Anouther day of e-fair yum!!!! but of course guess who i saw going to dayleys booth yes of course it was gutterboy hahaha. but i got krystals chinese food and perogies it was all good! it feels like friday and i decided that i'm gonna become madonna for halloween, hehehe and so i'm going to ebbies after school tomorrow and ooo hopefully we can go to the haunted house tonight in lumby, hurray for halloween spirit. I misses my halloween cartoons last week so my parents have to make it up to me somehow!!

It seems like everybody had e-fair today so i just hung out with caitlin, christina and jen all day. In my science class there was only 4 people in it and i was the only girl(how lucky do i feel) it would have been better if it was some other guys or hehehe just me and gutterboy ahh that would be nice. So we ended up watching osmosis jones which i've seen five times and a little bit of Mr deeds. It would have been better if i just would've stayed home and slept then i could at least work on my science projects thats due on friday. We have to make a model of a cell!!! then art wasnt that bad we learned how to draw lines lol. It was Really interesting. But it kinda makes me want to become a graphic artist like Mr kaneda told me i should, but i'm not going to.

pretty normal day! nothing really happened.
To Ebbie: sorry i couldn't get your blog all pretty :)

I�m finding it hard to write EXACTLY what I�m feeling. Like right now. I found out gutterboy likes Dayley. He was going to ask her out but she had a boyfriend (Tyler I�m guessing) even if she is incredibly cute and skinny, it�s to a point where it's really annoying. Maybe it's just jealousy speaking, maybe he likes her just because she's into musical theatre and stuff like that. So am I, I just don�t take all those lessons like she does. I feel really incomparable now and not interesting, BORING! Shannon said she would introduce me to him on Monday but I�m not sure if I even want to talk to him.

So I�m here and I�m totally bored, just the way it should be for boring me. It�s true I have a total lack of self-confidence and self esteem.

Bay leafs- I change but in death

Now I have to go and write my short story, which I can tell you right now, is NOT going to be fun!! Hehe but then again I can grafitisize our diagram more. Mwhahahahahaha

I had to work this weekend which wasn't fun but thriftys was having this awsome sale so i got pants and a shirt for only $30 so i decided to throw in anouther shirt because i couldn't decide on the color. It would have costed me at least a houndred dollars but sales rock!!! thats about all thats exciting, i hate working and now my parents are making me clean the house!! At the store me and my sister ran around the stores putting kick me signs on each others back, i started it and she went around for at least 10 min with a sign on her back.

I have a big craving for Hot apple cider right now, the stuff i used to get at christmas concerts in medicine hat. I have no idea what my problem is, it most likely started when i was a child, in fact i know it started when i was a child. Now i can't do ANYTHING!! Thats what happens when you have an over-active imagination and HIGH standards.

I was supposed to be at the mall RIGHT NOW but krystal didn't have her purse and blah blah blah. Shannon lied to me today, she said she was going to talk to gutterboy about something to do with Amber and i told her i wanted to go to to, cause that could have been a golden opportunity to "befriend him" but no she didn't and therefor i didn't talk to him either!! life sucks!! anyways i'm sooo glad i have tomorrow off, then i won't have to think about him and i can sleep. mmm sleep is good, since my eye has been strangely twitching because of my lack of sleep. I was home early roday after school, not only because of the whole mall thing but gutterboy left so i really had no reason to stay.

I have a head ache and as i was walking home i noticed that the pig had piglets as well. and there wern't just 2 or 3 of them there was like dozens of them. I'm gonna be a rock star when i'm older and seeing as how krystals gonna become a underwear designer i'm gonna wear her underwear and promote it and she's gonna sponsor me, it's gonna be awsome. I drew more on the table today in math, it was fun because we didn't do anything because mr. monteith (my art teacher) was our TOC (hehe Tribe Of Cannibals) and he just sat there while we talked the whole time. He's not a very good teacher, in math he doesn't make us do anything (which is kinda a good thing) but in art he won't let us run to our locker because we have things to do!! This time when i drew on the table, i put do not erase my drawing and write back, so hopefully gutterboy will. I love my straight hair, i wish it stayed like this forever!!

i'm VERY bad at small talk indeed! i hate it

well boring day again, and anouther day of sulking over what i'll never be able to have. Krystal says i should befriend him and then i'll have a chance with him. HAHAHA how the hell do i befriend him?? uh i wish it were simpler!! anyways i have a ton of homework and no money. hehe caus i want to go to zellers and buy some underoos batman ones of course for halloween. I realized that i live beside farm animals!! i was walking home and then there's this pig that lives in a field on th way to my house. and it just sat there snorting at me, it wasn't a very nice pig!! My grandma thinks i'm in love with pigs. Last year i totally embarrased her in front of Don and Patti cause she told them that i won't eat bacon or ham becasue i watch the movie babe then she's like isn't that right. and i strictly said NO. So of course this summer when she was here she asked me about it she said so how come you like pork and you won't eat bacon or ham. I almost said get over it woman she knew i embarrased her and she won't give it up. Geez grandmothers can be such pains sometimes!! But one time when i could actually stand her for a long period of time we were at boston pizza and she was telling me her whole life story about how she was closer to her mother in law than her actual mother and then it was kinda weird cause just then gutterboys mom walked by!!

Wow how not interesting my days are!! we had mr. pedifile again as a substitute in science (the same dude that told us that rats can't vomit) and i swear that man has a passion for trivia and random knows statistics and facts that you don't really want to care about knowing. He gave us the origin of the word shit. That explains enough i think. And besides that, insides jokes in english and math are fun, especially drawing on the table in math. (even if gutterboy can see it doesn't really matter, he'll think i'm a loser lol)

I slept over at kylies last night and we woke up this morning at 9 to go to church. Then after that we went to see her horses at the stables and i got yelled at by the lady that owns the place or something, so now i don't like that woman, she thinks she's a know it all and better than me, ha whatever.

This morning i was wokin' up at about 9 or 9:30 because jill slept over and was hitting me with my bra, it was super fun i can tell you that! Then we went for a walk and since there was a football game going on at my schoo we decided to watch since jill loves football. Shannon and Amber were there as well so we hung out with them. And i actually found out his birthday (and lot more) hehe it was fun. Tonight i'm going to the hockey game with Kylie again, and hopefully gutterboy will be there since i'm straightining my hair after i do this and it's gonna be so purdy.

hehe i'm in love with the ketchup song, it's so cool. i've realized that the only way i can posibly get him to notice me is to perhaps become somebody else "like him" well then i though why. i'am so not gonna let myself change over some STUPID guy. i'm better than that i hope!! whatever i'm just gonna forget it! i get to go to zellers tonight. I figured that i'm gonna become batman for halloween. It's gonna be soo much fun. Just the girls night out.

Right now i'm really depressed cause i know gutterboy has no idea who i'am and he probably never will even care!!! But after school today me and Krystal recycled all the pop cans and bottles for SPAM and i can tell you it was NOT fun!! But gutterboy was there as well after school, but he never saw me i think. I should just give up on him and get over it. It would save me ALOT of pain and heartbreak that i set myself up for. This weekend is gonna be so boring since i ad to use my allowance money to repay Krystal for the play and stuff, so i have no money to do anything. Jills over right now and she is SOO annoying, i almost want to go upstairs and smother her to death. hehehe

OMG this is so exciting i actually know what to do with this blog thing know. Notice that i made a lyrics page and soon there is going to be an about me page and so on and so on. This is Tres exciting.

I seriosly feel the need to blog right now since i'am suffering from a vast amount of head trama that i DO NOT want to write about. But i will write about my day it was pretty interesting. During math me and Krystal made a diagram on the table of us killing homewrecker and hitler (code names for girls that like the guys we do) and it was super funny and not only that but since it was on the table gutter boy (code name for guy i like) will see it since coincidently we sit at the same spot in that math class. I also asked jessica to find out what day his birthday is on just to see if i really am older than him, but if i'am it wouldn't be by much so it wouldn't be that bad. Unlike hitler whois two years older than him. Mwahahaha. Then in science we got to watch this superbly disturbing video about not drinking and driving and it was super gross they actually show you images and video's and i can't really explain it, because it was just so detailed and stuff. After school we were kinda waiting for fishbait even though we noticed that *gasp* his bike wasn't there but we would at least see him get a ride with somebody, so we waited and he came out with homewrecker in his car (i think) and he opened the door for her and it wasn't a very happy moment thats for sure.
I got my YM yesterday and i got kelly on the cover and not ugly justin so i'm happy and i also went to the mall and i got a white shirt to put underneath tshirts and the Rolling Stones music edition with shakira on the cover. I'm soo poor i thought i had at least 30 dollars but after i bought my shirt which only costed 15 i had no money left so now i owe Krystal 12 dollars for my magazine and the play (which was about a dog!) it was kinda stupid.

Hey i'm at school and it's fun. I'm leaving to go to the mall in about an hour yeah and then we get to go to wendeys and then a play called Sylvia. AND MY PARENT ARE ACTUALLY LETTING ME GO. which is a very odd thing because they were a little if'y about even letting me go to the mall today. yah!! hopefully it will be fun because i have no money for the mall and i'm not really dressed for a PLAY. P.S skipping is fun cause thats what i'm doing since i'm in the lab right now and not the Art classroom. hehe);">

Well it was a rather nice time when i'm home by myself

Uh well it was a boring day so far. Kinda a bummer though because fishbait doesn't ride his bike to school anymore, so we won't get to see him bend over anymore. Future shop isn't as exciting as the one in Medicine Hat, i thought it would be great or just as good but it isn't. Nothing here is as good as the one in Medicine Hat. Medicine Hat has so much more than here anyway. I want to go back!! Anjulie made me read her story today and it's really good, but it makes me want to rip it up:();">

Well it wasn't avery exciting day thats for sure, it was basically a typical Sunday type day even though it's Monday. I did however get my homework finished and i have a math quiz tomorrow (crap) i hate math. We went to future shop, but there's nothing there anyway. And i forgot to lokk at the halloween stuff from my store.I still don't know what to be since i did decide that i'am going to go out and get candy even if it makes me fat. I'll limit myself.

My dumb cat just had to wake me up this morning Grr!! yesterday we didn't do much, but at 4 we went to the "pumpkin patch" and got pumpkins (obviously). Me and my sister also got these little ones which we drew faces on and named. My pumpkin was mohammed and Amanda had about four which she named Angela, sasha and then we also had a hermapherdite (i don't know how to spell it) pumpkin in which we named James. it was the highlight of the day, well besides getting ot eat turkey.

Since it is Thanksgiving Weekend i'm gonna list the things i'am thankful for:
-Having Monday off
-Cozy blankets
-Good hair days
-Good days altogether

Guess what i learned on Friday, prejudism is not a word and symbolization is. . Rat can't vomit (i learned that as well) And my crush is younger than me! even though he's a grade above me he's two years younger than every one in his grade. That kinda works cause i'm one year younger than everyone in my grade, but i'm born in February and im guessing he's not. So this Sucks. Kylies was fun, but Tuck Everlasting isn't playing in our stupid theatre so we went to the hockey game with Jessica and Jessica's the one who told me that he was younger than me(and her friend also likes him grr) Then we stayed up till 2 (which is really late for me) watching girl movies and giving each other manicures it even got so girly that we put on mud masks (pretty scary, i know). Then today we went exploring and found this neat area where there are native dugout pits and it's really interesting but we didn't make a discovery or anything because people had already been there before.

Well survivors on and i'm bored as hell. Tomorow i get to go see tuck everlasting with kylie and then sleep over at her house after. That should be fun. But i wanted to go to the Football game with Ebbie tomorrow but she's leaving for vancouver which isn't fair. The Rooney c.d that she burned me today is actually pretty good. O no i'm slowly joining her Rooney cult. lol. I have to go pack. Bye