yesterday i went to the awards assembly. It was almost so boring i killed myself. Well no, i lied it wasnt that bad. After that it was good though because they had free deserts. So we indulged in the chocolate brownies with "nuts" who we were gonna throw at people... mwhahaha. Mr. Monteith gave me a hug too, he said he was gonna miss me. Then this morning i went to the last assembly. and i DIDN"T go early like i was supposed to. Jason wanted me to go there at 8, so i purposly didn't!! hehehe in fact i barely saw him, well then there was the fact that he came and grabbed me in the middle of the hall.......... ugh. AHHH im soo happy over my report card!!!! i actually got my 70% in math!!! i kinda went down in english and bio. But up in socials!! Its allllllllllll good :) After "school" i came home for a bit, talked to seckin..... lol then krystal came over and we went to go see shrek.

If anyone wants to go to the beach with me tomorrow tell me!!!

The view

I went to the movies tonight. And i went with Jason. I think he really is trying to pursue SOMETHING. First the beach and then two movies, and stuff....... I honestly don't like him though, so i don't know what im doing. I'm soo confused!!! Maybe i just need sleep. I got two hours of sleep last night. Want to know why? I went to Guillaume's party with krystal last night and we didn't leave until 5 this morning. It was light and it was wierd. I went back to krystal's house and slept for two hours then left to go back to my house. I had go onto the deck and tap on windows to wake my sister up, because i didn't want to wake up my parents.

The party however was really fun. They had a bonfire and tons of people and i only saw 3 from kal, which was a good thing. Kal people arn't very much fun to be around. At around 1 0r 2 i think, Me, Krystal, Ryan and John went for an "adventure" it was the funnest part, we treked through actual woods, and hills to find "Crop circles" according to John...... It was pitch black going through the forest. Then when we came to the clearing John and Ryan were saying all this crap about werewolves, and people who will come and kill us all, and saying they heard noises. It was great. Then when we went back to the bonfire after that. And left about 5 in the morning. I had to tap on the windows when i got home, so my sister would let me in and let me sleep.

Yesterday the hair streaking party was grand. It was sooo hot while we where streaking our hair though. And it didn't turn out as vibrant as i wanted it too, but o well, at least i have some extra colors in it. The pina colada's were sooooooooo good, i tried finding the same mix today, but couldn't. Then after watching eurotrip we made hair flowers, and then jumped on the tramp, well layed on the tramp more like it, until around 10.

Tomorrow is sissy's birthday and we havn't done any decorating yet...... ahhhhh. That means that its all gonna be rush rush rush tomorrow to get everything done. And to get out deck looking like a hut, mwhahah, its gonna be awesome. Instead of decorating, me and amanda headed over to the mall, and i spent all my money......... Whenever i try and save up for something, i always find something else i want and go spend my money. I'd like to see what will happen when i get my bank card. I also get to go to the beach again tomorrow :)

ticket to heaven

Today was sooo nice, it was almost perfect. I got to sleep downstairs on the futon because it's super hot in my room. I love sleeping on the futon, its just not considered summer unless i get to sleep on the futon. I got woken early from my mom leaving to go to work though.
I lounged around until 3 then i got picked up to go to kylies for kristens going away party. If kylie hadn't been there it would have been 3947592835 times way better!! shes was just soo cc like. We went over to sians house and swam in her pool for a while, then we ate (thats all we ever do at kylies house), and watched a bit of Win a Date with Tad Hamilton, Jumped on the tramp. And that was about it.

Tomorrow i get to turn into a streaker!! hehe. Come over at around 2, that shall be good. And bring any glitter stuff, to put on the flowers :)

so much for my happy ending

AHHHHH im done finally!!!! I had my last exam yesterday morning, and it honestly didn't go as bad as i thought it would. Mr Winston put some of the funniest questions on there, and he also said that he took 5 off. SO thats good!!! Then i came and me and sissy ran off to the beach. Walking there and back really isn't all that bad. For some reason i dont think the weathers all that hot, even though ive been called crazy over this. I had to hang around with grd 8s but it was sooo much fun. And for some reason Jill smith decided she was gonna become my new best friend. She just wouldn't leave me alone. THen when levi came over to hang out with me for a bit, omg those two just hit it off. Shes the biggest flirt, and then levi's desperate, so i guess it works out somehow. We also had to hang out with "the trunchbull" because shes jill's (shaw) friend.

Then after we came home, i went out to little tex for supper and it was goooooood. The nachoes we got were SO HUGE. Then cheesecake. And i wonder if Mr. WInston is really gonna write a comment on my report card about how much i eat, lol. I would keep that report card forever!

AHHHH school and exams have been sooo stressful. On wednesday i studyed from 3 to 10 with littel breaks in between of course. At least i got math and biology over with on thursday though. Now i only have one more exam to go and then im free, free of Kal. mwhahaha The exams were in the gym this year, and it was really kinda weird. I liked it though, it was a nice, easy setting to write tests in. yesterday i went to the mall, and i bought my dres :) i got the blue one. My mother said the yellow one was ugly, lol. But if i get more money then im gonna go back and perhaps buy it. Then i went to wal mart and bought a case of Fresca because i havn't had that stuff for like 3 years. Then when we go to the towne theatre, i open it only to have it taken away by the junior guy. grrr and i was so excited to drink it too. We saw Troy and Mean girls. Today i was supposed to go to the Sunshine Festival too, my sister said she would come home at 10 and then we would take the bus there.............. well it's 1 and she still is not home!!! That makes me mad, i never get to not go to the sunshine festival :( So instead all i've done today is go outside and tan, and trust me, it is NOT a good idea to wear expired sunblock.................. im kinda a tad red right now, hopefully it will fade fast.

How to make a Gina

Ingredients: 1 part mercy 1 part silliness 3 parts energy

Method: Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Top it off with a sprinkle of sadness and enjoy!

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Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

I don't believe the same things you do
If you ask, i'll never be able to tell you
how i'm perfectly sick
I'm running this race alone
I have a goal, with my own inspirations
having you with me helps me go that much further

Breathing only to exhale and feel a shiver
Coldness has it's rewards
If it comes time to unthaw, i crack and begin to break down
When you look at the sky, you are not the one who simply sees slight imperfections even amoungst the clouds

There's someone else inside me screaming to gain control
You'd know who it was. You might not understand.
If you really knew me

Are you jimmy ray?

I went to the doctors on Friday, i waited in line for about an hour until we got to actually see him. Only for him to tell me nothing was wrong with me. I just have some type fo thing that appears for no reason and doesn't go away for about a month. Thats not a good thing since i can't go to the beach with my stomach looking like i have the chicken pox, literally!! Hopefully it goes away within a week or so, since i can't go to the beach anyways, thanks to wonderful school. Yesterday i had to work, and actually had stuff to do. Taking things off shelves actually passes the time quite quickly. We also go to to go to Pizza Hut yesterday because my parents didn't get home till around 6:30 because of some stupid guy getting some shelves and stuff from the store. Believe it or not i actually studied a little bit of bio, but didn't get around to writting my poem, creative thoughts just arn't their highest when im at the store. It brings me down.....

Next weekend is the sunshine festival!!!! Maybe this time, i'll get a free bracelet like i did last time.... hehe

THIS is my plan for the summer................. beach, beach, beach, beach, beach and then maybe going to the beach a couple of times. :D i looooooove summer and i didn't go to the beach much last year, but i have an urge to spend all summer on sand and in water. And apparently my mother and sister want to go to a cher concert too this summer. so they are gonna beg my dad when he comes tomorrow to let them go in july, haha. I'm probably gonna get to go with them, lol.
After school today i had to take the bus to the store and pack things up until around 7 at night. It sucked majorly, and hopefully that was not an event that will happen very often this summer, or i will be VERY upset. I'm also organizing our (hair)streaking party, it will be on the 23rd. Im not sure what day that is, so if anyone wants to streak their hair with me and sissy they can. I think i might end up dying my whole head, hehe because since im not allowed, i'll just say i ended up "over streaking" and it will work.
I have a feeling that my math mark is going to go down heaps because of the final........... im so scared!!! i wish someone else who is really smart could write it for me.

Yesterday for the very first time in my life i finally got to go to the health food store. I've been waiting for my dad to take me since like............ January, and he hasn't. So yesterday while we were waiting for my sister's eye appointment, we walked over there. And i love it, lol. I think im gonna have to do some major grocery shopping there before summer starts. AHhh only 1 1/2 more days until the weekend. There's only a half day because instead of water day, we get a "yearbook signing day" stupid since i didnt even get a yearbook this year, but at least we get some kind of day off school. I remember water day last year.......... very clearly.*whimper* And nitch broke my camera with her face, so now im camera less. But on monday or tuesday im gonna bring my dads digital camera to school, or perhaps just buy one over the weekend. I also got to go to Quizno's yesterday, and my sister ended up needing glasses. So now she can be part of International glasses day next year.
Dissecting the rat, frog and fish was really gross, but i only got semi-nauceous once. The rat was soo fricken huge and disgusting. It's a good thing i didnt have to touch it!!

Friday was sooo extreamly hot that i almost died. IT was definately a day of summer, and not even the worst of it. Me, mandy and mom went to Creative Chaos and stayed there for only a bit because Sissy was off to see Harry Potter without me. O well i guess i'll just have to wait until it comes to town theatre. Then on saturday after working, i watched the hockey game, and it wasn't that thrilling since calgary hasn't won yet. So after that i found out that movie night was indeed going to happen and then ran over to ebbies house, till 2. I got to meet Eric (kathy's boyfriend) and gregg and kathy were also there for a bit, and that was fun. Then me, krystal and berend came back to my house and slept. Well i did anyways....
Then today after we watched the second Harry Potter and they left, i went to the mall with ebbie. I brought a small container for self tanner.... which is my new best friend because it is the best stuff in the world. heeh PLUS i also bought the Modest Mouse cd!!!! and its soo good. Im also planning on buying a dress in the really near future at bootlegger. But i can't decide on blue or yellow cause they both are super gorgeous.
As for my tests tomorrow....... hehe yay for not studying and just winging it! And in english im not gonna bother trying to figure out the stupid sonnet im just gonna improv that. But i did memorize it, i hope that helps.


My ears are still ringing, there's nothing to say. Why look to the ocean to wash me away? There goes my best firend, there goes my last dime, if love is the answer, then I'm wasting my time.

IT JUST HIT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........................ THERES ONLY TWO MORE WEEKS OF SCHOOL LEFT. I think im either gonna have a nervous breakdown because this school year has gone by sooooo fast or i'm gonna die on the spot...... dont know why though, i havn't thought that far ahead...
I'm gonna tell you my Sonnet now. The one that i have to memorize for english on monday.

Sonnet 45
The other two, slight air and purging fire
Are both with thee, wherever i abide
The first my thought, the other my desire
These present-absent with swift motion slide
For when these quicker elements are gone
In tender embassy of love to thee
My life being made of four, two alone
Sinks down to death, oppress'd with melancholy
Until lifes composition be reccured
By those swift messengers return'd from thee
Who even but now come back again assured
Of thy fair health, recounting it to me
This told i joy, but then no longer glad
I send them back again, and straight grow sad

You can tell it's almost summer, because when it's almost summer, or summer i always feel like blogging more than usual. Today the CC decided that since krystal wasn't in english she would try and talk to me.......... uh i dont think so. Not that im stuck up or anything (well.... kinda not) but she should get the point by now, and after her remark about her not wanting us a kristen's party that we do not like her. And WE includes me!! She asked if i wanted gum. Someone really should tell her that gum does not buy you friends. It's just something they use you for if they're desperate. I had a math test today, and i think or i hope i did extraordinarily well!! ....... hehe emphasis on the hope part. I KNOW i won't get a B in math this year....... o well i suppose im gonna have to live with it.
OOO and i have found the perfectest thing i am going to buy myself soon. The new Modest Mouse CD!!!!! It all got inspired by their new song Float On..............I think im in love. With ebbie's pina colads drink boxes too.... hehe

Since im waiting for my cd to burn i thought i may as well update :):) I'm burning my "packing" cd. Yea i thought that since i was gonna start to pack tonight that i may as well have some good music to listen to while i do it. So thats what im about to do next.........pack. Ebbie told me today, that the day before i move, It's gonna be a blue moon. Blue moon just mean that there are two full moons in one month. How wonderful, and magical and exciting..... im probably gonna be doing nothing, lol. NO WAY i will MAKE myself do something, and ooooo it would be sooo fun to pull an allnighter!! That way i can sleep all the way there...... It really doesn't feel like June at all!! i dont know why either, this year has just gone by WAYYYYY to fast, i wish it wouldn't, it makes me feel old, and like im gonna be older, and then almost 50. Maybe im just super paranoid. I think thats the problem. O well i can't wait until the summer and NO MORE SCHOOL!! until september..........
O i got the nicest card today from all my junior buddies, and mitchell, who drew the heart on the cover. I also got a candy necklace and my very own Kal pen!!! i think im going to treasure it forever.

Today my house is no longer my house, and i can feel those stupid peoples spirit just dragging me down. Yea for some reason they wanted ownership of the house for June, so now we're paying them rent which makes absolutely no sense!! I feel like vandalizing it, in some little way. I think these last couple days have been quite terrible. Yesterday i had a fight with krystal, we worked it out and all, but still, it was really our first fight. Then my mom tells me today that someone broke into the back of the store and stole about $2000 from her desk. The police and everything were there today. Really not fun since we're moving and all, getting $2000 stolen from you really isn't what we asked for.
Mr.Winston i think has some kind of male pms or something, yesterday he totally thought he ran the goddamn school or something. Hes such a cocky bastard sometimes that i kinda want to strangle him........... or myself. So today when he wasn't at school krystal said that he was probably at the doctors getting the stick removed from his ass.
I came home at lunch today, partly because of allergies and partly because i needed sleep and to not be at school. Thats kinda a lame reason to skip and all, but i needed it. Besides i didn't really feel like doing a disection. And i dont like Biology.