I added something to my 100 things page

so much to do...

Guess whaty!!!! Our wonderful green party campaign WON the election!! That makes me happy since i was becoming so happy over the whole stupid thing. So today im going to lisa's house for a bbq. Sounds like fun! I think i have been overdosing on my happy pills lately. Yesterday before english class cc was walking in front of us, and we just kinda went off. And we couldn't stop laughing over the dumbest things.... but yea, what else is new,lol. I think its been about 10 days since i last said one word to her. mwhahaha Thank you berend!! and krystal. I can't wait until the end of school, only three more weeks!!! yes yes yes. And for the next four weekends i have things to do, so i have no time to study....... thats always great. Today i also have to go to the coldstream and lavington community days.... its to bad it isn't nice out though, i dont like being outside when its cold and stormy looking. Then i have to babysit. Yesterday i went and saw 13 going on 30 and Hellboy at the towne theatre, they were alright, but hopefully tomorrow i get to see, ella enchanted and new york minute. I really want to see new york minute!!!

You know you have a problem when.....................

Today has been quite a spendid day, well the school part anyways. But when i got home o man. I had the killerest headache in the world. It felt like the cc sat on my head!!! And i took extra strenght motrin and im STILL waiting for it to fully kick in because YES it does still hurt. Omg i even had a bath and my head hurt so bad that i had to close my eyes and then i literally fell asleep in the tub, but dont worry i didn't pull a britney spears and drown or anything since i am still here and able to write this. We got our math test back too and im sooo proud of myself, i actually got 83% on something where i thought i had no idea what to do. Other people didn't do so well though and i feel sorry for them because i KNOW what it feels like to get a bad mark. You feel really crappy, at least thats how i usually feel anyways. It was e-fair also today and tomorrow, mmmmmmm. I like it becasue i get to get out of math early tomorrow too!! In english my darling masterpiece of a screenplay was loved by the teacherous mr.fehr. And i do believe that the 34/36 i got on it, is accredible to a $20 bill, if you know what i mean...... And we got to watch elizabeth. That was the last block where i was falling asleep in class too......... ugh need sleep!!

I once had a bird like you, a bird of prey

ugh Katelyn is getting on my nerves if she doesnt send me those notes by tomorrow i just might have a nervy spaz!!! So as for my weekend, i studyed and then layed around, and then made notes, and read, worked and blah blah, rather boring stuff i must admit. Since march ive kept a tally sheet of the the days and times i worked. And so far encluding tomorrow, my mother owes me $270!!! :) Now whether shes gonna give me that money is a TOTALLY different story.
BUT my mother actually said that shes gonna get me a bank card soon.......... wow i feel so grown up, lol. My very own bank card!!!!! Yea, but shes ALSO said that they are gonna put a limit on it......... because she said (and yes these were her very words) "i dont want you foolishly spending your money when your at that lantern festival in victoria" :):):)!!) MWhahah
I was gonna start to make my lantern this weekend too.......... but lazyness got the best of my get up and actually do somethingness. Im going to the market and the mall tomorrow with sissy pie and then maybe for a bike ride. I have an overdue book too......... hmm what to do about that, ive read it about 3 times already, but i love it...... ill keep it.

I enjoyed Glitter..................... even if it was closely similar to a britney spears music video.

It's raining cats and dogs (not literally though)

im surprised its not..... haha I wanted to tan this weekend but NOOOOOOO stupid ugly weather decides to put a damper on my plans. O well i had to work today anyways, boring as usual. Yesterday me and amanda went to the mall, and then to walmart, and i was gonna get a really short skirt but didnt feel up to it. But i really like the skirt so i might go back sometime thins week. I wanted a starfish necklace too, but the lady that was selling them wasnt there on friday so mother said that on monday we can go to the farmers market early and see if shes there, hopefully she is. On the way there, amanda's "friend" alex was there too...... after the bus ride my sister said she was scarred for life, i can only imagine. I didn't bother listening to what he was saying though cause i had my discman with me. Tonight im going to watch Glitter and Jackie Brown, and to everyones surprise i'll probably like Glitter, haha.

Into the river below

Well........ my week has been somewhat O.K. but since today is thursday and i have no more school for 4 days im as happy as a banshee on it's birthday!!! HAHA i had fun today relating everything to a banshee, like my house which is hotter than a banshee in the middle of august. So today was the Hip Hop Expo and it was quite good. I got out of english 20 minutes early so i could "help out with the school store" haha and i got candy and free food :)
TOnight i got 5 for 5 movies. So thats what im gonna be doing all weekend, and of course that socials project, although it would kinda help if kaitlyn emailed me her notes. SHE was the one who said we all had to have them done like last monday, yet shes the last one to give them to me???
TOday ryan hall was being QUITE the hunk in math, i couldn't keep my eyes off of him, AND his story in english was enough to melt my heart. Killer goldfish ALWAYS get me!!!

To the moon and back

Yesterday i had to work, it wasnt all that bad. At about 4 though i went to the mall and met Jill and Amanda there. Jill and Alekes slept over last night too, and they ALL came jumping on me at 9:30 this morning to wake me up. and literally were all laying on me at one point. We went all over town today. To the librbary, the bank, the pet store, and to the mall. I did some major underwear shopping today and bought "booty shorts" according to Jill. I also get a free bra sometime, haha i guess ill save that for a rainy day when i need cheering up, ill just go out and buy a new bra. works for me.
Socials is murdering me, slowly yet surely!!!! PLUS i have to organize everyones notes, and there are ALOT of them.

THe day......... did not start out good......... first double blocks of math in the morning are not all the best either but it wasnt too bad. I dont even get a lunch anymore which really sucks, i have to go to green party meetings. Today i helped out at the school store too, which gave me free pizza :) Whenever i work there, my friend ALWAYS wants free stuff. During english we got to watch Igby goes down, and personally i think its NOTHING like The catcher in the Rye....... i dont really like that movie much either. I cant wait till we start poetry even though im badly terrible at it.

Wuthering Heights

I didnt get to go to the gym today, therefor i didnt get endorphins realeased therefor i really am not as happy as i usually am. And i suppose blaming it on the gym is gonna work, because i could also blame it on school, and the people there, and this STUPID party thing. But i wont, i'll just stick to blaming it on the gym and all will be better.... maybe.

One thing that did make this day kinda better, or at least off to a good start was the fact that i got 94% on my bio test that i had yesterday.

I was also bored afterschool so i cut my hair, not anything major, i just thought i needed a trim so i did it myself, i doubt anyone will notice though, but i did cut a significant amount off.

my parents are also getting rid of my cat.

AND lastly but not least. My life is potatoes (Read Also: what the potatoes!!)

Its 3am I must be lonely

Why does this happen? hehe (why does this always happen to me...) no nothing like that. I swear i am going through a quarter life crisis right now. I remember having one last year too in AUGUST, it was a little different but not much.... but i think this time is a little worse. TO be honest i have no idea why i have this quarter life crisis though, i just feel that i have one........ its partly not MY fault though, wrong place wrong time. And im not lieing either. Its not sarcasm though, i suppose it is a little but of a joke, but more of an exageration. Quarter life crisis's are not as fun as it may appear to others, TRUST ME!!!! because i dont lie, like i said above.In fact i hate liers THIS is what i do to them..... mwhahaha so to all you liers out there.... Beware.

Before lunch today we got to miss math for about 20 minutes to go to the Student Vote meeting things, and i dont know why but sometimes i would just like a shot gun.... it could be therapeutic. Iam part of the green party now though and i dont really feel like changing, so ill stay.

I counted today how many bullets i would need to clear the area of icky people while i was waiting for my dad after school and i counted that i would only need 4 on a good day. But on bad days..... thats a different story. (p.s. Im not really all THAT homicidal, i just wish i were)

I get to work again this weekend, yippee. And i really want to know whether we are for sure going to the lantern festival this summer? It would be good to start making plans now, just so that its good to go and not all last minutish, because that leads to chaos and then changing your mind *cough* kylies parents *cough* becasue those kind of people are just as bad as liers and we all know what happens to liers.

ciega sordomuda

Since it was mothers day and all, and i didnt get my mother anything, we went out for breakfast this morning and it was good. Then i did absolutely nothing else for the rest of the day except study and read and watch tv and listen to music. I actually did study for the bio test tomorrow for at least an hour or half an hour, enough to make two pages of study notes..... haha yea keener i am.
I even started packing tonight, i only took out stuff for a garage sale and all the stuff off my walls. but it was a start.....
I hope my grandma's fish are still alive, i was there the day they were born, all 50 of them. I know not all of them will survive though. Today i went to swan lake and as you walk into the flower part they have a fish pond and my dad agreed that we can get a fish pond in our new house, with my babies. :)

......... ah.... 70's music

Yesterday was super fun after school which wasnt all that bad. Me and krystal went to the gym, from there we got pizza (your probably wondering what the use of the gym was...) and so we got our pizza with our free pizza tickets and went back to my house and at it in my backyard. Then later we went to the mall for a bit and i was a super shopper and bought 3 things with $20. A shirt, foundation and of course Special K cereal. I dont see why i bought it though since its already almost gone because everyone but me has eaten it. Krystal came over again and talked to berend and then we kinda watched tv until 12:30.
Today me and sissy went to the library and spent an hour or so there, it was fun. I saw Mr. Oldfield there, he was doing some kind of filming thing. I just got back from a bike ride now, i saw my friends again too. haha

Im contemplating whether or not i should tell kylie, im starting to think i should. But i would tell her that im leaving at the end of August and then when she phones me to do something before i leave, my phone will be disconnected, hehe. Cause if i do tell her then i might get to see Ben again, kylie will make sure of it, and also it will just be a little easier.

just take off my red shoes, Put them on and your dream'll come true

I wore my glasses to school today because my contacts hurt my eyes. I got out of english a little bit early because i got to work at the school store. The only perk about it was that i got free food, like pizza and candy and a slush, lol. But because of that i also didnt get my lunch hour which sometimes i need, but it wasnt that bad. I did major review in math though since i have a ugly test tomorrow. I also brought my math home so my dad could help me, but he only kinda confused me a bit more. He found my 45% test too.... hahah he didnt get mad though, but he made sure we went over it for 2 hours to check EVERYTHING i did wrong.
We told kylie to meet us at the gym today but she didnt come, so we kinda lucked out and it was fun.
Tomorrow i have a senoir buddy thing which OF COURSE is my favorite thing in the world, NOT!!! I can't stand my group, and whats worse is now im afraid of my partner.....
ooooooooo and today i finally got a malt, it was a big acheivement for me since i've wanted one since LAST YEAR, last summer i was dieing for one but never did get around to buying myself one, then since my dad was 37 minutes late picking us up we told him that he owed us a slush, so we drove to coldstream market only to discover they're slush machine was out of order so i bought one. ET was there too, with way better half if thats what i can call him, lol.

Music to my ears......

Right now i have a swollen eye and its not very much fun. I hate this time of the year because i always get allergies. Maybe it will be bad enough tomorrow that i wont have to go to school..... highly doubtful though. Thankfully the math test is on friday, and not tomorrow, it saved me a bunch of work i would have had to do tonight. Not that i have any less to do for tomorrow though. I hate school, its such a waste of my life.
Do you like my new Britney Spears template, hahaha. I think if i ever made a mix tape of songs all about kylie i would enclude toxic because that is what she smells like. Some kind of toxic sewage and today i almost died because i have to sit RIGHT BESIDE HER.

Bandages on my legs and my arms from you... Bandages

Aleckes totally kinda ruined my little devious secret, but not totally. I was with kylie and ebbie and i stopped to talk to aleckes and then she said i cant move. So then kylie started beating me up like "your not moving are you" blah blah blah and yes she litterally WAS beating me. So i told her NO im not moving for another year so far, my parents just want to sell the house and then rent another one. mwhahahah im too good. I really hope no one else spills the beans in front of her or else i have nothing else to look forward to about moving. Its the only thing that practically keeps me going. O and my house is officially sold now to the man that owns Joey's Only. losers.

There was school today unfourtunatly, and it sucked going back, its not like we did anything anyways. And 40% of the people wern't even there. I had my whole day planned too, i was gonna tan, go on a bike ride, go to the mall, but NO i had to go to school.
Im gonna start to pack all my stuff in June ive decided. And ALL of our boxes come from quizno's, lol. Its funny, my parents go there every day after work and pick up their boxes. They should give us food with the boxes, i would enjoy that more.

You dont really need me you just keep me hanging on

Yay it soo like summery now and i love it. Today i went and played outside for a bit, and by played outside i mean my mom made me pull weeds from our backyard. I found a worm too and started playing with him, and he was really long. My sister said we should keep it and put it in someones bed though, like my mothers, mwahaha. That COULD get funny, lol.

I've got to make this life make sense

I have a plan. The day before i leave to go to alberta im gonna go to coldstream school and dig up our time capsule if i'am allowed by the rest of the council of time capsulers, i may have to get permisson. And then ill take the stuff with me to remember the school by. I will go alone, at 12 at night, dressed all in black and dig it up by moonlight. Then the next day i will leave this town, that school, my school, and everything else i've learned to love behind. Can't get better than that.

I'm not prejudiced, I hate everyone equally.