My whole day consisted of download shakira music videos and then watching them and deleting them.

Grrr i ALWAYS pick the very best times to get sick, but it's all my sisters fault. So i didn't go to school far half the day but i only missed CAPP so it's not too bad. Then i went down to the school at lunch to watch the rent a grad thing and lisa and ebbie made a little grade 8r by ryan and andrew so it looked like we didn't buy them and ryan was soooooo mad. I don't think i should have stayed for socials aka. Family life (my favorite) becasue by half way through it all the drugs i had taken in the morning had worn off and i was feeling like shit again it was great.

Tomorrow it's rent a grad day omg we are sooooooo gonna buy Ryan and Andrew and dress them up all pretty and make them buy us slushes ahhhhh it's gonna be fun. I have no life, today after school i watched fishbait and nitch leave but hahahahah they left in seperate vehicles. Maybe they're "relationship" is on the rocks. Ahhh he's such a loser, today he stopped me in the halls just to tell me that i didn't have to pay for my text book that i lost, like he couldn't tell me the next day in socials? He just knew that i was absolutely dying to talk to him, much like saturday (ah ah bad memories) o how i hate him! He and nitch must sit at their house and think of things o say the next day or whenever, much like "that would be crossing the student, teacher boundries"

Our japanese class went to the restaurant today and it was sooo much fun, it was way better than probably learning about mechanical engineering, by a lot. Not that the food was extreamly sickening, it was actually good, but when i got back to the school i felt almost sick to my stomach, maybe cause i'm not used to it. And then we had to run the beep test and do fitness testing it wasn't fun. I can't wait until we start dance in p.e. hahahahaha and aerobics if we even still do that in grade 10. KRYSTAL CAN WE STOP WALKING HOME AFTER SCHOOL!!!!!! i like waiting at the school for a while after it's over, but no lately i've been having to come straight here!!

yea we're going to be going to tokyo if i do go to japan so now i REALLY want to go, it's not fair, why won't my parents let me??? Anyway it was a reguar monday and during socials fishbait was having a hard day and he made sure we all knew. So he was telling us that it took him an hour to photocopy 30 pages and then he's like my mind isn't working properly, then he's like sorry guys, then he looks at ME and says sorry Gina in his stupid little tone of voice. I want to hurt him, and lance asked if we could go see the drama performance (yes krystal and ebbie that would be yours) But that stupid bastard wouldn't let us!!

We went to lorels last night and it was ok, it was Akikos last day in Canada so it was a goodbye party. Every one over there is totally on my side that i should be allowed to go to japan, Peter was really with me and every excuse my parents had, he had a better reason why i should go. I just hope it occurs to them that he's right before it's too late and they won't let me go.Akiko gave me a japanese c.d. and so far it's pretty good, even though i fell asleep half way through it last night.

omg, omg,omg why, why why do things like this always happen to us. So me and krystal are having a nice innocent walk and we go around up by my house and then decide to go down to the school to pick up my p.e. booklet. AND GUESS WHOS THERE. omg now he probably totally thinks that we're stalking him. His stupid car was outside of the school and we're like omg i hope thats not him. But it was.*whimper**whimper* Why did he have to be there, why was he there. Grrr what a loser with no life.

Omg i swear we don't have a single ruler in our house (an actual ruler the thing with inches and centimetres just so you don't get confused) i was serching all over becaus i'm gonna make a graph, i'm on my frickin last resort here people!!!!! No matter what i do, they just don't want to let me go. So anyways i got distracted and now i'm on here, ebbie gave me a ride home today , shes so nice. We had to run the stupid beep test afterschool because i'm not going to be here on wednesday caus ei have to go to stupid OUC for a field trip yippee!!!! not !! Anyways i left pudding upstairs so i'm gonna go eat it.

This morning i got up and ready in only 20 minutes, i set my alarm for 6:15 hahaha but then i went back to sleep not even turning my radio off because i was too lazy to hit the snooze button on my remote So i ended up getting up at 7 and went down to the school to decorate krystals locker. My parents were at the school today it was a kinda embarrasing moment for me, hopefully now one recognized that we were related, not many parents were there though which was kinda bad. But it could have been worse, they could have stopped and talked to me, then maybe i would have pulled a kylie or something.

The weekend wasn't that great i had to babysit aleya on friday and she would not go to slepp we tried everything, overall she slept like 15 minutes and before she was supposed to have a nap i turned on the t.v. and there was a super cool t.v. show on BBC and i couldn't watch it because i had to put fussy little Aleya to sleep. Then we got home, without pay but thats ok i told her she doesn't have to pay me i'll just consider it volunteer work. So we got home made pudding, and heheheh i got it all over my sisters shirrt by accident and then we went for a 3 hour walk to kidston and kirkland beach the only place i really want to walk to. Saturday i worked and got $10 out of it whi ch kinda sucked cause i worked like 3 hours but o well it's better than all the other times they didn't pay me. Sunday i never do anything and on Monday o my god it was hell. Kylie wanted me to go over to her house so she came and picked me up at like 1 and we drove to doodles and scarpbooks my alltime favorite store in the whole wide world.(NOT) and she spent 2 FRICKIN HOURS DECIDING WHAT PAPER SHE WAS GOING TO USE FOR HER BIRTHDAY INVITATIONS. O it was the longest 2 hours i had ever been through and not only that but for about 6 lousy invitations she paid $42.50 what a spoiled brat!!!!!!