATE!!!!

I cant believe how bad yesterday was, I cant believe the nerve of some people who just say anything cause they're old and feeling sorry for themselves. Im talking about bryans parents, I cant even expain how much of a bunch of crabs they are. Yesterday they made me cry. They basically said that its my fault that me and bryan always hang out in his basement just because they think I dont like them. And that im rude and unthoughtful and a whole bunch of shit like that.
Bryans stepmom is a total cow, she said that im stuck up, just because I didnt ask how his dad was after the surgery. Well if I remember correctly, the day they got back from calgary me and bryan were eating lunch and they walked in, bryan asked them how he was,and what am I supposed to do, ask again, be a parrot, just so I can ask him how he was feeling. I dont get it. When I was over there once when I had a full body rash, no one even cared to ask me how I was. They never ask me how I am, even in normal conversation, heck they dont even MAKE normal conversation with me. and they think I dont like them, they dont even make any recognition towards the fact that I exsist. She also said that I never help bryan cook or clean up whenever he makes me supper like im some kind of spoiled brat. But whenever bryan makes me supper he always tells me to sit down and he doesnt need my help because he wants to make it FOR me. I always offer to clean up, but again he likes to do it for me. Shes such a fucking cow, her stupid kitchen isnt even big enough for two people now thanks to their "beautiful renovation." Personally, its ugly, and there really is no room for anything, its barely big enough for the dishwasher door to open. They think I didnt like them, well.... NOW I really have no reason to TOLERATE them. I cant believe anyone would actually say things like that about me, what have I ever done to them?

CREEEEEEEPY

The other day my boss needed updated information like address, phone, and he even wanted my email so I had to give it to him and all, but after I gave him the piece of paper I wrote it on hes all like "Hey you have hotmail, do you have msn, I should add you to mine, but then you'd know my address" He was being all creepy about it, not that thats any different from the other 7 hours a day that I see him. That day was extra creepy, he wore a pink shirt and kept telling me that NO I wasnt having a bad day, like it matters to him...... god. Then the day after that some wierd person with a wierd email adds me.... Im crossing my fingers and hoping to god that its not my boss. I just hope its another stalker that got my email off of here or something, or else I just might have to move and change names and enter some protection program against creepy bosses. Other than that things havnt been to good, not that thats good, but they're not better. Bryans dad had a heart attack on tuesday. So from now on me and bryan are eating healthy! Except for the donuts I had today... and yesterday. So much for my hypoglycemic diet too. Im a sucker for sugar, im so bad at restricting myself. His dads going to be fine though, it was only minor and he just has to stay in the hospital for a week just for caution.

two things

So I went to the doctors yesterday, it was kinda a waste of my time and more impotantly and obviously a waste of the doctors time. It wasnt my regular doctor, it was his fill in, the one who didnt help me a bit when I was dying last time. I already knew he wasnt going to do a thing when I went in. When I told him what was wrong with me, a whole 5 minutes of my time telling him what was wrong with me all he heard was 'migraine' so all he did was ship me out the door with migraine pills.... he told me it was caused by hypoglycemia but did he tell me what to do about it? no, all he told me was, if im addicted to coffee i should still drink it at regular intervals..... god, I almost told him to shove the pills up his ass and go back to community college and take something were it doesnt involve thinking cause hes really not to good at it. I even asked him if I could get a blood test done at the clinic, he told me I dont need one and it wouldnt tell me anything. argh.

But I guess the pills did come in handy, I had to use one the same night that how bad and frequent they are, I went to bed at 9 right after work because of it. The pills are $20 each which is going to hurt.
Im started a hypoglycemic diet and unofficially pronouncing myself hypoglycemic. So in three months when it works im going to be happy, and never go back to that doctor again, cause he sucks.

friday im in love

FRIDAY really wasnt a whole big deal, i mean i wanted it to be and all donsidering that it was st. patricks day and everything, but honestly it kinda sucked. We really didnt do a whole lot... we sat around, slept and went over to bryans sisters house to see what was happening to her fish cause they were all dying. That took up all day, but we got chinese food out of it. Then we went to the mall because we were originally going to see the trailer park boys show at the college, but it was sold out. When we got to the mall though there was a kid selling his tickets cause he would rather go to the punk show. So instead of paying $25 for each ticket, we payed $20 for both, we were pretty proud and happy. Dave and Kyle were going to that too, so we phoned them and met them at the subway and we all went and had a grand ol'time drinkind screwdrivers... actually that was only me. After that we went to ezzies, it was dead, so we went to the silver buckle but it sucked because there was no one there that we knew, so we went back to ezzies for about 20 minutes. It really sucked, I didnt want to drink a whole bunch that night, but I at least wanted green beer which I never got :(
Saturday bryans mom was in town so... we went to the meat draw at the legion again. Its actually kinda boring, we just sit there for 4 hours doing nothing but drinking. And I wasnt even drinking, I had 7 ups and thats it, cause I didnt feel very good.
We went to firewall that night though with his aunt, cousin, sister and mom. Bryan said hes never going to the movies with 5 girls again, it was great. And besides breakfast this morning at his grandmas house, that just about sums up my weekend.

But I am going to the doctors something this week I think, I really dont feel good, its not just because I dont feel good though, ive been eating junk food and drinking all weekend its just cause im unhealthy at the moment. What im going to the doctors for is the fact that everytime I dont eat for over an hour, I either feel extreamly faint or I get a migraine so bad that it makes me throw up, its happened twice in the last month and im getting worried. I hate feeling like theres something wrong with me.

Revolving backwards

Last night was super fun, well yesterday was fun. Excpet for the whole work part of course. 7 hours of doing nothing, again, but enough of that. After work my parents came and picked me up and I made them take me to tim hortons for a donut and coffe and can you belive it, they were all out of french vanilla, the whole city was. Stupid old people and their cheap ways of rolling up the rim. "Hey george, hehe maybe if I win that grill we can have a floor barbecue and I can invite the hot young lady that gives me baths...." god, give it up, your going to die, you dont need a car or a plasma tv or whatever else you can win. Maybe thier just cheap and want a free coffee or doughnut.
Anyways... enough of the hating of old people. After tim hortons we picked up my sister and went to the pet store. My dad stepped on the dog that hangs out in the door way, its an old bull dog and it was kinda funny me and my sister laughed and then looked at bones. I had to go to my grandparents house for supper. We had "poor mans lobster" which is just boiled fish dipped in butter. For god sakes if you want lobster just buy it and stop being so cheap. At least we had steak with it and not "poor mans steak" aka pork chops....
Then at about 11, after waiting an hour, almost falling asleep amaya came and picked me up and we went to gringos. There were lots of people there that I knew so it was fun, I hung out with mike and danny a lot and we dancing and it was a fabulous evening.

Mardi gras

So on saturday we hit up mardigras night. Bryan didnt want to go at first, well he was actually quite upset that I dragged him there, but he had fun and so did I. I didnt see any boobs though, and I didnt flash mine. Bryan saw some, not by giving anyone beads, just by accident. Everyone else saw some, o well. Friday night I didnt do a whole lot because I had to work at 6 in the freaking morning on saturday. I also had to work sunday. BUT I took next weekend off which is going to rock considering its St. Patricks day. Im planning to be drunk the whole day, and hopefully not get run over.
I saw failure to launch last night too. It was surprisingly randomly very good, I liked it a lot.

.... why do I bother

I did start writing somewhere about my weekend, but it doesnt really matter now. It doesnt matter because Im mad. I had a lovely weekend and all, heck it was the funnest weekend ive had in a while. But now its all gone to the dogs.... blah just like always. Why cant anything ever work out. I had it perfect I thought that just once, it would be all find and dandy. No... that was just a stupid little headfuck idea. As always.

Whatever. I guess I should learn now not to trust anybody. There are maybe three people in this world I can truley trust and thats it. Considering how many people I know, Id say that were a bit sad. But I guess theres absolutly nothing I can do.

I also hate old people. Seriously, after a certain age that you get to old to walk, talk, listen or learn how to figure things out for yourself, just do us all a favor and die. I hate them, I work with them all day long, they stand in my way, cant hear me so I have to repeat myself five times Or what really pisses me off is when I tell them something and they think im too young or stupid to be right and they go off and ask my supervisor who is a few feet away. Jesus christ. Also, to the little janitor man who must have little man syndrom or something. PLEASE STOP TELLING ME HOW TO DO MY FUCKING JOB. I KNOW where to put the plastics and I KNOW where to put cardboard. I dont tell you how to clean something so please just leave me alone.

I need sleep, or maybe some strong drugs to knock me out..... fuck.

Just dreams

I've come up with something, over my long day at work friday, 9 whole hours, I had a epiphany of somesort. So in recognition, ive composed a mix, well Ives started one anyways. I shall call it, the mix of the patio furniture.... Here goes

- You can call me al, Paul Simon
- Patio lanterns, Kim mitchell
- Land down under, Men at work
- Could you be loved, Bob marley
- Do you really want to hurt me, Culture club
- Burning down the house, Talking heads
- Every little thing she does is magic, The police

So far that is all I have, there is trouble on the waterfront, but I will expain ALL later, maybe. I had a really fun weekend.

Hey mama

Last weekend was really fun. I didnt have to work saturday or sunday so that made it even better, in fact thats just what made it fun. I didnt have to wake up at 6 on saturday so that just made me relax that whole day. Friday night wasnt all that much fun anyways. It was my moms birthday so I just ended up going to my aunts house for cake and to hear her talk about how many places shes been to and remembers while watching The Amazing Race... boring. Bryan had chris over so he didnt want to come pick me up since they were getting drunk at jasons house. Saturday though, we went and bought fishes!! Marine fishes. Then we just sat around bryans house and watched episodes of family guy until I decided I was hungry. So then I made bryan take me out somewhere, not exactly the place I particularly wanted, but it was good. We went out for chinese buffet and saw nathan there. Made plans, then went back to bryans house and they played magic cards and I sat and read glamour and watched the WWF telethon. Then we finally went somewhere. First we went to the corona, bryan drove the whole time so he said the night just wasnt all that fun, but it was fun for me. Everyone was at the corona, well lots of people we knew anyways. But then joel got tired of the corona so we went with him to Ralphs, that was fun... I had some REALLY old guy hitting on me and wanting to buy me a drink, bryan just has to turn his back for two seconds and then wam... they're all over me. Then it got boring, and I didnt even get half way done my drink before we decided to go somewhere else. So we went to ezzies. That was the best part, there were lots of people there, and it was fun. We left at about 1:30 and went back to bryans, sat around and watched part of Dangerous lives of Alter boys until I decided that It probably wasnt the best idea if I stayed the night. Sunday we just had to drive chris home, and got candy on the way back.

fishes

Yesterday I had a wierd day. Well Ill start with the day before, tuesday. I had to work 11-8 it sucked. Then bryan made me come over to his house to help him clean his room, oh dear lord was it in need of a really good clean. It was if he hadnt cleaned it for over 30 years. When we moved his bed it was black from dust underneath it. So we stayed up till 12 cleaning it and we even went so far as to wash the walls. We used one of those mrclean magic erasers and boy do they work good, its almost like they take the paint off, at least thats what it looked like, I dont think they really do, his walls were just dirty so It was just taking off the dirt. After we cleaned everything out, we just put some stuff back in then I was tired so I went home. Then he calls me the next morning telling me he didnt go to work because he wants to finsih cleaning his room. THe whole reason he started is because hes turning his 40 gallon tank into a saltwater tank and putting it in his room. Then yesterday after we were done cleaning he took all the rest of his fish into animal world for trade in. He got $100 for all his fish, which bought him the gravel and salt for the tank. He also bought tank strips, and filter pads and carbon. Which I had to pay for. Then we went to future shop.

Hips dont lie

Ive been working non stop since ive gotten back, I even had to work all weekend. Do you think that was fun, no... It sucked majorly. I get tomorrow off though, which will be the first since tuesday, no joke. Most days I want to kill myself within the first hour cause ive done all the actual work that needs to be done. Its horrible. But on my lunch breaks bryan came and picked me up sunday and yesterday and we went out for lunch and then to the pet stores. Bryan gave me all his fish yesterday because hes going to turn his 40 gallon into a saltwater tank :) Yesterday at the pet store it almost felt like I went to an aquarium they had a shark and big fish in their two big marine tanks. It was pretty.
Hopefully this weekend will be fun because im off, thank god

so much for a weekend

Tonight im going to the first bar ive been to here in medicine hat, and im very very excited. But it also sucks that I have to work till 9, I mean who the hell should have to work till 9? Apparently my boss doesnt know that hes the only one who doesnt have a life.
But anyways, last night bryan bought over torito lime chips, cheese salsa and In her shoes and we had a fabulous night.
I also went to the doctors yesterday and got my barnacle infested face looked at, so he just gave me a new kind of birth control and some topical gel stuff.

I really dont want to work 6 hours tonight, its horrible enough doing 5 like I did last night.... 6 just might killl me. Oh and I have to work sunday, WHAT is THAT!!

I hope this works, cause this is where I put all my pictures at:
http://spaces.msn.com/cliche-42/photos/?_c02_owner=1
But if it doesnt work, then just go to the msn profile thing and its in there.

Besides that, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY even though I am a day late

Home on the range

Im home. And boy oh boy do I love travelling. I've already planned my next trip in full, for sure. Anyways I shall tell you all about my wonderous vacation. My parents drove me and bryan to calgary last friday, and we met up with bryans mom at the mcdonalds in strathmore. Then the next day at the airport I was majorly stressed out. We didnt know where to go, or really what to do considering I have never been in an airport by myself. I guess it wasnt really by myself since bryan and his parents were there too. But It was all fine once i got on a plane. Even though that was a little scary too. But exciting. We got there at 8 at night, their time, which is an hour ahead of alberta. The customs there is pretty neat, the guy tells you to push a button and if the street light thing goes red you get searched, if not, your free to go on. So we get to the hotel, go for supper. A "welcome supper" It was a different theme every night at the buffet restaurant. Our rooms... well they had two beds which was kinda weird. But we just used one for our luggage, much more conveniant than the floor. We found a gecko the first night, and named him fernando. We found only three more, but it was ok. We explored the malecon the first night there. It was so cool. I honestly felt safer on a saturday night in the middle of downtown puerto vallarta than I would in medicine hat. Theres just so many people, they just dont go to sleep! The road in front of our hotel was constantly busy too, all night there was non stop traffic, it was pretty cool. Sunday was just shopped and lounged out by the pool and ocean. Monday, My birthday!! we lounged for a bit, then went to nuevo vallarta to the sea life park. Which was basically a water slide park with a dolphin tank and sea lion tank. We watched the dolphin show, then I got sad when the whole audience got to go swim with the dolphins and I didnt :( So then we just went to look at the sea lions and go down a couple water slides. Then we got bored of it so we went back to the hotel and sat by the ocean. Then we saw a wild dolphin, it was super cool. And since it was my birthday we had tequila shots at the beach bar.
Tuesday was the day that we did our whale watching/snorkelling tour it was really fun. We went whale watching for about two hours then we sailed away to the marietas islands which were just volcanic rock islands, they werent exactly beautiful and they were covered in cactuses. We jumped in the water from the side of our boat and there were hundreds of fish, bryan was in his glory. So of course, he was also the last one back in the boat. Then we went to paradise beach by punta mita. It was super nice white sand beaches with tide pools on the rocks. I got burnt there because since we were only going to be there for an hour, we left our sunscreen on the boat. But it was awesome.
The rest of the week we just chilled, walked around town and explored. One day we went to the market, that was a little creepy. We bought one blanket, then walked around and some guy asked me how much I paid for it, i told him and he coaxed me into his shop and he would give me another blanket for a better price. There were two guys, one led me to the blankets then the other guy led bryan to the cigars. Then the one guy decided to show me the pipes with the mexican clay people doing it on it... and he said something perverted and grabbed my hand, led me to the blankets, and kept holding my hand. That was creepy. I got out of there rather fast after that.
The rest of the week was mellow and relaxing.
The plane ride back was shitty, super shitty. Our flight left at 9, so we had to be there at 6. We got to the airport and we were practically last in line. So we didnt get to sit together. Instead I had to sit beside safari mario and his fat, big breasted wife with a gobbel chin. I got there before they did, and the first thing I saw when he was putting his stuff in the overhead compartment was his big pit sweat stain... needless to say, they stank as well. Not only were they elbowing me the whole time other safari joe in front of me kept moving his seat back, when i was trying to eat!!! I had the isle seat, and im not good in moving things when I cant see outside, so I was a little nauseas. Then what pissed me off even more was when we flying over arizona you could see the grand canyons from the plane, but do you think I ever got a chance to see it? nooooooo safari mario and gobbel chin had their big heads over the little window THE WHOLE TIME, and he was taking pictures. argh.
Bryan brought back two bottle of tequila and a smuggled mezcal (but not really)
When we were there we bought these cool day of the dead t-shirts and I bought matching earings. Of course, I was playing with the mezcal today in my pocket when we were walking back from the movie store and my earings were in there, so... guess what, I lost one of my earings already. I will post pictures maybe later tonight or tomorrow. But I will write some more later.
Oh and as for my other vacation in 2008. Im going to belize for two or three weeks with bryans mom and step dad. They have the best snorkelling there supposedly, and world renown scuba. my cousin has been there... figures.

Stupid CC, and stupid baby food

I am sick. Stomach flu sick. Yesterday at 3 I started getting a really bad headache that turned into a migraine by 4:30 and I still had to work till 8. It was sheer hell. Then after my 15 minute break, I went back downstairs and I was shaking like a banshee on cociane, so I thought I would just go upstairs and sit for a while. My supervisor wasnt there so I didnt care what I did. But the minute I got upstiars, I had to go to the bathroom and throw up... it wasnt pretty. The apple that I had at lunch all came up, like applesauce. Then I left 10 minutes early, bryan brought me drugs and I went to go sleep at his house. He went out for coffee without me while I slept. But he brought me chocolate cream pie. After I ate that it didnt last too long either. poor pie :( I cancelled work today too, and I told bryan we cant go to the hockey game any more cause my boss will probably fire me if he sees me there. He even told me when I phoned in sick " I better not see you at the hockey game" In a very stern CC like voice. I hate him, this was the only hockey I probably ever had a chance to go to this year.

Other than that I only have $67 in debt. I had 467 before, but because of my government money I am almost debt free. YAY. Plus I get paid today, yay. PLUS I only have three more days until I leave, and tomorrow my parents are going to have a birthday party for me.
I will tell you all about the trip when I get back.

look at all these pretty girls

I think I just hit puberty, just when things were looking up, bam I get caught looking like a 13 year old acne infested teenager..... And Im supposed to go to the beach like this. I look bad enough with my hair wet, why not add big red mountains on my face.
And I only have 5 more days... eeeeeeeeeeeeee
We got our plane tickets on thursday, and I also got this really nifty travel book thing. PLUS I saw the nicest dress today, it was quite expensive but if I try it on and like it then bryan said he will buy it for me for my birthday.
Which is good cause then I can wear it to mexico and to kristens "unbirthday party" on feb 25.. at the silver buckle, and Ill be 18 so I can go..... eeeeeeeee more excitment.
Other than that I still have to endure 33 hours of work... :( And we have the baby section now and on saturday I got smoked in the head with a pack of 100 diapers, those babys are heavy.
And today I got hit on TWICE by an old man, the same guy, who wishes he were 17 again...... good lord I need a vacation.

Dont add wood when your house is burning

Yesterday I bought the coolest calendar and it was 75% off so I only paid $4!!! It was the Itunes calendar that gives you a song to download every day, its cooooolieo.
I also got underwear from la senza, really sexy ones.
I hate how the weekends go by so fast just because im not working! And I dont even have monday off this week. I hate working mondays, they suck.
Although I did save $50 this week because my dad said that he would drive us to calgary when we go to mexico instead of us having to pay for a greyhound, even though I dont mind riding on the bus, I kinda like it. Maybe its just cause im really used to it. I think I road the bus.... about 40 hours total last year. All I did this weekend was basically shop and read. Bryans reading the harry potter series, hes already on the third book and he just started about two weeks ago. I however have taken advantage of me buying him The life of Pi. And I also got another book from the library. I think thats what Im going to do for the rest of the night, at least for a while. I also went more mexico shopping today. We bought vitamin water, travel sized stuff, the new vanity fair with *barf* lindsay lohan on it, I just want to read the story because she's highly upset over it. At least I didnt get the one with hilary duff and her ugly boyfriend on it. God I hope they dont reproduce, It should be against the law. I just think that ugly people should just not reproduce, its not right. Hilary duff just has to be the ugliest thing now, she was decent when she had a little weight on her face, now she just looks like a skinny bum face, literally. ugh. It annoys me.

The brothel...

The other day, thursday or no, it was wednesday. Anyways, on wednesday me and bryan went to the armoury because they were having the police awards and recognition that night. THe first thing that they did was a police parade and that means that they were marching and doing drill and it really really reminded me of sea cadets. They were doing all the stuff that we used to do like stand at ease, attention and the other things that we used to do I just forgot the names of the commands. They wern't running away from grossnesses though, even though that was the only fun part of the brothel. Bryans step mom got an award. After the ceremony was over every body got cake if they wanted some. They brought out three big cakes and at the time I didnt know that all of them were different so I just grabbed from the first one. It happened to be marble, and later on I wanted chocolate, but I didnt have another piece. One of those big mcDonalds orange juice bins was there too, I cant believe they still make that juice. It was good considering that I hadnt eaten since that morning.
This weekend all we did was lay around and watch movies. We rented serenity and Under the tuscan sun. I dont recommend serenity, its pretty much a made for tv movie, we didnt even make it through the whole movie.

I hate my schedule for this week. I have to work nights, at least till 9 one night and till about 6 or 8 the rest.

Crisis

My worst nightmare has come true!!! For the last month I was so desperatly afraid that I would have a cold for when I went to mexico. Then I go to the pool on sunday and bam, now I have a cold. It sucks poopy potato chips. And I learned that I cant even swim properly. How am I ever going to snorkel when I cant even hold my breath for very long, plus I have to hold my nose. I suck. And I better be over this cold in 25 days or I am going to be a very very unpleasant girl.
Saturday me and bryan rented The Island and The virgin suicides. I liked the virgin suicides, and I had already seen The Island, but I like it too. Then we went swimming and some horrible child must have given this to me. Stupid children.
Yesterday I went to the doctors and it seems like we have another crisis of 98 to deal with. By that I mean I had things on my neck that the doctor froze with liquid nitrogen (really hurt) so in a couple of days they're going to swell up and look hideous like the ones did on my face when I was in grade 6.... and my parents made me go to school like that. I was and always will be emotionally tramatized for life because of that.
From now on im going to drink lots of water, get lots of sleep and of course take lots of drugs. I must get rid of this.

Making up

I love it when boyfriends try to make you feel better when your really mad. The other day we had to go to the health clinic to get our shots for mexico, but before that we had about an hour and I wanted to go out for brunch. Bryan said we could go the day before, but when it came time to, we didnt, cause he had to do a bunch of running around. Needless to say, I wanted my pancakes and sausage so I got upset. But then after work, we went to Perkins, it was good. The needles hurt though, I had to have two. I almost had to have about 5 because she didnt get my file from bc so I was missing all my Hep B, and tetanus and things like that. It was a disaster, but with one quick phone call and a fax later, I was well on my way to better breathing because of a lot less stress. All I had to have done was my other measles shot, and My Hep A.

Tomorrow I get to go out for breakfast again. But the down part is that I have to work at 6 :(

We actually left for calgary on Dec 27th instead of the 26th which made me dissapointed. And not only that, but we left at 4. But its ok, we saw Fun with Dick and Jane before we left.
When we got there, we had vietnamese food, it was alright, the sauce wasnt my favorite, and im not going to say why.
Then the next morning we went to the goverment building because bryan had to get his passport stuff all done up. It took a very long time. All the hot chocolates I had in calgary really didnt taste that great. They were either steamed chocolate milk that you find in the jugs, or they were steamed milk with a hint of chocolate sauce.
After the passport thing we went to chinook mall. Old navy really dissapointed me, there were absolutely none of their printed tees for girls, and that was basically all I went there for. But I did buy lots at American eagle.
The next day we went downtown to do some shopping at the eaton center and all the other 12000 malls that connect to it, it was insane, but really nice. Bryan got hooked on Jugo Juice, which is pretty darn good, its too bad we dont have one here. We also went to the Devonian gardens which were pretty nice too. That night we went to Japanese Village, it was the coolest restaurant ever. You sat at this C (only more square)shaped table and it seated 18 people with a grill on each side and then these fancy japanese cooks would make you food right in front of you on the grill. I had the chicken and shimp and oh boy and I glad I didnt have to pay, it was highly expensive, but oh so good. Plus they gave you green tea and sorbet after your meal.
The next morning we went to Krispy Kreme and then to the Sunridge mall for a while. I bought LOTs there. Including shoes that I needed badly.
Then we went home in the after noon.

Presents!

This is what I got for christmas: (the FULL list)
-Anna Sui Secret wish Perfume
- The matching body lotion
- A digital camera and printer which I exchanged for THE most brilliant high tech camera ever.
- Pajamas with gingerbread men on them
- La Senza pajama bottoms
- A beach towel
- Lots of socks
- a bar of soap
- A hanging rainbow
- 20 + 30 gift card for bootlegger
- $25 giftcard for le chateau
- A basket of soapy things
- sandals, sun lotion and a mexican spanish word book
- $50
- printer paper (photo size)
- A wheel of scissors for scrapbooking
- Love actually and Wallace and gromit movies
- A beach towel