Apparently sex hurts about the first 5 times and oral is really not fun at all, hahaha. I'm starting to remember the convo me and my cousin had half way through our sleep, we both started talking to each other in our sleep it was the weirdest thing.

On a differnent note, guess who has a job interview tomorrow morning at 10:30 and is absolutely panicking right now. Thats right ME. AHHHHH

OOOOH last night i had sooooo much fun!! In the after noon, my cousin called me up asking if i wanted to go to Echo Dale and i didn't have anything else to do so i went. Then on the way back James called her saying that he wanted to get drunk and they had to do something that night. So my cousin invited me along over to what we thought was going to be Jame's house for drinks and such. All we did was sit out in the parking lot outside his "mansion" with a bunch of people. We toured Jame's house, and then there were some younger people in the basement that were friends of his brothers or something. And he said that one of the girls that was there, she was barely 14 and doing porn and such. This was in redcliff and these people are hardcore!! Sabrina and me got bored because there was no drinking or anything and thats what we were planning to do and all. So she called up her friend Tasha and we went over to her house to sit in the hot tub for a while. O yes... and guess what i did...... smoked. Just to see what it was like and all. Bad influences i tell you... hahah. It wasn't too bad though. After that we went back to Sabrina's and got drunk and started messaging random people on my msn........ HAHA this is what she wrote to sian:

yoyo this isn't gina its her cousin, and i just wanted
to say QUIT SLEEPIN AROUND WHORE! no i'm sorry i didn't
mean it what i meant was i heard that u were a dirty
slutty bitch that takes away many many helpless guys
because ur easy and well lets face it once guys get
drunk anything looks good to them so hey keep it easy
and umm close ur legs sweet heart i thought i smelt
fish....ooh

We got soo incredibly hyper too. And i learned a really fun drinking game...!! I can't wait till im 18, and then all you guys can come here and we can PARTY!!

hallpasses and books arn't scary..........riiight

I've had a great week. It was the best so far i think. Friday i went to the school for the registration and its really big........ kinda SCARY! I also attempted dropping off a resume at the Cineplex, but picked up an application which i've procrastinaded filling out. (can't wait to see what'll happen during school...) Today i got around to giving one to Bonanza which is my sister favorite restaurant. And tomorrow im gonna e-mail my resume to Value Village because they are also looking for people. In fact the whole city is looking for help. Damnit i WILL get a job by the end of this week, if its the last thing i do!!! Today i went to the mall and guess who i ran into, ASHLEY!!! She didn't remember me at first but then after i told her who i was she was ecstatic and gave me her number and told me to call her to do stuff :D It's too bad she doesn't go to Crescent Heights or else i would totally go to that party in a couple days!!
As for the garage sale, i managed to make a grand total of..... $15! HAHAHAHAH
go garage sales where nobody knows where the hell you live!!! YEA!

OMG............. WHAT did i get myself into..................I'm going to see Kalan Porter tonight. And my sister expects me to make a poster with her........

To Do today:
- Go to school, find classes, blah blah blah
- Fill out application for ciniplex
- Finish reading book
- Try to NOT go on a binging spree
- Mail krystal and ebbie's letters


Then lucky me gets to see Kalan Porter tonight...... woo hoo
School is definately in the air, i can feel it's cold looming presence since thats where iam going right now

WHY WHY WHY!!!!!???

I swear i'am under a fucking evil evil curse!! I have telepathic abilities though thats for sure. Here's the deal. Tonight i decided to go out to hand out resumes, i went to the ciniplex evan wasn't there so i got an application (grr) then to Bonanza. After all that my dad needed to go to Canadian tire. So I was standing around there waiting for my parents who were being boring and looking at garbage cans. Then i saw this guy from the back, and he got me thinking about cody because he reminded me of him. When he turned around i compleatly realized that it wasn't of course due to the fact that he was old and stuff. But i was still thinking of him, thinking it would be soo funny to see him again. And i started wondering where he worked since he most likely has a job. And then i thought i should ask Sabrina since her friends knew him, and then i could go stalk him in secret. BUT THEN, two minutes later guess who fucking walks by in a canadian tire uniform!!!! CODY!!!! The guy who i was certain i was gonna marry when i was in grade 2 all the way to grade 6... The same guy who asked me to be his partner on a field trip and then held my hand the whole time. And the same guy i sent an e-mail to, after i moved, saying how much i used to like him, with a reply saying that he used to like me too. But stupid me just stood there (most likely LOOKING stupid) in awe, since i havn't seen my once thought true love for seven years. All i can say is................ wow. I wonder if he recognized who i was though....... because im sure he saw my mom (who he used to know) and i looked him straight in the eye....

This was probably a REALLY melodramatic post............... but what can i say..... im sleep deprived and stunned.

I can tell you right now, if none of you hear from me by the middle of september its because i have died....... from stress because of all of my classes. THIS is my timetable: SEM 1: physics 20, social studies, english, Math 30

Sem 2: Chem 30, Bio 30, Physics 30, and Math 31 (aka CALCULUS!!!)
OMG im gonna DIE. this is gonna be the most stressful year of my life...... can't wait. My mom told me that i should just forget about finding a job since ill have no time to even think straight with all my classes let alone take up a job. but too bad... im going to anyways, or else i'll have nothing to look forward to when im all done this mad business.
We're having a garage sale tomorrow, friday and sturday and i have to help out with that too......... fun fun. I hope i just make money, the last two times we've attempted garage sales, its been a bust..... but thats because it happened to be in vernon.

Friday i have to go to the school again and find my classes etc etc. im not thrilled

Well i suppose there are somethings to blog about, and since i am bored i might as well inform you all ^_^ The other day when i went back to school shopping for shoes, they had this sale, and of course a draw for some door prizes. so i entered. Then as soon as i got home they called me and i won the door prize. I got a sketchers shirt which looks like it should be for a huge man, but is really a "small" :s lol........... and i got a roxy keychain. AND a really really cool orange and purple sparkly sketchbook. And i was gonna start drawing in it, but then krystal called and made my night :) Today i got to go out drivng again too....... it was fun, i didnt crash and according to my dad i did "ok" hahaha....... o man i REALLY hope i get my license in march!!! i need to practice practice practice!!! Then tonight after i got back from driving i went over to my grandma's house, and EVERYBODy was over becasue it was my cousin and my aunts birthday. So that was kinda fun. I also asked evan if he could get me a job at the ciniplex and he said that as soon as i drop off my resume, he'll put it on the top and i'll for sure get an interview next week sometime. :):):) im as happy as a clam (^_^) i just hope everything works out as plan, cause then for sure i will be happy!!!

If only life were as simple as 90's soft rock......................

Im bored now so i thought i might as well update. Not that there is much to update about though. I'm beinging to find myself wanting the school year to start. Im kind of excited.
Today i got shelves in my room, so my room can finally start looking HALF clean. I've seen three people so far that i used to know. My mom friend came over yesterday but didnt bring michelle and christina with her, o well. We're probably going to be going over there in the near future anyways..... o that reminds me. I SAW BRANDON!!!! it was awesome, lol. He still works at future shop. But i dont have a reason to go there for a while because i bought my web cam and staples. hehe
Well tomorrow i get my highspeed internet. I CANT WAIT. And tonight i get to have Tino's!!!! mwhahahaha all of you dont know what your missing!!!