Wuthering Heights

I didnt get to go to the gym today, therefor i didnt get endorphins realeased therefor i really am not as happy as i usually am. And i suppose blaming it on the gym is gonna work, because i could also blame it on school, and the people there, and this STUPID party thing. But i wont, i'll just stick to blaming it on the gym and all will be better.... maybe.

One thing that did make this day kinda better, or at least off to a good start was the fact that i got 94% on my bio test that i had yesterday.

I was also bored afterschool so i cut my hair, not anything major, i just thought i needed a trim so i did it myself, i doubt anyone will notice though, but i did cut a significant amount off.

my parents are also getting rid of my cat.

AND lastly but not least. My life is potatoes (Read Also: what the potatoes!!)

Its 3am I must be lonely

Why does this happen? hehe (why does this always happen to me...) no nothing like that. I swear i am going through a quarter life crisis right now. I remember having one last year too in AUGUST, it was a little different but not much.... but i think this time is a little worse. TO be honest i have no idea why i have this quarter life crisis though, i just feel that i have one........ its partly not MY fault though, wrong place wrong time. And im not lieing either. Its not sarcasm though, i suppose it is a little but of a joke, but more of an exageration. Quarter life crisis's are not as fun as it may appear to others, TRUST ME!!!! because i dont lie, like i said above.In fact i hate liers THIS is what i do to them..... mwhahaha so to all you liers out there.... Beware.

Before lunch today we got to miss math for about 20 minutes to go to the Student Vote meeting things, and i dont know why but sometimes i would just like a shot gun.... it could be therapeutic. Iam part of the green party now though and i dont really feel like changing, so ill stay.

I counted today how many bullets i would need to clear the area of icky people while i was waiting for my dad after school and i counted that i would only need 4 on a good day. But on bad days..... thats a different story. (p.s. Im not really all THAT homicidal, i just wish i were)

I get to work again this weekend, yippee. And i really want to know whether we are for sure going to the lantern festival this summer? It would be good to start making plans now, just so that its good to go and not all last minutish, because that leads to chaos and then changing your mind *cough* kylies parents *cough* becasue those kind of people are just as bad as liers and we all know what happens to liers.

ciega sordomuda

Since it was mothers day and all, and i didnt get my mother anything, we went out for breakfast this morning and it was good. Then i did absolutely nothing else for the rest of the day except study and read and watch tv and listen to music. I actually did study for the bio test tomorrow for at least an hour or half an hour, enough to make two pages of study notes..... haha yea keener i am.
I even started packing tonight, i only took out stuff for a garage sale and all the stuff off my walls. but it was a start.....
I hope my grandma's fish are still alive, i was there the day they were born, all 50 of them. I know not all of them will survive though. Today i went to swan lake and as you walk into the flower part they have a fish pond and my dad agreed that we can get a fish pond in our new house, with my babies. :)

......... ah.... 70's music

Yesterday was super fun after school which wasnt all that bad. Me and krystal went to the gym, from there we got pizza (your probably wondering what the use of the gym was...) and so we got our pizza with our free pizza tickets and went back to my house and at it in my backyard. Then later we went to the mall for a bit and i was a super shopper and bought 3 things with $20. A shirt, foundation and of course Special K cereal. I dont see why i bought it though since its already almost gone because everyone but me has eaten it. Krystal came over again and talked to berend and then we kinda watched tv until 12:30.
Today me and sissy went to the library and spent an hour or so there, it was fun. I saw Mr. Oldfield there, he was doing some kind of filming thing. I just got back from a bike ride now, i saw my friends again too. haha

Im contemplating whether or not i should tell kylie, im starting to think i should. But i would tell her that im leaving at the end of August and then when she phones me to do something before i leave, my phone will be disconnected, hehe. Cause if i do tell her then i might get to see Ben again, kylie will make sure of it, and also it will just be a little easier.

just take off my red shoes, Put them on and your dream'll come true

I wore my glasses to school today because my contacts hurt my eyes. I got out of english a little bit early because i got to work at the school store. The only perk about it was that i got free food, like pizza and candy and a slush, lol. But because of that i also didnt get my lunch hour which sometimes i need, but it wasnt that bad. I did major review in math though since i have a ugly test tomorrow. I also brought my math home so my dad could help me, but he only kinda confused me a bit more. He found my 45% test too.... hahah he didnt get mad though, but he made sure we went over it for 2 hours to check EVERYTHING i did wrong.
We told kylie to meet us at the gym today but she didnt come, so we kinda lucked out and it was fun.
Tomorrow i have a senoir buddy thing which OF COURSE is my favorite thing in the world, NOT!!! I can't stand my group, and whats worse is now im afraid of my partner.....
ooooooooo and today i finally got a malt, it was a big acheivement for me since i've wanted one since LAST YEAR, last summer i was dieing for one but never did get around to buying myself one, then since my dad was 37 minutes late picking us up we told him that he owed us a slush, so we drove to coldstream market only to discover they're slush machine was out of order so i bought one. ET was there too, with way better half if thats what i can call him, lol.

Music to my ears......

Right now i have a swollen eye and its not very much fun. I hate this time of the year because i always get allergies. Maybe it will be bad enough tomorrow that i wont have to go to school..... highly doubtful though. Thankfully the math test is on friday, and not tomorrow, it saved me a bunch of work i would have had to do tonight. Not that i have any less to do for tomorrow though. I hate school, its such a waste of my life.
Do you like my new Britney Spears template, hahaha. I think if i ever made a mix tape of songs all about kylie i would enclude toxic because that is what she smells like. Some kind of toxic sewage and today i almost died because i have to sit RIGHT BESIDE HER.

Bandages on my legs and my arms from you... Bandages

Aleckes totally kinda ruined my little devious secret, but not totally. I was with kylie and ebbie and i stopped to talk to aleckes and then she said i cant move. So then kylie started beating me up like "your not moving are you" blah blah blah and yes she litterally WAS beating me. So i told her NO im not moving for another year so far, my parents just want to sell the house and then rent another one. mwhahahah im too good. I really hope no one else spills the beans in front of her or else i have nothing else to look forward to about moving. Its the only thing that practically keeps me going. O and my house is officially sold now to the man that owns Joey's Only. losers.

There was school today unfourtunatly, and it sucked going back, its not like we did anything anyways. And 40% of the people wern't even there. I had my whole day planned too, i was gonna tan, go on a bike ride, go to the mall, but NO i had to go to school.
Im gonna start to pack all my stuff in June ive decided. And ALL of our boxes come from quizno's, lol. Its funny, my parents go there every day after work and pick up their boxes. They should give us food with the boxes, i would enjoy that more.

You dont really need me you just keep me hanging on

Yay it soo like summery now and i love it. Today i went and played outside for a bit, and by played outside i mean my mom made me pull weeds from our backyard. I found a worm too and started playing with him, and he was really long. My sister said we should keep it and put it in someones bed though, like my mothers, mwahaha. That COULD get funny, lol.

I've got to make this life make sense

I have a plan. The day before i leave to go to alberta im gonna go to coldstream school and dig up our time capsule if i'am allowed by the rest of the council of time capsulers, i may have to get permisson. And then ill take the stuff with me to remember the school by. I will go alone, at 12 at night, dressed all in black and dig it up by moonlight. Then the next day i will leave this town, that school, my school, and everything else i've learned to love behind. Can't get better than that.

I'm not prejudiced, I hate everyone equally.