OMG!! just came back from the play, and guess who was there, KYLIE. haha there goes my "i have to mow the lawn so i can't do anything" excuse. But the funny part is, we totally ditched her and everything since Ryan was there. And once we started talking to him, she totally just leaft and never talked to us for the rest of the night. Hopefully she got the point and never calls again. Mwahahaha!!! I straightened my hair today, but it looks taihen bad, so, i think i'm just going to wash it again tomorrow.

Yesterday well since the previous days experience with playing baseball in the great outdoors (creekside park) wasn't too thrilling we decided that we were gonna just not go. We were"gonna go" to the biology presentation instead, but we just hung out upstairs, library and outside. It was a stressfree day. Now that Mr. yamaoka thinks i'm going to Japan he now picks on me, "read this, say that, yak, yak, yak" And it's super annoying!! After school i went to go glasses shopping and i got a really nice pair, which hopefully will be here on Tuesday or wednesday so i can wear them. Then we went out for supper to joeys only. I have come to a conclusion, Clothes are like food, If you see them, you crave them.

I could have killed Mr. Docetti yesterday, hes such a loser, he didn't stop talking once, explaining what to do and how to do it. And it wasn't even in a nice way i wanted to chuck somethign at him. I should have just hit him over the head with the bat instead of the ball, maybe that would have shut him up?! Well anyways THEN in japanese. now that my parents are directly on the verge of saying yes. Mr yamaoka now tells us that we have to pay $500 a month OR take an exchange student for 5 months. Could anything else go wrong?? So i told my dad that and he offered to send me somewhere for 2 weeks would cost the exact same. Parents just don't get the fact that 'm getting food and room for basically free. This is just sucky!!! I get to get my glasses today it should be fun.

Poor Mr. yamaoka, came to school crying today jj, my mother spazed at him last night when he called!! it was slightly mortifying, especially having to show my face there today, haha. P.E. sucked we had to run 5 km and supposedly only 7 - 10 people compleated it blah blah blah, so we got spazed at by Mr. dolcetti haha that was fun as well!!

Gina,
I know you really want to go more than anything. Please do me a favor and think about something else for a while and we can talk about it some more when I get home.
This dosen't mean I have changed my mind but we can discuss it.



OMG OMG OMG i'm happy today, i'm running on a slight chance of hope.... heh heh

Gym first thing in the morning is something that i absoluelty hate!!! Especially when we have to do softball and basically the only normal person on my team is ebbie. The rest is made up of ryan slater, kyle, katie and ThOSe people. yea and it was raining which made my whole Mr. dolcettis softball class SOO much better!!! Then came socials and i have a test on wednesday, yay for that!! The rest of the day went fine, at the end of the day we got to talk to fishbait, since he thinks he's chums with everyone and we seemed to be the only ones left at the school. Then krystal missed her bus HAR HAR HAR

yesterday i went over to kylies, well first she picked me up at 11 and we went to see What a girl wants and that is now my new favorite movie. Then we went back to her house and her mother told her that it had to be a t.v. free day, so we just hung out, listened to music and she made me a skirt, its quite nice. O my god her dog honest to god needs a bath or somthing becasue it smells soo bad. When we were eating lunch her dog came and sat under my chair and i swear to god i almost threw my lunch up all over the place!! Then we went to church and she was lying to me i could tell, becasue Mr. Bater our grd 6 student teacher was there. SO she told me about this one time on april fools day when i "wasn't there" that the whole class ran out on him and then her and desiree felt bad and said they were sorry. HAHA and i totally proved her wrong. We went over to these peoples house after church and rachael was there, it was really awkward. Anyways we were looking through this womans daughters grad pictures and then i though it was marco (melanias brother) as the girls date so i said " isn't that marco melainas brother" and the stupid buffalo said "no thats not marco, that looks nothing like her brother." Then a couple minutes later the woman told us that her daughters date was named Marco and haha it was like cheesecake listening to that, becasue i knew she heard.

The longer i wait here for a respnse from my dad, the longer he's gonna take to write it, i bet he just deleted it. GRRR listen to the last e-mail he sent me

Gina Honey,

I have thought about it and I'm sorry but I don't think I'll be changing my mind.I think you should reconsider the extent of this trip.The other families except for two are feeling the same way and out of your entire class only two are going.The rest are probably concerned with the same issues and the majority in this case are right.
When and if your class has other opportunities to go as a group or for less than 6 months I will reconsider.

Love Dad

He can be SOOO annoying at times let me tell you!!! NOW IF ONLY HE WOULD WRITE ME BACK!!! And i don't feel like correcting him when he said only two from your class are going, even though that technically would be true if he let me go, but i meant the two that are in grd 9.

When i got home i gave Chehallis a bath, he was dirty. In socials i had to sit beside Lance, the whole time he kept telling me how numb his butt was and how fat people are always mean. It was the funnest socials class i've had, to be honest it probably was. Sad.... I get to go over to kylies on saturday, she's picking me up at 11 IN THE MORNING!!!! meh

"The fifth Harry Potter book will be released this summer with a record number of 8.5 million printings. This is why the sixth book is titled Harry Potter and the End of Trees." - Jimmy Fallon, SNL

I hate having to make supper, tonight was especially gross. They expected me to make fish, so i had to unthaw it, by holding on to the tail under warm water. Then i had to cut it up into 3 pieces and it was hard and gross listening to the bones being cut with the knife. And my hands were freezing and it stank. Then after it was done all my sister could do was complain about how much she doesn't like fish. Before that it was good though, except for school..... I went for a COLD bike ride. Never trust my sister again. She siad it was hot outside so i just wore a t shirt and capris, well!!! i was freezing the whole time haha i had to ride against the wind, thats not very nice. FSA's in math tomorrow. It's always fun spazing out when nobody knows what your talking about. haha during supper i started freaking out to my mother how i'm gonna fail, and how my whole life depends on this one test haha it was funny.

So yesterday my dad came down. but before that after school (amandas school that is because i didn't have any Har Har Har) me and amanda went to the store and went shopping. I didn't buy a bathing suit, i just triied it on again meh!!!!! winners was really crappy yesterday, they barely had anything. So i went to suzy shiers and bought tank tops and went to la senza and stocked up on underwear for the year. Today we all went out for lunch at quiznos and then went shopping at walmart and stocked up on makeup hah not, i only bought eyeshadow and bronzer/blushy stuff. Then we went out to boston pizza for supper, saw the center of gravity there. And i had a gay ol' time!!!!

Mix 1 part Family Guy + 1 part your day = a very wierd dream!!!

Talk about a freakin stroke of luck, guess when the power went out at our school. The exact minute we were going to watch the stupid japanese videos. so yay!!!! we didn't have to watch ourselves!!!

Mr.Banducci just saw me in the councilling office, now not only is my scedule screwed over my life is as well!!!!! now, fnask, is cancelled, there goes my chance at going to center for arts and technology. Maybe i should just not do psycology. but i want to really bad!! WHY the hell do we hae to take socials!!! and math!!! and why so many sciences?? this sucks sooo much. Going to japan would make my life SOOO much easier, then things WOULD work out!!!

All afternoon yesterday and the day before all we did afterschool was film. It litterally took us 5 hours for 2 minutes of film. AND NOW we have to show it in class right after computers (in which i'm in right now), it's gonna suck. Now i know what actors have to go through, Very long days!!!! Amandas scene was the funniest, she was outside dressed up in all winter clothing. we made sure that we covered her face becasue only me and krystal were supposed to do it. But it was hilarious. My neighbor was outside and he probably now thinks we're crazy. FSA's weren't that hard but then again i didn't do the math one yet. THAT one willl be hard. But untill then i get to buy my fishy which i think i'm gonna name him/her chehallis. I think it's a cool name, its the only one i can think of that suits a fish. and i get to buy clothes heh heh i can't wait. I just don't want to go to school!!!!

*WHIMPER* guess who just phoned my HOUSE!!!!! the stupid people at sea cadets, WHY WHY WHY did i ahve to give them my phone number. I never want to go there again. He asked me why i wasn't there, haha and he said next time to call and then he gave me a number WHICH I DID NOT WRITE DOWN HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! it was horrible. So was today, i took literally 2-3 hours to film 2 minutes of tape, which we're probably gonna re-do anyways GRRR.

Today i only went to school for half of the day the i went down for computers and Japanese. Why won't my parents let me go to Jpan, it's always one excuse after the other and it's really starting to piss me off. Well you can't go becasue of the war, well you can't go becasue of SARS. I hate them, they absolutley have no good excuse, they just don't want me gone for 5 months. It's not becasue i won't last, it's becasue THEY won't last.

After what i just did i swear i DESERVE to lose 10 pounds, i just went on my first bike ride of the year and BELIEVE ME it was hard!!(sorry krystal i would have invited you but my sister didn't want u to come lol) but keep it coming, i'm now going to do that every single day, cause believe me i NEED It. after work today, well i only worked 2 hours becasue it was slow and i was soo bored, so my mother said i could just goo home. So i went to the mall cause we decided i should leave just as the bus left. So i went to winners and tried on bathingsuits and OMG it was HORRIBLE!!!!!!! i'am NOT ever going to be going in the water this year unless i lose 10 - 15 pounds. yeah... Shopping by yourself is a lot of fun.

My phone is screwed up, it showed yesterday that it was my birthday, it was funny. So all computers everybody around including me and melissa were all playing games seeing who could beat who, at first on milk tthe cow i was first untill reece got a higher score. Now i feel like such a loser, but it was fun at the time lol. My japanese tescher still wants me to go to Japan, but NOOOO i'm still NOT ALLOWED!!! i hate my parents sometimes!!!!! i even wrote my dad an e-mail, he hasn't responded yet. Yesterday kylies house was not fun, it never is. We watched t.v. the whole damn time, what could i not do that at my house??? and not only that we had to watch this stupid murder she wrote movie.

Guess where i'am, hahaha, in computers, relaxation time, the best time in the world. Thats all i feel like writing right now!!

I've been having really wierd dreams lately, it all started after i ate like 20 grapes right before i went to bed. Anyways that night i had a dream that i went for a swim at night and a big ugly swampmonster (it was hideous it was almost a nightmare) pulled me down but somehow i didn't drown, then i ran to this house but the door was locked and there was a guy outside standing by a car, then all of a sudden the grass i was standing near caught on fire, but i managed to put it out. Then the next thing i know i'm on a bus early in the morning at the school, but i'm going home for the day and i left my backpack on the bus.
The dream i had two nights ago was that i was at this beachy grassy place and i had to kill this vicious black dog with rocks, then all of a sudden i become topless and try and throw shakira off of a dock all while trying to save the creek from the environmentaly unfriendly plastic bottles.
AND LAST NIGHT, i brought my goldfish to school and somebody ate it, spat it back out then started talking to it......?

Today was easy, in japanese we had to make Tepanyaki, i suppose it was ok, but we were rushed, it would have been better if we had both blocks to eat our food. At lunch it was delightfully funny. The band was having a cupcake sale and for my second cupcake Krystal was getting the smartie off of my cupcake and when she turned around she ran inot a guy, then the guy said " why are you punching me" it was funny all day. We walked up and down the same hall at least 10 times too because fishbait was talking to people at the end of it, so we would walk until he saw us then we would turn around to make it obvious that we were turning away from him, and we did that plenty of times for him to get the point. It was hilarious. Then afterschool guess where i DIDN"T go haha i'm not there now eaither HARHARHAR!! instead we went to the mall and BOTH of the bathing suits that i want are gone :(

I just got back from kylies tonight. I am NEVER going back there again, but then again i ALWAYS say that, i mean it too. She just has her bitchy little ways of making me come. And the WHOLE TIME i'm over there she wines and complaines and bitches about everything. I always feel out of place, its never fun. So after school yesterday i went to the mall and saw the cutest bathing suit in the whole intire world, it's probably gone now thats how cute it was and i want it, but i'm not allowed, at least not for a couple of weeks. Then we were gonna go to the library, well we did and but the time we got there kinga and janine were there and said it was closed so that sucks, cause i only would have been 2 seconds to get the book i had on hold. Then me, my mom and amanda had supper at the food court, haha i didn't have sushi though, i'm kinda sick of it. When i got home, it was like 6:30 and kylie phoned me and was practically bitching how we're gonna be late for the show becasue i got home so late (the movie started at 7) SO she said she was immediatley gonna come and pick me up HAHAHA it was 7:05 by the time she picked me up, and then we had to go pick up other people before going to the movies. We saw X men 2, it was pretty good. Alot of guys from my grade were there it was a little funny, seing as how it was owen, ryan and people like that. No kenny though :( But then again thats probably a good thing since i was with kylie, bitchy kylie.

Self Tanner REALLY stinks, and i'm covered in it. Maybe it only stinks cause it's like 5 or more years old?

mmmm, school was only a half day today, so now i'm here esting my non famous fried egg sandwhich. Which is the most delicious thing on the planet!!!! And my mother says that i don't have to work, so i can sit outside all day and just tan. It' will be great. Kenny plays video games?? Today kenny came to pe with ff8 plus the bible aka the cheat code book. And i was just like OMG i like you WAY more now!!!! Seeing as how i only have ff7 and ff9, it was so meant to be lol!! I got 87% o the socials test which i'am SUPER happy about, i studied and i guess it payed off. I don't even want to talk about what i got on my last test. It was horrible!!! Today was a good day!!