i probabably won't post again until the new year unless my very sweet nice little innocent grandmother lets me use her computer so MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

I went to lorels yesterday and i got presents yay!! lorel gave me socks with a night mask and pajamas form la senza and since aunty julie was there too i got a spa set from her. Tonight i get to open all of my presents from my parents and sissy since i'm leaving to medicine hat tomorrow. i can't wait.

If Kylie gets any more bichy i'm going to strangle her!! She called me this morning to ask how my trip went and if i liked the lord of the rings and i told her i didn't like the movie that much and i said it was boring and long and then she said in her incredibly snobby voice "O, well everybody else i talked to liked it" BIG DEAL I HAVE A MIND OF MY OWN BITCH, i should have told her that and then she had the nerve to invite me over. But i said no.

My Trip To Vancouver
Day1
Yesterday morning the bus was supposed to leave at 6:15, when it was 6:30 krystal still wasn�t there so luckily Thomas lended mw his cell phone and when I called her jessy picked up and krystal still wasn�t awake. It was a good thing Mr. fehr was late or else no drama trip for krystal lol. We eventually left at around 7 when Mr. Fehr and krystal eventually got there. So we didn�t get a coffee break in kamloops we had to wave at a coffee shop. It was a long drive and lord of the rings was playing on the little TVs the bus had, we also watched a little bit of the majestic. Vancouver is really nice when you�re actually there and not just in Burnaby, there are so many cool places and things to see. Since we gained time from the stinky but nice bus ride we stopped at our hotel the YWCA before going to see fiddler on the roof. The rooms were the dingiest rooms I had ever seen. There were 5 beds of course, which I, Crista, Krystal, Danielle and her sister Kelsey shared. But it was so small and the covers were very out of style. We had to walk to the Queen Elizabeth theatre from the hotel where we watched the show. It wasn�t the best play I had ever seen but there was one part in it that was really cool. There was a woman in a dream sequence and she was hanged from the ceiling in this really long gown that was at least 8 feet long. After we walked back to the YWCA to change into formal clothes but it seemed only me and krystal had nice clothes on. We drove to the spaghetti factory, which was in gas town. Gas town was really nice the roads were all paved with bricks and they had a lot of nice shops there too. At the restaurant the waitress asked why we were all here and then Natalie vardabasso said that we were all a cheerleading squad here for a tournament. And then before supper we pretended it was Corree tulls birthday and we all started singing to her. So when we finished our supper, which wasn�t that great, and they brought out the ice cream, they had put a sparkler on correes ice cream and sang to her. Mr. Fehr also told us that if we found a quarter in our ice cream that we would win $1000, so of course we were all digging through our ice cream. Natalie then asked a waitress if she had put any money in our ice cream tonight and the waitress had no idea what we were talking about. After that we drove to the Stanley theatre and watched west side story. It was very dancey and the best play out of them both. When we got back to our hotel the beds creaked like we were having sex so that�s what we did all night (creak the beds, NOT have sex lol) Danielle had also put the do not disturb sign on the door so that was doubly funny. Gutterboys dumped lol, serves him right!!!!

DAY 2
We woke up at 7 got ready and went down to buy a cappuino for breaky; to go along with the tim bits I had got the previous morning. I saw a gay guy. The whole trip I wanted to see a prostitute but never got to. We then went back up to the hotel to grab our stuff to load onto the bus and there were people in they�re offices across form our room and the dude waved at me, he looked like a perv though he was creepy! We walked to Robson Street and I absolutely loved it there. But what really sucked is that all the stores opened at 10 and we had to leave at 10:30 so we spent mostly all of our time at the virgin mega store trying to hide from Thomas who had called the previous night wanting to come up to our hotel room. When we got back to the bus Sammy, miaand their friends were basically all crying. They all had been chased by some homeless woman into a coffee shop and were told not to dis homeless people. We then went to surrey for a �zoom shop� at guildford mall and I bought a shirt and a necklace. Then walked over to the silver city to watch lord of the rigns:the two towers. The screen there was so big but the movie wasn�t that great it was too long and semi boring. Then we headed back to Vernon. The whole trip me and Crista trying to avoid being sick on the bus.

Yesterday the banquet wasn't that great, there was gross food and luckily that beaner kid didn't talk to me. I tried ot to make eye contact, with any of them lol. And then after we ate the little navy league kids all had to sing and then chantelle decided that she was going to sing at the top of her lungs and somebody should have shot me and put me out of my misery it was horrible since she was sitting at our table. After that they made us clean everything up and there were about 90 people there so that was torture as well. Today was my last day of school for the year. yay. After school krystal confronted fishbait about the whole "that means i have a ride" thing and he totally lied to us he said he was just estatic that that was his rides *cough ms.scolville cough* car and he was excited that he had a ride. Yea like we're gonna believe that?? then why did he do the whole smirk thing and look at us in our science class. He's a LIAR.Before that we asked mr fehr a couple of questions about the dram trip like how many bags we can bring and he started laughing at us because its only over night. So when we were outside he drove by in his car and yelled "ONE BAG" it was funny. i have tim bits for tomorrows BREAKY lol

This is almost a punishment, i'm stuck here at home becasue of my stupid cold. Stuffy ness is not what i want right now.

Are you tired krystal? mwahahaha

This absolutly sucks. I'm sick. of all time to be sick i have to be sick NOW. tomorrow i have to go to the banquet and then to vancouver and i have to be sick!!! i wanted tto go home at noon today cause i could barely stand up straight but i didn't. Mr. Monteith is the weirdest person i know!! today he stuck the vacum cleaner on the back of my head to wake me up!! omg he scared the living daylights out of me when he did it. and before that right when i got there he said" how the heck are ya?" what a loser

P.S. i'm going to the banquet and not my sisters bad concert!

well i have all of my presents wrapped which is a good thing.Except when i was wrapping them after i was all done i realized that i had left all the price tags on so i had to unwrap most of them, except for krystals since she already knows how much her present was. This morning at like 7:30 i went to the bathroom and it was the most disturbing thing i had ever seen, my sister had decided in the middle of the night that she was going to puke all over the place and then just leave it there. It was so gross, it was all over the tub and everything. I finally get my hat today, my parents are going to buy it for me since its "parents day" to shop so they're leaving me at home.

yay for saturdays i'am so bored and i don't have anymoney so i can't do anything. Although i might be getting my hat today !!!! i got all of my christmas presents for every body so maybe i'll wrap them.

Yesterday was the dance which was fun, i mostly danced with beaners who were younger than me though. And the talent show auditions were yesterday as well and i was soo freakin nervous, that wasn't fun. On top of that i had to run around the school too because we had to sign up for who we are going to room with on the drama trip. So i'm now staying with krystal, danelle, crista and danelles little sister. After school i had to talk to a beep, we were waiting for fishbait as usual but he decided he was going to play along withour little game, so he stayed in the foyer of our school waiting for us to leave and making sure we could see (since we were sitting out side) so i went in and called my dad so fishbait would think that we were waiting for my dad the phone conversation went a little like this
the phone:beep beep bepp
me:Hi, dad where are you
The Phone: beep beep beep
Me: well your usually supposed to pick me up at 3:30 and it's 3:49
The Phone: beep beep beep
Me: well hurry up then, ok, bye

It was fun and while we were "waiting for my dad" we were mocking stupid homewreckers laugh, she sounds like a horse hehehhe
gutterboy actually was at the dance not that i tried to notice him or anything, i just did. p.s I DO NOT LIKE HIM!!!!

I signed up for the talent show, auditions are tomorrow. What did i get my self into?

Yesterday was the funnest/wierdest day. Ok i was asked out by a beaner grade 8) who i don't even know his name and i was also asked "Can i lick your face?" by chantelle" friend rea's boyfriend. Now i'm not going to cadets hehe i'm scared of the people there now. lance wasn't there but i did get to see Savoie and he's not that great seeings as how he's a *cough thug wannabe cough* lol and in cadets we had to do "tasks" and there was one about cannibals and then there was one where everyone had to get over this fence that was tall and we didn't do very successfully. Now my back hurts cause they were standing on top of me and then jumped over. English was so fun (fishbaits got no friends) Beware it's not fun for when the whole class is silent and then you start laughing when you can't stop. AND EBBIE PLEASE DO NOT EVER SPILL JUICE PURPOSLY ON ME AGAIN!!!!!

Song to fishbait
why do you think you are so cool
walking around like you own the school
with your smirky grim you pass the time
at the dance please dont do your ryme

California beachboy wannabe
you want something you'll never be
let me tell you boy, you've got nerve
just drive on around that curve

Why do you think you are so grand
next semester don't teach me about land
leave this town and don't come back
or else stomach fluids i just might lack
i'm surprised you even have friends
since you know nothing about trends

thats all i got, i hate that stupid bastard i can't wait until thursday he said he's going to do a rap at the dance

it just so happens that his birthdays the same as hitlers!!(the actual hitler!!)

I MADE THE LIST YAY!!!!!! i am sooo happy!!!!!!!!! im going and it's gonna be soooo much fun!! Today was boring besides that he made us wait until the end of lunch until he posted who's going. Today in art me, carlie, janine and cori were all doing these little crafts with mr scary monteith and they started talking about movies and sex scenes and mr monteith start in on about how were all sex freaks and i wanted to die.

yesterday was compleately boring. i went over to kylies at about 5 and could that child get anymore spoiled???She got a new playstation 2 and a game and this big mat to play games on. And jessica was there as well and she told me that gutterboy and jessie are now OFFICIALLY going out now and she also said that he decided to ask her out on thursday at the play, the same time that corndoggie asked betsy lou, And then jessie kissed him. How lame!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yay for family outings we get to go get our christmas tree now. At least they have apple cider and hot chocolate. Not for long anyway1

well my parents finally let me go which is a good thing, but with the good must come the bad right!? well since all those stupid cast and crew of rock and roll want to go they get first dibs on tickets cutting 13 of us off the list. i really hope its not me cause i want to go sooo bad!! Its a good thing i came to school early today becasue all the tickets got sold out at 8:30 and thats the time i usually get to school!! Remind me never to stick my tounge and lips over a popsicle in winter when it JUST comes out of the package, it's like stiking your toungue on a pole outside. Now my lips hurt and there was blood all over my popsicle.

mwahahaha i made a sheet for my parents to read about letting me go ont he drama trip. After reading my wonderful explanations of why i should go they'll definatly let me go!! Here it is
Why i should go on this trip:
-I love you and you are the most wonderful parents in the world
-I can buy you REALLY nice gifts on Robson street
-The bus will no go into the ditch, it is very heavy and will not slide. Only little vehicles will slide
-There will be plenty of supervision and chaperones
-You have extra money from the last time i wanted to go on a drama trip
-At the rate of the snowfall the Cocihala will not be dangerous
-There are a lot of people going so it will not be cancelled
-it is a partially subsidized bargain
-Barely any school will be missed
-I'll get a very good, healthy meal from the spaghetti factory
-Everything is paid for
-Educational Plays
-math teacher recommended Drama Trips he said, "The program is very cool, the live shows are awesome"
-I get to go on an exteamly nice coach bus, which i've never been on before

What will happen if you don't let me go:
-I'll break out with measles
-I'll starve (due to hunger strike)
-I'll run away and never return
-I'll pawn all your stuff including the house and dresser
-I'll sell the cat!!

yes i got bored during math as you can tell

i cannot believe this, i'm not frickin allowed to go, i begged i pleaded. Now i give up, i'm going on a hunger strike, that'll teach them!!! I don't see why but they give me all these lame excuses like the cocihala gets very dangerous this time of year, it'll be cancelled like the last one since it's near christmas and no one will go, or id rather give you anouther christmas present. My dad even said if they don't cancel it he'll give me $10. Gee thanks but i don't need your stupid bets to get me not to go!!

OMG 2 plays, west side story and some other, shopping on robson street, the lord of the rings 2, and food does that not sound like the funnest thing ever!!!! its gona be so fun if i'm allowed to go, I HAVE TO I HAVE TO and it's only $130. yay i can't wait. the only thing is i'll miss the very last day of school before christmas day, but who cares, this is gonna be WAY funner!!! Today we were running around playing mission impossible and we came up with a plan that we are gonna make it sooooo extreamly obvious that we like fishbait. mwahahaha see how he likes that!!

Yesterday was actually fun at sea cadets, although lance wasn't there so we couldn't sing him happy birthday!! We went over to chantels and had to get trasfered at every school to a different bus. All the other schools seam so much more high schooly than ours but i guess its because we are used to our school. Sea cadets was interesting even if i didn't know how to do practically anything, i got the hang of it once in a while. And we learned how to tie knots. Savoie was there (the"hot" guy) so i didn't get to see him, hopefully next week. Next week i won't feel too alone since every body there has to come in "normal" clothes and not in there uniform, which i don't have yet. So i guess i'll be going again next week.
mr. robb gave me an extension on my essay which is very releaving since i hate doing projects all in one night, even though i had the weekend to do it, i was busy!!
Bitch has his ugly shirt on today. and i had to hel;p out with the drag fasion show today. its a tad bit scary being n the gym while 700 or so people are watching u just standing there holding a ribbion, it was fun though.

Favorite song at the moment: Without You by justincase and Michelle Branch
Yay tomorrow i get to go to sea cadets with chantel and Krystal, i hope it's fun. I get to see their hot leader dude.

Super creepy times ten million. Today i was bored in art so i went over to caitlins table and she told me to read this thing on how to pleasure ur man during sex and so i was reading it and Mr. Monteith came up over my shoulder and started saying things like i know thats very hot and sexy but it's time to clean up. If thats not the most humiliating thing ever to happen i don't know what is. And then in the halls he usually smiles at me CASUALLY but today he added this whole eyebrow raisiing thing and a smirky smile. I want to curl up in a ball somewhere and cry. In the morning fishbait was telling us about this cracked up girl that came to his door on saturday night and he called the cops and he was the third person who had phoned the cops becasue of this girl, it was interesting. But of course he mentioned his "roommate" hmmm i wonder who that could be?? HOMEWRECKER!!

That is the VERY LAST time i am EVER going to kylies. i went on friday and we went to the light up down town and then in the -20degree weather she has the nerve to tell me that i look miserable and that when people look at me they probably think i'm mean and then she said have u ever heard the saying "a smile goes a long way" and then she said "well u should use it". Those were her EXACT words i'm not lieing. Then after we stayed there for 2 hours listening to her mothers choir perform we went to white spot and then her and her mother start on me about ho she can't "read" me when i watch movies and that i always look unhappy. Well after that i'll definatly be cheerful!! I had to stay the night it was dreadful after that i was unhappy, berfore i wasn't when she was telling me this! Then on saturday we went to church and then after came back to her house and had snacks and stuff and that bitchy woman who was yelling at me that i wasn't watching the horse that was frickin 2 miles away was there. It was the best 2 days of my whole life!!!