*WHIMPER* guess who just phoned my HOUSE!!!!! the stupid people at sea cadets, WHY WHY WHY did i ahve to give them my phone number. I never want to go there again. He asked me why i wasn't there, haha and he said next time to call and then he gave me a number WHICH I DID NOT WRITE DOWN HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!! it was horrible. So was today, i took literally 2-3 hours to film 2 minutes of tape, which we're probably gonna re-do anyways GRRR.

Today i only went to school for half of the day the i went down for computers and Japanese. Why won't my parents let me go to Jpan, it's always one excuse after the other and it's really starting to piss me off. Well you can't go becasue of the war, well you can't go becasue of SARS. I hate them, they absolutley have no good excuse, they just don't want me gone for 5 months. It's not becasue i won't last, it's becasue THEY won't last.

After what i just did i swear i DESERVE to lose 10 pounds, i just went on my first bike ride of the year and BELIEVE ME it was hard!!(sorry krystal i would have invited you but my sister didn't want u to come lol) but keep it coming, i'm now going to do that every single day, cause believe me i NEED It. after work today, well i only worked 2 hours becasue it was slow and i was soo bored, so my mother said i could just goo home. So i went to the mall cause we decided i should leave just as the bus left. So i went to winners and tried on bathingsuits and OMG it was HORRIBLE!!!!!!! i'am NOT ever going to be going in the water this year unless i lose 10 - 15 pounds. yeah... Shopping by yourself is a lot of fun.

My phone is screwed up, it showed yesterday that it was my birthday, it was funny. So all computers everybody around including me and melissa were all playing games seeing who could beat who, at first on milk tthe cow i was first untill reece got a higher score. Now i feel like such a loser, but it was fun at the time lol. My japanese tescher still wants me to go to Japan, but NOOOO i'm still NOT ALLOWED!!! i hate my parents sometimes!!!!! i even wrote my dad an e-mail, he hasn't responded yet. Yesterday kylies house was not fun, it never is. We watched t.v. the whole damn time, what could i not do that at my house??? and not only that we had to watch this stupid murder she wrote movie.

Guess where i'am, hahaha, in computers, relaxation time, the best time in the world. Thats all i feel like writing right now!!

I've been having really wierd dreams lately, it all started after i ate like 20 grapes right before i went to bed. Anyways that night i had a dream that i went for a swim at night and a big ugly swampmonster (it was hideous it was almost a nightmare) pulled me down but somehow i didn't drown, then i ran to this house but the door was locked and there was a guy outside standing by a car, then all of a sudden the grass i was standing near caught on fire, but i managed to put it out. Then the next thing i know i'm on a bus early in the morning at the school, but i'm going home for the day and i left my backpack on the bus.
The dream i had two nights ago was that i was at this beachy grassy place and i had to kill this vicious black dog with rocks, then all of a sudden i become topless and try and throw shakira off of a dock all while trying to save the creek from the environmentaly unfriendly plastic bottles.
AND LAST NIGHT, i brought my goldfish to school and somebody ate it, spat it back out then started talking to it......?

Today was easy, in japanese we had to make Tepanyaki, i suppose it was ok, but we were rushed, it would have been better if we had both blocks to eat our food. At lunch it was delightfully funny. The band was having a cupcake sale and for my second cupcake Krystal was getting the smartie off of my cupcake and when she turned around she ran inot a guy, then the guy said " why are you punching me" it was funny all day. We walked up and down the same hall at least 10 times too because fishbait was talking to people at the end of it, so we would walk until he saw us then we would turn around to make it obvious that we were turning away from him, and we did that plenty of times for him to get the point. It was hilarious. Then afterschool guess where i DIDN"T go haha i'm not there now eaither HARHARHAR!! instead we went to the mall and BOTH of the bathing suits that i want are gone :(

I just got back from kylies tonight. I am NEVER going back there again, but then again i ALWAYS say that, i mean it too. She just has her bitchy little ways of making me come. And the WHOLE TIME i'm over there she wines and complaines and bitches about everything. I always feel out of place, its never fun. So after school yesterday i went to the mall and saw the cutest bathing suit in the whole intire world, it's probably gone now thats how cute it was and i want it, but i'm not allowed, at least not for a couple of weeks. Then we were gonna go to the library, well we did and but the time we got there kinga and janine were there and said it was closed so that sucks, cause i only would have been 2 seconds to get the book i had on hold. Then me, my mom and amanda had supper at the food court, haha i didn't have sushi though, i'm kinda sick of it. When i got home, it was like 6:30 and kylie phoned me and was practically bitching how we're gonna be late for the show becasue i got home so late (the movie started at 7) SO she said she was immediatley gonna come and pick me up HAHAHA it was 7:05 by the time she picked me up, and then we had to go pick up other people before going to the movies. We saw X men 2, it was pretty good. Alot of guys from my grade were there it was a little funny, seing as how it was owen, ryan and people like that. No kenny though :( But then again thats probably a good thing since i was with kylie, bitchy kylie.

Self Tanner REALLY stinks, and i'm covered in it. Maybe it only stinks cause it's like 5 or more years old?

mmmm, school was only a half day today, so now i'm here esting my non famous fried egg sandwhich. Which is the most delicious thing on the planet!!!! And my mother says that i don't have to work, so i can sit outside all day and just tan. It' will be great. Kenny plays video games?? Today kenny came to pe with ff8 plus the bible aka the cheat code book. And i was just like OMG i like you WAY more now!!!! Seeing as how i only have ff7 and ff9, it was so meant to be lol!! I got 87% o the socials test which i'am SUPER happy about, i studied and i guess it payed off. I don't even want to talk about what i got on my last test. It was horrible!!! Today was a good day!!